“Well, maybe that was it, but you still want to be sure to lock your door tonight. You hear what I’m saying?”
Ralph smiled and nodded. Warranted or not, Leydecker’s praise had made a warm spot in his chest. “I will, and if I can just get McGovern to cooperate, everything will be hunky-dory.”
Also, he thought, I can always go down and double-check the lock myself when I wake up. That should be just about two and a half hours after I fall asleep, the way things are going.
“Everything is going to be hunky-dory,” Leydecker said. “No one down where I work was very pleased when Deepneau more or less co-opted The Friends of Life, but I can’t say we were surprised-Ed’s an attractive, charismatic guy. If, that is, you happen to catch him on a day when he hasn’t been using his wife for a punchingbag.”
Ralph nodded.
“On the other hand, we’ve seen guys like him before, and they have a way of self-destructing. That process has already started with Deepneau. He’s lost his wife, he’s lost his job… did you know that?”
“Uh-huh. Helen told me.”
“Now he’s losing his more moderate followers. They’re peeling off like jet fighters heading back to base because they’re running out of fuel.
Not Ed, though-he’s going on come hell or high water. I imagine he’ll keep at least some of them with him until the Susan Day speech, but after that I think it’s gonna be a case of the cheese stands alone.”
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Ralph was extremely happy to find the perch door locked this time.
He unlocked it just long enough to let himself in, then trudged up the front stairs, which seemed longer and gloomier than ever this afternoon.
The apartment seemed too silent in spite of the steady beat of the rain on the roof, and the air seemed to smell of too many sleepless nights. Ralph took one of the chairs from the kitchen table over to the counter, stood on it, and looked at the top of the cabinet closest to the sink. It was as if he expected to find another can of Bodyguard-the original can, the one he’d put up here after seeing Helen and her friend Gretchen off-on top of that cabinet, and part of him actually did expect that. There was nothing up there, however, but a toothpick, an old Buss fuse, and a lot of dust.
He got carefully down off the chair, saw he had left muddy footprints on the seat, and used a swatch of paper towels to wipe them away. Then he replaced the chair at the table and went into the living room. He stood there, letting his eyes run from the couch with its dingy floral coverlet to the wing-chair to the old television sitting on its oak table between the two windows looking out on Harris Avenue.
From the TV his gaze moved into the far corner. When he had come into the apartment yesterday, still a little on edge from finding the porch door unlatched, Ralph had briefly mistaken his jacket hanging on the coat-tree in that corner for an intruder. Well, 2 33 no need to be coy; he had thought for a moment that Ed had decided to pay him a visit.
I never hang my coat up, though. It was one of the things about me-one of the few, I think-that used to genuinely irritate Carolyn.
And if I never managed to get in the habit of hanging it up when she was alive, I sure as shit haven’t since she died. No, I’m not the one who hung thisjacket up.
Ralph crossed the r(Rom, rummaging in the pockets of the gray leather jacket and putting the stuff he found on top of the television.
Nothing in the left but an old roll of Life Savers with lint clinging to the top one, but the right hand pocket was a treasure-trove even with the aerosol can gone. There was a lemon Tootsie Pop, still in its wrapper; a crumpled advertising circular from the Derry House of Pizza; a double-a battery; a small empty carton that had once contained an apple pie from McDonald’s; his discount card from Dave’s Video Stop, just four punches away from a free rental (the card had been MIA for ever two weeks and Ralph had been sure it was lost); a book of matches; various scraps of tinfoil… and a folded piece of lined blue paper.
Ralph unfolded it and read a single sentence, written in a scrawling, slightly unsteady old man’s script: Each thing I do I rush through so I can do something else.
That was all there was, but it was enough to confirm for his brain what his heart already knew: Dorrance Marstellar had been on the porch steps when Ralph had returned from Back Pages with his paperbacks, but he’d had other stuff to do before sitting down to wait. He had gone up to Ralph’s apartment, taken the aerosol can from the top of the kitchen shelf, and put it in the right hand pocket of Ralph’s old gray jacket.
He had even left his calling-card: a bit of poetry scrawled on a piece of paper probably torn from the battered notebook in which he sometimes recorded arrivals and departures along Runway 3. Then, instead of returning the jacket to wherever Ralph had left it, Old Dor had hung it neatly on the coat-tree. With that accomplished (done-bun-can’the-undone) he had returned to the porch to wait.
Last night Ralph had given McGovern a scolding for leaving the front door unlocked again, and McGovern had borne it as patiently as Ralph himself had borne Carolyn’s scoldings about tossing his jacket onto the nearest chair when he came in instead of hanging it up, but now Ralph found himself wondering if he hadn’t accused Bill unjustly.
Perhaps Old Dor had picked the lock… or witched it. Under the circumstances, witchery seemed the more likely choice. Because…
“Because look,” Ralph said in a low voice, mechanically scooping his pocket-litter up from the top of the TV and dumping it back into his pockets. “It isn’t just like he knew I’d need the Stuff; he knew where to find it, and he knew where to put it.”
A chill zigzagged up his back at that, and his mind tried to gavel the whole idea down-to label it mad, illogical, just the sort of thing a man with a grade-a case of insomnia would think up. Maybe so.
But that didn’t explain the scrap of paper, did it?
He looked at the scrawled words on the blue-lined sheet again-Each thing I do I rush through so I can do something else. That wasn’t his handwriting any more than Cemetery Nights was his book.
“Except it is now; Dor gave it to me,” Ralph said, and the chill raced up his back again, jagged as a crack in a windshield.
And what other explanation comes to mind? That can didn’t just fly into your pocket. The sheet of notepaper, either.
That sense of being pushed by invisible hands toward the maw of some dark tunnel had returned. Feeling like a man in a dream, Ralph walked back toward the kitchen. On the way he slipped out of the gray jacket and tossed it over the arm of the couch without even thinking about it.
He stood in the doorway for some time, looking fixedly at the calendar with its picture of two laughing boys carving a jack-o’-lantern. Looking at tomorrow’s date, which was circled.
Cancel the appointment with the pin-sticker man, Dorrance had said; that was the message, and today the knife-sticker man had more or less underlined it. Hell, lit it in neon.
Ralph hunted out a number in the Yellow Pages and dialed it.
“You have reached the office of Dr. James Roy Hong,” a pleasant female voice informed him. “There is no one available to take your call right now, so please leave a message at the sound of the tone.
We will get back to you just as soon as possible.”
The answering machine beeped. In a voice which surprised him with its steadiness, Ralph said: “This is Ralph Roberts. I’m scheduled to come in tomorrow at ten o’clock. I’m sorry, but I won’t be able to make it. Something has come up. Thank you.” He paused, then added: “I’ll pay for the appointment, of course.”