10
Late that afternoon they brought her into a different room. She had fallen asleep in front of the TV when they brought her back to her apartment-her body was still young enough to enforce its need on her worried, confused mind-and she’d slept for nearly six hours. As a result of that and a hamburger and fries for lunch, she felt much better, more in control of herself.
She looked carefully at the room for a long time. The tray of woodchips was on a metal table. The walls were gray industrial sheet steel, unadorned.
Hockstetter said, “The technician there is wearing an asbestos uniform and asbestos slippers.” He spoke down to her, still smiling his paternal smile. The EEG operator looked hot and uncomfortable. He was wearing a white cloth mask to avoid aspirating any asbestos fiber. Hockstetter pointed to a long, square pane of mirror glass set into the far wall. “That’s one-way glass. Our camera is behind it. And you see the tub.”
Charlie went over to it. It was an old-fashioned clawfoot tub and it looked decidedly out of place in these stark surroundings. It was full of water. She thought it would do.
“All right,” she said.
Hockstetter’s smile widened. “Fine.”
“Only you go in the other room there. I don’t want to have to look at you while I do it:” Charlie stared at Hockstetter inscrutably. “Something might happen.” Hockstetter’s paternal smile faltered a little.
11
“She was right, you know,” Rainbird said. “If you’d listened to her, you could have got it right the first time.”
Hockstetter looked at him and grunted.
“But you still don’t believe it, do you?”
Hockstetter, Rainbird, and Cap were standing in front of the one-way glass. Behind them the camera peered into the room and the Sony VCR hummed almost inaudibly. The glass was lightly polarized, making everything in the testing room look faintly blue, like scenery seen through the window of a Greyhound bus. The technician was hooking Charlie up to the EEG. A TV monitor in the observation room reproduced her brainwaves.
“Look at those alphas,” one of the technicians murmured. “She’s really jacked up.”
“Scared,” Rainbird said. “She’s really scared.”
“You believe it, don’t you?” Cap asked suddenly. “You didn’t at first, but now you do.”
“Yes,” Rainbird said. “I believe it.”
In the other room, the technician stepped away from Charlie. “Ready in here.”
Hockstetter flipped a toggle switch. “Go ahead, Charlie. When you’re ready.” Charlie glanced toward the one-way glass, and for an eerie moment she seemed to be looking right into Rainbird’s one eye. He looked back, smiling faintly.
12
Charlie McGee looked at the one-way glass and saw nothing save her own reflection… but the sense of eyes watching her was very strong. She wished John could be back there; that would have made her feel more at ease. But she had no feeling that he was.
She looked back at the tray of woodchips.
It wasn’t a push; it was a shove. She thought about doing it and was again disgusted and frightened to find herself wanting to do it. She thought about doing it the way a hot and hungry person might sit in front of a chocolate ice-cream soda and think about gobbling and slurping it down. That was okay, but first you wanted just a moment to… to savor it.
That wanting made her feel ashamed of herself, and then she shook her head almost angrily. Why shouldn’t I want to do it? If people are good at things, they always want to do them. Like Mommy with her double-crostics and Mr. Douray down the street in Port City, always making bread. When they had enough at his house, he’d make some for other people. If you’re good at something, you want to do it…
Woodchips, she thought a little contemptuously. They should have given me something hard.
13
The technician felt it first. He was hot and uncomfortable and sweaty in the asbestos clothing, and at first he thought that was all it was. Then he saw that the kid’s alpha waves had taken on the high spike rhythm that is the hallmark of extreme concentration, and also the brain’s signature of imagination.
The sense of heat grew-and suddenly he was scared.
14
“Something happening in there,” one of the technicians in the observation room said in a high, excited voice. “Temperature just jumped ten degrees. Her alpha pattern looks like the fucking Andes-”
“There it goes!” Cap exclaimed. “There it goes!” His voice vibrated with the shrill triumph of a man who has waited years for the one moment now at hand.
15
She shoved as hard as she could at the tray of woodchips. They did not so much burst into flames as explode. A moment later the tray itself flipped over twice, spraying chunks of burning wood, and clanged off the wall hard enough to leave a dimple in the sheet steel.
The technician who had been monitoring at the EEG cried out in fear and made a sudden, crazy dash for the door. The sound of his cry hurled Charlie suddenly back in time to the Albany airport. It was the cry of Eddie Delgardo, running for the ladies” bathroom with his army-issue shoes in flames.
She thought in sudden terror and exaltation, Oh God it’s gotten so much stronger!
The steel wall had developed a strange, dark ripple. The room had become explosively hot. In the other room, the digital thermometer, which had gone from seventy degrees to eighty and then paused, now climbed rapidly past ninety to ninetyfour before slowing down.
Charlie threw the firething at the tub; she was nearly panicked now. The water swirled, then broke into a fury of bubbles. In a space of five seconds, the contents of the tub went from cool to a rolling, steaming boil.
The technician had exited, leaving the testing room door heedlessly ajar. In the observation room there was a sudden, startled turmoil. Hockstetter was bellowing. Cap was standing gape-jawed at the window, watching the tubful of water boil. Clouds of steam rose from it and the one-way glass began to fog over. Only Rainbird was calm, smiling slightly, hands clasped behind his back. He looked like a teacher whose star pupil has used difficult postulates to solve a particularly aggravating problem.
(back off.)
Screaming in her mind.
(back off! back off! BACK OFF!)
And suddenly it was gone. Something disengaged, spun free for a second or two, and then simply stopped. Her concentration broke up and let the fire go. She could see the room again and feel the heat she had created bringing sweat to her skin. In the observation room, the thermometer crested at ninety-six and then dropped a degree. The wildly bubbling caldron began to simmer down-but at least half of its contents had boiled away. In spite of the open door, the little room was as hot and moist as a steam room.