“That was for ditching without me.” Jack walked over, a small boy with blond hair, brown eyes, and a seriously messed up arm. The right one was fine, but it was hard to miss the other. Shrunken and small, it looked like someone had nailed the arm of a six-year-old to a kid twice that age.

“Are you angry?” Johnny asked.

“Yes.”

“I’ll give you a free hit to make it even.”

Jack held the hard smile. “Three hits,” he said.

“Three with your girl arm.”

“Two with the hammer.” Jack cocked his good fist, and his smile thinned. “No flinching.” He stepped closer and Johnny flexed his arm, pulled it tight to his side. Jack spread his legs, drew back the fist. “This is going to hurt.”

“Do it, you pussy.”

Jack punched Johnny in the arm, twice. He hit hard, and when he stepped back, he looked satisfied. “That’s what you get.”

Johnny rolled his arm, tossed one of the pebbles and Jack ducked it. “How’d you know I’d be here?”

“It’s not rocket science.”

“Then what took you so long?”

Jack sat on the rock next to Johnny. The pack came off and he stripped off the shirt, too. His skin was burned red, peeling on the shoulders. A silver cross hung on a thin steel chain. It spun as he opened the pack, winked silver in the sun. “I had to go home for supplies. Dad was still there.”

“He didn’t see you, did he?” Jack’s father was a serious, hard-ass cop, and Johnny avoided him like the plague.

“Do I look like an idiot?” Jack’s good hand disappeared inside the pack. “Still cold,” he said, and pulled out a can of beer. He handed it to Johnny, then pulled out another.

“Stealing beer.” Johnny shook his head. “You’re going to burn in hell.”

Jack flashed the same sharp smile. “The Lord forgives small sins.”

“That’s not what your mom says.”

He barked a laugh. “My mom is one step away from foot washing and snake handling, Johnny man. You know that. She prays for my soul like I might burst into flame at any moment. She does it at home. She does it in public.”

“Get out.”

“That time I got caught cheating? Remember?”

Three months ago. Johnny remembered. “Yeah. History class.”

“We had a meeting with the principal, right. Before it was done, she had him on his knees, praying for God to show me the path.”

“Bullshit.”

“No shit. He was so scared of her. You should have seen his face, all scrunched up, one eye squinting out to see if she was looking at him while he did it.” Jack popped the top, shrugged. “Still, can’t blame him. She’s gone off the deep end and is trying just as hard to take me down with her. She had the preacher over last week to pray for me.”

“Why?”

“In case I’m touching myself.”

“I don’t believe it.”

“Life is a comedy,” Jack said, but there was no smile left. His mother was scary religious, born again and taking no prisoners. She was on Jack all the time with threats of hellfire and damnation. He played it off, but the cracks showed.

Johnny opened his beer. “Does she know your dad still drinks?”

“She says that the Lord disapproves, so Dad put a beer refrigerator in the garage, his liquor, too. That seems to have settled it.”

Jack chugged. Johnny took a sip. “That’s some crap beer, Jack.”

“Beggars and choosers, man. Don’t make me hit you again.” Jack chugged the rest of his beer, then stuffed the empty in the pack and pulled out another.

“Did you do your history paper?”

“What did I say about small sins?”

Johnny scanned the area behind Jack. “Where’s your bike?”

“I don’t know.”

“What do you mean, you don’t know?”

“I didn’t feel like riding it.”

“It’s a six hundred dollar Trek.”

Jack looked away, shrugged. “I miss the old one. That’s all.”

“Still no sign, huh?”

“Stolen, I guess. Gone for good.”

The power of sentiment, Johnny thought. Jack’s old bike was piss yellow with a three gears and a banana seat. His dad bought it second-hand and it had to be fifteen years old. It had been gone for a long time. “Did you hop the train?”

Johnny’s eyes slid to the stunted arm. Jack fell from the back of a pickup when he was four and shattered the arm, which turned out to have a hollow bone. He’d had an operation to fill the hollow core with cow’s bone, but the surgeon must have been pretty bad, because it never really grew after that. The fingers didn’t work that well. The limb had little strength. Johnny gave him hell about it because it made the arm a nonissue between the two of them. But that was just cover-up. When it came down to it, Jack was sensitive. He saw the glance.

“You don’t think I can handle a train jump?” Angry.

“I was just thinking of that kid, you know.”

They both knew the story, a fourteen-year-old from one of the county schools who tried to hop the same train and lost his grip. He’d fallen under the wheels and lost both legs: one at the thigh, one below the knee. He was a cautionary tale for kids like Jack.

“That kid was a wimp.” Jack rooted through one of the outer pockets of the backpack and came out with a pack of menthols. He pulled out a cigarette with his bad arm and held it between two baby fingers as he lit it with a lighter. He sucked in smoke and tried to blow a ring on the exhale.

“Your dad buys crap cigarettes, too.”

Jack looked at the perfect blue sky and took another drag. The cigarette in his small hand looked unnaturally large. “You want one?” he asked.

“Why not?”

Jack handed Johnny a smoke and let him light it off the coal on the end of his own. Johnny took a drag and coughed. Jack laughed. “You are so not a smoker.”

Johnny flicked the butt into the river. He spit into the dirt. “Crap cigarettes,” he repeated. When he looked up, he caught Jack staring at the bruises on his chest and ribs.

“Those are new,” Jack said.

“Not so new.” Johnny watched the current carry a log past their rock. “Tell me again,” he said.

“Tell you what?”

“About the van.”

“Damn, Johnny. You know how to suck the joy out of a day. How many times do we need to go over it? Nothing’s changed since the last time. Or the time before that.”

“Just tell me.”

Jack pulled in smoke and looked away from his friend. “It was just a van.”

“What color?”

“You know what color.”

“What color?”

Jack sighed. “White.”

“What about dents? Scratches? Anything else you remember?”

“It’s been a year, Johnny.”

“What else?”

“For fuck’s sake, man. It was a white van. White. Like I told you. Like I told the cops.” Johnny waited and eventually Jack settled down. “It was a plain white van,” he said. “Like a painter would use.”

“You never said that before.”

“I did.”

“No. You described it: white, no windows in the back. You never said it looked like a painter’s van. Why would you say that now? Was there paint spilled on the side?”

“No.”

“Ladders on the roof? A rack for ladders?”

Jack finished the cigarette and flicked his own butt into the river. “It was just a van, Johnny. She was two hundred yards away when it happened. I wasn’t even sure it was her until I found out she was missing. I was coming home from the library, same as her. A bunch of us had been there that day. I saw the van come over the hill and stop. A hand came out of the window and she walked up to the side. She didn’t look scared or anything. She just walked right up.” He paused. “Then the door opened up and somebody grabbed her. A white guy. Black shirt. Like I’ve said a hundred times. The door closed and they took off. The whole thing took like ten seconds. There’s just nothing else for me to remember.”

Johnny looked down, kicked at a stone.

“I’m sorry, man. I wish I’d done something, but I just didn’t. It didn’t even look real.”

Johnny stood and stared at the river. After a minute, he nodded once. “Give me another beer.”