"You perhaps have an exaggerated idea of my capacities. I am not able to lift a sick man about, and argument did not seem profitable at the moment.
When it does, I shall consider doing something. But you are charged with my safety, Nhi Vanye, and with protecting me. I do expect you to fulfill that obligation."
He lifted his swollen hand. "That— is not within my capacity at the moment, if it comes to fighting our way out of here."
"Ah. So you have answered your own first questions." That was Morgaine at her most irritating. She settled again to waiting, then began instead to pace. She was very like a wild thing caged. She needed something for her hands, and there was nothing left. She went to the barred window and looked out and returned again.
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She did that by turns for a very long time, sitting a while, pacing a while, driving him to frenzy, in which if he had not been in pain, he might also have risen and paced the room in sheer frustration. Had the woman ever been still, he wondered, or did she ever cease from what drove her? It was not simple restlessness at their confinement. It was the same thing that burned in her during their time on the road, as if they were well enough while moving, but any untoward delay fretted her beyond bearing.
It was as if death and the Witchfires were an appointment she was zealous to keep, and she resented every petty human interference in her mission.
The sunlight in the room decreased. Things became dim. When the furniture itself grew unclear, there came a rap on the door. Morgaine answered it. It was Flis.
"Master says come," said Flis.
"We are coming," said Morgaine. The girl delayed in the doorway, twisting her hands.
Then she fled.
"That one is no less addled than the rest," Morgaine said. "But she is more pitiable." She gathered up her sword, her other gear too, and concealed certain of her equipment within her robes. "Lest," she said, "someone examine things while we are gone."
"There is still the chance of running for the door," he said. " Liyo,take it. I am stronger. There is no reason I cannot somehow ride."
"Patience," she urged him. "Besides, this man Kasedre is interesting."
"He is also," he said, "ruthless and a murderer."
"There are Witchfires in Leth," she said. "Living next to the Witchfires as the Witchfires seem to have become since I left— is not healthful. I should not care to stay here very long."
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"Do you mean that the evil of the thing— of the fires— has made them what they are?"
"There are emanations," she said, "which are not healthful. I do not myself know all that can be the result of them. I only know that I do not like the waste I saw about me when I rode out at Aenor-Pyvvn, and I like even less what I see in Leth. The men are more twisted than the trees."
"You cannot warn these folk," he protested. "They would as lief cut our throats as not if we cross them. And if you mean something else with them, some—"
"Have a care," she said. "There is someone in the hall."
Steps had paused. They moved on again, increasing in speed. Vanye swore softly. "This place is full of listeners."
"We are surely the most interesting listening in the place," she said.
"Come, and let us go down to the hall. Or do you feel able? If truly not, I shall plead indisposition myself— it is a woman's privilege— and delay the business."
In truth he faced the possibility of a long evening with the mad Leth with dread, not alone of the Leth, but because of the fever that still burned in his veins. He would rather try to ride now, now, while he had the strength.
If trouble arose in the hall, he was not sure that he could help Morgaine or even himself.
In truth, he reckoned that among her weapons she had the means to help herself: it was her left-handed ilinthat might not make it out.
"I could stay here," he said.
"With hisservants to attend you?" she asked. "You could not gracefully bar the door against them yourself, but no one thinks odd the things I do.
Say that you are not fit and I will stay here and bar the door myself."
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"No," he said. "I am fit enough. And you are probably right about the servants." He thought of Flis, who, if she entertained everyone in this loathsome hall with the same graces she plied with him, would probably be fevered herself, or carry some more ugly sickness. And he recalled the twins, who had slipped into the dark like a pair of the palace rats: for some reason they and their little knives inspired him with more terror than Myya archers had ever done. He could not strike at them as they deserved; that they were children still stayed his hand; and yet they had no scruples, and their daggers were razor-sharp— like rats, he thought again, like rats, whose sharp teeth made them fearsome despite their size. He dreaded even for Morgaine with the likes of them skittering about the halls and conniving together in the shadows.
She left. He walked at his proper distance half a pace behind Morgaine, equally for the sake of formality and for safety's sake. He had discovered one saw things that way, things that happened just after Morgaine had glanced away. He was only ilin.No one paid attention to a servant. And Kasedre's servants feared her. It was in their eyes. That was, in this hall, great tribute.
And even the bandits as they entered the hall watched her with caution in their hot eyes, a touch of ice, a cold wind over them. It was curious: there was more respect in the afterwave of her passing than the nonchalance they showed to her face.
A greater killer than any of them, he thought unworthily; they respected her for that.
But the Leth, the uyinthat gathered at the high tables, watched her through polite smiles, and there was lust there too, no less than in the bandits' eyes, but cold and tempered with fear. Morgaine was supremely beautiful: Vanye kept that thought at a distance within himself— he was tempted to few liberties with the qujal,and that one last of all. But when he saw her in that hall, her pale head like a blaze of sun in that darkness, her slim form elegant in tgihioand bearing the dragon blade with the grace of one who could truly use it, an odd vision came to him: he saw like a fever-dream a nest of corruption with one gliding serpent among the scuttling lesser creatures— more evil than they, more deadly, and infinitely 57
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beautiful, reared up among them and hypnotizing with basilisk eyes, death dreaming death and smiling.
He shuddered at the vision and saw her bow to Kasedre, and performed his own obeisance without looking into the mad, pale face: he retreated to his place, and when they were served, he examined carefully and sniffed at the wine they were offered.
Morgaine drank; he wondered could her arts make her proof against drugs and poisons, or save him, who was not. For his part he drank sparingly, and waited long between drafts, toying with it merely, waiting for the least dizziness to follow: none did. If they were being poisoned, it was to be more subtle.
The dishes were various: they both ate the simple ones, and slowly. There was an endless flow of wine, of which they both drank sparingly; and at last, at long last, Morgaine and Kasedre still smiling at each other, the last dish was carried out and servants pressed yet more wine on them.
"Lady Morgaine," begged Kasedre then, "you gave us a puzzle and promised us answers tonight."