Chance knelt beside me. We pulled together on the chain, and the hatch lifted. We pulled it to the point of no return, and it fell backward with a crash.

“Jesus Christ, Jeremy,” he hissed.

“Come on,” I said. I started climbing down the ladder.

I looked up and saw two figures behind Chance. He was stepping down onto the ladder and they pulled him up and back. His eyes went wide.

“What the fuck,” he cried and fell backward. I looked down. I could just drop. I didn’t know how far it was. But Chance had the map. He had the flashlights in his pack. I didn’t know where to go.

Just drop!

A hand came down and grabbed my sweatshirt. I clawed at the arm. Another hand got around my neck and yanked up hard. I lost my breath.

I went up and fell over on my back.

I hit the floor hard.

A man was standing over me. He prodded me with his foot.

“Get back against the wall.”

I took in the uniform and breathed a sigh of relief. Campus police. Miles wrote me about them his freshman year. He had a roommate who was a local kid from a nearby blue-collar town. One night, this roommate went out for old time’s sake with a high school friend. They got drunk and decided to steal license plates. The city police caught them. Miles’s roommate was handed over to campus police. No police report. No record of the event. No consequences. The roommate’s friend spent the night in jail and had to appear in court the next day. I let myself relax a little.

“Take the masks off,” the cop near me said.

I hesitated, then pulled off my ski mask.

The other cop was standing over Chance, sizing him up.

“Start talking,” he said.

“Please, officer,” Chance sputtered. “It’s supposed to be a prank. We’re pledging a fraternity. They told us to get into the steam tunnels and steal a plate from the professors’ dining hall. Tell ’em, Mike.” Chance looked at me. His eyes were perfect imitations of the wide-eyed stare of a scared freshman.

The officer turned to me.

I gave Chance my angriest look.

“You weren’t supposed to tell. They said not to tell anyone, even if we got caught.”

“Please…” Chance sounded downright miserable. “I want to go to law school. This could ruin me forever. Oh God, my parents. I knew I shouldn’t have pledged.”

The second officer looked at me.

“What fraternity?”

“We’re not supposed to say,” I mumbled.

He leaned over me and poked his finger at my chest.

“You should worry about yourself right now.”

I shook my head. I aimed for deeply conflicted.

Chance blurted out, “Sigma Chi.”

“Jesus, Ryan,” I said.

The cop standing over me was the angrier of the two.

“They broke a window,” he said, fingering his nightstick.

“Were you guys in a fraternity?” I asked.

The cops looked at me like I was insane.

“I don’t mean any disrespect,” I said. “It’s just, if you were in a fraternity, you know how much pressure it is to get in. Maybe you had to do some pretty crazy stuff when you were pledges.”

A moment passed.

“Well,” the cop near Chance said, looking at my clothes, “you do look pretty stupid.”

“Yeah. My first time in commando gear.”

“Whad’ya say, John? This could just be some townie kids snooping around, threw a rock through the window?”

The cop near me nodded, thinking.

“Disappear,” he said finally. “If I see you again, I might have to take a stick to your head. Got it?” He pulled me up roughly and started laughing. He slapped me on the back. “Get out of here. And stay out of trouble.”

They were both laughing now. I felt like I wanted to vomit. Chance and I kept mumbling thank you as we worked our way to the door. We were almost there.

“Say,” the calm officer said casually, “what’s in there?”

He gave Chance’s side pouch a little tap with his baton.

Chance winced, involuntarily.

“Just my camera,” he said, still moving toward the door.

The cop gave the pouch another tap, harder this time.

“Can I see it?” he said.

The other cop was circling calmly around, between us and the door.

“Sure,” Chance said. He opened the pouch and tilted it toward the officer.

“Why don’t you take it out,” the cop said.

Chance exhaled. He took the camera out.

The cop took it and turned it around in his hands.

“Pretty nice camera,” he said.

“Big, too,” the other cop said from behind us. “Not one of those little pocket ones you see the kids with.”

“True,” the first cop said, cocking his head. “Not one of those camera phones either. That’s what I notice these days.”

“Can I see it?” the cop between us and the door asked.

“Sure,” Chance said quietly. He passed it over.

“Wow, this is a real camera. It’s got lenses and everything.”

The cop in front of us said pleasantly, “You a photographer, son?”

“It’s just a hobby.”

“That’s good. My son’s hobby is being an asshole. Still, though…”

“Why bring such a nice camera on a prank, I wonder…” the other cop finished.

Chance mumbled something about taking a picture in the dining hall.

“Huh,” the cop said.

“Say, Officer Peters,” the man behind us said. “If I’m not mistaken, this is one of those James Bond cameras, good in the dark and so forth.”

“Huh,” the officer said again.

Ever so slightly, I saw Chance rise up on the balls of his feet. I felt voltage building in my arms and legs.

The officer reached back into Chance’s bag. His hand came out holding a piece of paper.

My heart sank as I realized it was our map.

Chance started to say something, but the cop raised his hand. He unfolded the paper. His eyes scanned the page. The corner of his mouth flickered.

I felt a body close behind me.

The cop looked up. His face was still a mask of pleasantness, but all the warmth had drained from the eyes, the smile.

“What were you boys looking for down there, exactly?” he asked, raising his eyebrows.

There was a moment of perfect stillness.

Chance ran.

There was a crack as the cop behind us rammed Chance into the wall. The camera fell and slid along the floor. The other cop went for me. I saw a baton rise up in the air above Chance. Without thinking I jumped toward it and knocked them apart. Chance leapt up and ran blindly into the other officer. “Go,” he yelled.

I ran out the door and down the hall. The hole of the window came closer and I jumped, hit the ground outside, and tumbled over the rocky grass. I saw Chance pass me and keep running. Back on my feet I ran through the gate and didn’t stop, didn’t even think, took off in the opposite direction from Chance and ran until the gloom factory was out of sight behind me. I kept running across the far edge of the campus, on service roads and then through the woods of the west side, looping around to the edge of the river. When I couldn’t run anymore I walked, cutting a winding path through the woods until I was sure no one was following me. I rubbed the black off my eyes with my sweatshirt and threw it into the river. Now I was in a gray long-sleeved T-shirt and black pants. I still looked like an idiot, but now it was the kind of idiot who just stumbled drunk out of a club. I cut toward the middle of the campus. I passed an upper-class dorm and heard a party upstairs. I went to the party and blended into the anonymous shoulder-to-shoulder crowd in the small room, purple and red lights, loud bass, everyone jumping to the music, the smell of orange juice and liquor saturating the air. I stole a green coat from the pile in the bedroom by the door. Now I was an alcohol-soaked, green-coated student blending into the throngs of Saturday night revelers on the main campus. I wound my way to the quiet side street of my dorm. No one followed me. I waited in the hallway around the first corner for ten minutes. No one came in the door after me. I got to my room, locked the door behind me, switched off the lights. I checked the lock on every window. I doubled-checked the lock on my door. Remembering the invitations placed on my bed, I moved my chair to the door and wedged it at an angle under the knob, the feet digging into the floor.