“No cigars yet, people,” Arleigh is saying into his headset. “But Bill’s obviously on duty up there, so let’s prepare for a deorbit in eighty minutes.”
It takes a few minutes for Diana to remind the flight director and the CEO that the story is already leaking and she needs direction. Arleigh reluctantly leaves his console and follows the two of them into the glassed-in conference room.
“This will sound very cold, but it’s my job,” she says. “We have an incredible opportunity here.”
“For what?” Arleigh asks, indignant. “What the hell does that mean?”
Richard has his hand out for silence, his trust of Diana’s judgment all but total.
“What it means, Arleigh… Richard… is that our future as a company depends on how we handle whatever occurs next. Good or bad. If we show strength, authority, perfect honesty, and a vision beyond the moment regardless of the depth of this disaster, we will build an invaluable trust in the public mind. If we show fright, hide any fact however small, sidestep questions, or appear confused…”
“Any appearance of weakness, in other words,” DiFazio adds, nodding slowly, knowing she’s right but disliking the need of it.
“Exactly,” she continues. “Vulnerability breeds lasting distrust and even contempt.”
“I’m not a damned actor, Diana,” Arleigh snaps.
“No, you’re not,” she interjects before he can continue. “You’re a steel-willed professional who knows private spaceflight will remain and succeed and lead. All I’m saying is, be careful to show that true face to whoever’s watching. And they’ll be watching every moment from here on.”
“Talk to me.”
In John Kent’s perfect world, there is no need for verbal niceties when there’s an urgent mission to accomplish. “Hello’s” and “How’s the weather’s” are time wasters in a crisis. Nailing the point as he walks through the door of the teleconferencing suite is greeting enough for his old friend and senior manager at Kennedy Space Center, Griggs Hopewell.
“Good to see you, too, John. Okay, let’s get to it. We can make it happen, but we’ll need twenty-six hours a day for four days and a blowtorch to everyone’s behind.”
“ Endeavoris ready, then? Enough to roll out to the pad from vehicle assembly?”
“Not as ready as I’d like, but yes. So who’s going to fly, if this impossible mission comes about?”
“Paradies, White, and Malone. Tell me what you need to pull this off, Griggs.”
“How about authorization for starters. You’re talking tens of millions in prep expense. Shear is dead set against it and we’re essentially in a mutiny here even talking about it on company time.”
“Look, I don’t have a green light yet, but I’ll get it.”
“From Shear? What, are the Houston refinery fumes affecting you? John, I love ya, man, and I owe you for a lot of things, but you don’t run this organization.”
“Neither does he.”
“Jeez, John. We’re talking the administrator. We’re also talking about a guy who has an industrial-strength hatred for DiFazio. John, he wantsDiFazio and anyone dumb enough to fly with him to bite it.”
“All true, but he doesn’t make policy. The White House does.”
“And they’re suddenly going to go across town and politically bitch-slap their boy? I don’t frigging think so.”
“Griggs, ten minutes ago ASA’s craft stabilized and aligned for retrofire. He may get down on his own. This is just a feasibility exercise.”
There is silence from the Cape. “And if he can’t?”
“He just proved someone’s breathing up there and capable of controlling the spacecraft.”
“John, Bill’s a friend of mine, too. I also want him back safe.”
“Not the point. He comes down on his own or we go up to get him. Shear will be shamed into doing it by public pressure if nothing else. But this is just a contingency exercise until we know whether we need to go up.”
“Okay, a word of warning. I know what you’re thinking, and who you’re thinking of calling. But keep in mind that, despite nice handshakes and smiles when you’ve visited, there are people around the President who don’t necessarily like you, John, and they were never Boy Scouts like us. Approach them with reason and logic and compassion and they’ll jam it all back up your tailpipe and leave you seriously retired.”
“Duly noted. Keep your fingers crossed and get a playbook together for me, Griggs. Please.”
“Whoa, did I hear John Kent say please?”
“Kind of.”
“My God, that’s a first. Okay, I’ll slam a plan together, but if Shear gets wind of this, neither of us will be holding NASA IDs past tomorrow morning.”
“Who’s gonna tell him?”
“John, I’ve got a Cape full of irritated, overworked employees with more dedication to spying and informing than Stalin’s KGB.”
Chapter 12
The countdown ends in silence.
The only roaring is in Kip’s head, along with the soft hissing of the air cycle fans that are no match for the pounding blood in his temples. Kip’s eyes dart around the checklist and back to the screen as he sits in disbelief, the enormity of the silence settling over him like a heavy shroud. He’s been prepared for retrofire for over an hour and never considered that the engine might have other ideas.
He’s heard the engine fire before. He knows what it sounds like, feels like. When Intrepidwas dropped by the mothership so many hours ago, the rocket engine roared and shook. But whatever he’s hearing and feeling now, it’s not the engine.
Kip punches the manual firing button again, just to make sure he hasn’t been too timid. It clicks.
Nothing changes.
Only seconds have elapsed since the exact programmed firing point. There’s still time to fire, he thinks.
There must be a safety. Something else I need to throw!Obviously he’s done something wrong, something that can be fixed.
The checklist items begin to blur, but he forces his eyes to take them in item by item, his finger still stabbing at the ignition button. He checks the screen, the fault annunciator display, the switch panel to each side, expecting an “Aha” moment of recognition, the easy answer. So he’s a bit late. So he comes down in Las Vegas instead of Mojave. What the hell. Just get the damn thing to fire!
But still the engine remains silent, and even though it’s only the end of Orbit 3, Kip feels himself losing control. He balls his fist and crashes it into the central liquid crystal screen, changing nothing. He begins flipping switches at random, snarling at the display and flailing, each wild action propelling him left or right in the zero gravity, restrained only by the seat belt.
No! Goddammit,no!
With one final burst of frustration he hurls the checklist behind him, sickeningly aware of what it’s hit as it thuds into the dead astronaut’s body, bouncing back to slap the windscreen, and ends up hitting him in the face.
"Shit!”he yells, the sound of his agonized voice encouraging another yell, eyes closed, fists pounding the armrests of the command chair.
But he’s hurtling away from the retrofire point at the speed of twenty-five thousand five hundred feet per second, and the engine is still quiet as a tomb.
His anger subsides and in its place flows a cold and heavy fear, worse than anything he’s experienced. Terror would barely describe it. No brakes, no parachute, no skyhook, no lifeline. No rescue of any sort if the engine won’t fire.
Until a few minutes ago, his major concern was to find a way to pilot an unpowered gliding spacecraft with stubby wings to a safe landing somewhere flat and hard. Now even a crash landing sounds okay, as long as it involves getting out of orbit.