I don't want to talk about it.
I understand. Still I don't want to talk about it.
Ashot and Abbu left after sundown. Once they were gone, Belisarius addressed his bucellarii and the remaining Arab scouts.
"We don't have much of a chance, men. But it'll be improved if we set up good shelters from the sun. So let's work on that tonight. Also, we want to eat as little as possible. Eating uses up water, too."
One of the cataphracts asked: "Are you going to set up a rationing system?"
Several of the Arabs who heard the question started shaking their heads.
"No," said Belisarius firmly. "Once we make an even division of what's left, drink whenever you're thirsty. If fact, after a few hours, drink something even if you're not thirsty."
That cataphract and a few others seemed confused. Apparently, they didn't have much experience with the desert.
"Rationing water as a way of staying alive in the desert is a fable," Belisarius explained. "It does more harm than good. You're only going to live as long as your body has enough water, no matter what you do. All rationing does is weaken you quicker. So drink as much as you want, whenever you want. The bigger danger, actually, is that you won't drink often enough."
One of the bedouin grunted his agreement. "Listen to the general."
"Oh, sure," said the cataphract hastily. "I was just wondering."
Later that night, after the camp was made, Aide spoke for the first time since the decision had been made.
They seem so confident.
They're not, really. But since I stayed with them, they have a barrier to fear.
Yes. I understand. I always wondered.
Wondered what?
Why Alexander the Great poured onto the sand a helmet full of water that one of his soldiers had offered him, in that terrible retreat from India through the desert. It just seemed flamboyant, to me.
Belisarius smiled. Well, it was flamboyant. But that was the nature of the man. I'd have just told the soldier to return the water to the common share. That difference aside, yes, that's why he did it. His men might have died anyway. But by refusing the water, Alexander made sure they didn't panic. Which would have killed them even quicker.
I understand now.
We still need to talk about the future. Your future. If you can reach Damodara I don't want to talk about that.
After a while, he added: I'm not ready.
I understand. We have some days yet.
Meeting Raghunath Rao in the flesh was perhaps the oddest experience Antonina had ever had. That was not so much because she already knew a great deal about him, but because of one specific thing she knew.
In another world, another future, another time, another universe, she had met the man. Had known him for decades, in fact, since he'd been Belisarius' slave.
In the end, she'd been murdered by the Malwa. Murdered, and then flayed, so her skin-sack could serve as another trophy. In his last battle in that universe, Belisarius had rescued her skin, and taken it with him when he leapt into a cauldron.
She knew the story, since her husband had told her once. And she also knew that it had been Rao who washed the skin, to cleanse it of the Malwa filth, before her husband took it into the fire.
What did you say to a man who once washed your flayed skin?
Nice to finally meet you?
That seemed… idiotic.
But the time had come. Having exchanged greetings with the Empress of Andhra, Antonina was now being introduced to her consort.
Rao bowed deeply, then extended his hands.
She clasped them, warmly.
"It's nice to finally meet you," she said. Feeling like an idiot.
"Use the mortars," Kungas commanded. "As many as we've got."
"We've got a lot of mortars," Kujulo pointed out.
"I know. Use all of them."
Kungas pointed at the Malwa army scrambling away from the pass. Obviously, whatever else they'd expected, they hadn't thought Kungas would come plunging out of the Hindu Kush with twenty thousand men. Like a flash flood of steel.
"They're already panicked. Pound them, Kujulo. Pound them as furiously as you can. I don't care if we run out of gunpowder in a few minutes. Mortars will do it."
Less than an hour later, the way out of the Peshawar Vale was clear. The Malwa army guarding Margalla pass had broken like a stick. Splintered, rather, with pieces running everywhere.
"No pursuit," Kungas commanded. "It'll take the Malwa days to rally them. That gives us time to reach the headwaters of the Sutlej before an army can reach us from Multan."
Kujulo cocked his head. "You've decided, then?"
"Yes. We'll take the gamble. I want that bitch dead. With us coming behind her, right on her heels, we can drive her into the trap."
"What trap?"
"The one Belisarius will be setting for her."
Kujulo cocked his head the other way. Kungas had to fight down a chuckle. With the plume on his helmet, he reminded the king of a confused bird.
"Ah. You've been told something."
"No," said Kungas. "I'm just guessing."
His head still cocked, Kujulo winced. "Big gamble. Based on a guess."
"Kushans love to gamble."
"True."
After Kujulo left to organize the march, Kungas summoned the Ye-tai deserters. They'd been standing nearby, garbed in their fancy new uniforms. Irene had had them made up quickly by her seamstresses, substituting flamboyance where time hadn't allowed good workmanship.
The armor, of course, was the same they'd been wearing when they arrived in Peshawar. The well-worn and utilitarian gear looked especially drab, against that colorful new fabric and gaudy design.
"You're promoted," he told the squad leader. "I think we'll use Greek ranks for the Royal Sarmatian Guards. That'll make you sound exotic. Exciting."
"Whatever you say, Your Majesty."
"You're a tribune. The rest are hecatontarchs."
The squad leader pondered the matter, briefly.
"What do those titles mean, exactly? Your Majesty."
"I'd say that's up to you, isn't it? Get me some deserters. Lots of them." He waved a hand at the low hills around them, much of their slopes now it shadowed by the setting sun. "They'll be out there."
"Ye-tai only?"
Kungas shrugged. "You won't find many other than Ye-tai bold enough to come in. But it doesn't matter. Anyone who's willing to swear his mother was Sarmatian."
After the king left, the tribune turned to his mates.
"You see?" he demanded.
When the Emperor of Malwa reached the door leading into the inner sanctum of the imperial palace-the ultimate inner sanctum; the real one-he paused for a moment, his lips tightly pursed.
That was partly because he'd have to submit to a personal search, the moment he entered, at the hands of Link's special Khmer guards. It was the only time the divine emperor suffered such an indignity. As the years had passed, Skandagupta found that increasingly distasteful.
But that was only part of the matter, and probably not the largest part. The emperor hadn't come down here in well over a year. Entering the inner sanctum below the palace was always disturbing, in a way that dealing with Malwa's overlord through one of the Great Ladies who served as its sheath was not.