EPILOGUE

It was several days after I had returned to our small town that I found the courage to unpack the bag containing the apprentice Dino’s worldly possessions. The rough sack held far more upon its return journey than it had when I had started out… just as I had brought back with me far more knowledge of the world than had been mine when I left. And so, gently, I poured the bag’s contents out onto my bed.

To be sure, one part of me had been tempted to consign it all to the fire, to put that small portion of my life behind me, but in the end I could not. For among the items were the three notebooks that I had kept in emulation of Leonardo.

More than books of sketches, the tiny volumes had become a chronicle of my life during those months when I had lived at Castle Sforza. The memories they held burned with both passion and pain… memories far too raw, most of them, to be held up for examination in the light of day. But one day, I would want to relive those moments of love and fear and laughter.

Just not yet.

Two of my three notebooks I had already tied shut, for the secrets they held had threatened to spill from them in careless disregard for my own feelings. I found another piece of cord and secured the third book, as well. Many of its pages were still blank, but that was as it should be. Should I ever be tempted to keep such a notebook again, I would fi nd a fresh new volume in which to begin.

For good measure, I wrapped all three volumes together in a heavy silk veil and tied it into a neat bundle. That bundle, in turn, I carefully hid atop my wardrobe, out of sight of anyone else but where I could retrieve it whenever I wished. That accomplished, I began sorting the rest of Dino’s possessions.

My bowl and spoon were there, as was much of the coin that my father had given me to pay for my apprenticeship, and which I had hidden in the toe of my spare boots. A change of linen and a cloth with which to scrub my teeth added to the pile. I’d also accumulated a few small trinkets from the occasional market day. The tunics and trunk hose in which I’d first disguised myself had belonged to my younger brothers, but they had long since outgrown those clothes. I shook that boyish garb free of its wrinkles and folded it into a neat pile. While I no longer had a use for the clothing, I was loath simply to toss it away.

Along with that simple garb, I found that my father had also packed away the page’s outfit that Luigi the tailor had made for me at Leonardo’s request. I felt a twinge of guilt at seeing it there, for it was far more costly than any clothing I had ever owned. Had I packed my own bag, I would have left it behind so that another youth might wear it should Leonardo find himself in need of an apprentice disguised as a servant.

With the same care I might have used with a fragile bit of old lace, I folded the silk and velvet garb into a second pile upon my bed and then eyed both stacks of male clothing. Sooner or later, my mother would guess that I’d fled the house in my brothers’ borrowed garb, and so would come looking for it. No doubt she would burn the offending garments if she found them, seeing them as flagrant reminders of my transgressions. But the page’s costume, she would have no cause to know ever existed.

I grabbed up those clothes and, wrapping them in another veil, carefully hid them atop the wardrobe alongside my notebooks. Then, not allowing myself to examine my motives for that impulsive act, I looked to see what remained.

I had sorted through everything, and yet here was something that I did not recognize… That was, not entirely. For whatever the flat, rectangular object was, it was secured in what appeared to be the same scrap of green silk that Leonardo had used to conceal his model of the flying machine. Curious, I untied the cord that held it.

The silk slipped from a small wooden panel perhaps half the size of those that my fellow apprentices and I spent hours sanding for the Master’s use when a commissioned portrait came his way. And, indeed, it was a portrait that I held, the soft oils glowing as if lit by a candle, though my room was dim. I immediately recognized it as Leonardo’s work, for his gifted hand was evident in every delicate brushstroke.

But what took my breath from me was the subject of the painting itself.

It was an unusual composition, to say the least… the head and shoulders of a dark-haired youth, cloth cap upon his head and garbed in a simple brown tunic. I could not see his face, for he was turned away, his gaze fi xed upon a large mirror whose silvered surface he’d reached out a hand to touch. Reflected back at him was not his youthful face, however; rather, it was that of a young woman with green eyes and a luxuriant braid of dark hair.

Her be-ringed hand stretched out in mirror image of his, so that their fi ngers seemed to touch despite the glass that separated them. But the woman in the mirror was not looking at the youth whose reflection she was. Instead, she gazed out with just a hint of a smile past his shoulder, her attention fi xed on the world beyond.

I stared a long while at the painting, torn between laughter and tears at this amusing yet poignant image of me that Leonardo, in his brilliance, had somehow captured. When he had painted it, I could not guess, for I had never sat for this likeness. The oils were long dry, however, so he must have finished it before the truth of my identity had been revealed.

Had he thought the completed portrait but a witty trick of his brush that I would appreciate, or had he poured his heart into it in the same way I had poured mine into my fresco?

I sighed a little and shook my head, for I knew Leonardo da Vinci well enough by now to guess at that answer.

Still, I would cherish the painting always, though I would never dare hang it for all to see. Instead, with a final admiring look, I wrapped the portrait of Dino reflected as Delfina in the green silk once more and retied the cord. I left my room a few moments later, carrying the rest of Dino’s worldly goods to give to my mother, to do with as she would.

As for the portrait, by then it was safely hidden atop my wardrobe along with my page’s outfit and my notebooks, waiting for the day when I would have cause to look upon it again.

AUTHOR’S NOTE

More than 400 years before the brothers Wilbur and Orville made history at Kitty Hawk, a man named Leonardo da Vinci was busy documenting the anatomy of birds and the vagaries of the wind. His ultimate goal: to build a craft that would allow a man to fly like his feathered brethren. This was no passing fancy on the part of Leonardo. Over a period of years, he dissected, observed, and sketched every movement of a bird’s flight so that he might understand what allowed them to gain the clouds, while Man was relegated to the earth. His writings culminated in the detailed Treatise on the Flight of Birds compiled sometime around 1505.

As for his drawings, they progressed over the years from scholarly studies of birds and their wings to fledgling designs that resemble today’s parachute and helicopter. He went on to sketch numerous detailed variations on winged crafts that incorporated the principles he had documented in his writings. Some, like a pair of immense wings strapped to a man’s back, were admittedly fanciful; others were amazingly reminiscent of modern gliders. History does not record Leonardo ever making a successful flight in one of these contraptions… but then, I suspect that history did not record quite a bit of the Master’s more outrageous doings.