Thomas couldn't move. He could barely breathe.

Emma's eyes remained tightly closed and she was biting down on her lip and the sweat was pouring down her face-possibly mixed with tears, though it could have been a trick of the light-and every few seconds she'd call out a single word or part of a phrase.

Thomas was mesmerized. He had no idea what she was playing, but the beat was fast and relentless and seemed to be in perfect sync with the beat of his heart. The beat reminded him of sex.

She reminded him of sex.

She suddenly shouted, "'Hello, I've waited here for you-ever long,'" then leaned her head back and rolled her neck around, apparently in ecstasy, alone with the rhythm she was making with her hands and feet and the lyrics and melody only she could hear. After a few moments, Thomas was certain he saw tears.

Dear God.

Then she let it rip with a bang-bang-bang-bang-bang-BOOM! Bang-bang-bang-bang-bang-BOOM! Bam… bam… bam… bam-TSING!

Oh, dear God.

The sweat and tears were rolling down the hollow of her throat into the deep scoop of her athletic bra, a rivulet forming in the tantalizing valley of her cleavage. Her breasts were so round. So full. Her nipples were hard. She was breathing faster and faster and then she really started to cry.

It occurred to Thomas that this was not right. He was intruding. What he was witnessing was private-or maybe way beyond private. What he was watching might be some kind of religious experience.

But his feet were riveted to the sloping floor and his eyes were popping out of his head and he couldn't move, couldn't breathe, because this Emma Jenkins was the most fascinating creature he'd ever seen in his life and this was the most overtly passionate thing he'd ever seen a woman do in his thirty-seven years on the planet-and she wasn't even naked!

She was wild. She was in a trance. Then she was looking right at him.

"Aaauuuggghhh!" Emma jumped off her stool and flattened herself against the back wall, pulling the headphone jack from the boom box in the process. The room pounded with head-banger rock music. She dropped the drumsticks. With wild eyes, she flipped off the sound, grabbed a hand towel, and wiped the sweat and tears from her face.

"What the hell are you doing in my basement?"

Emma stared at him, horrified, embarrassed, knowing she had to be beet red from the exertion and the shame. For an instant, she even considered that she might be hallucinating; that her fantasies had taken a worrisome new tack into the arena of plain old psychosis. She closed her eyes, then reopened to test her theory-he was still there.

"Emma. I'm sorry. I tried-"

"What the hell are you doing in my house?"

"I came to talk to you. Your dad let me in. I wanted to-"

"How did you even know where I live?" Then she laughed, wiping more tears. Her legs were shaking. Her chest was on fire from the humiliation. She covered her face with the towel for a brief second and turned away from him. Then she spun back around.

"What the hell do you want?" She suddenly realized she was gasping for breath and Thomas's eyes were fixed on her heaving chest. She looked down, then hurriedly plastered the hand towel over her sweaty torso. Then she screamed in frustration.

Nobody had ever seen her play her drums like that. Not Aaron. Not Velvet. Not Leelee. Not Beckett-no one. And definitely not in a sports bra with great big nipples on parade-while crying!

Emma stared at the man before her and could not remember a time in her life when she had felt more mortified, more violated. Her drums were just for her, her secret escape, her most private way to disappear from the world, from herself, from pain and loneliness.

"I apologize for intruding. I had no idea-"

She returned to the stool and let her face fall into her hands and began to rock herself back and forth. The towel slipped to the floor. "Please leave," she said, her voice muffled behind her hands.

"I'm sorry."

"Leave."

"Emma… "

She raised her head then, and Thomas was lanced by the combination of horror and sadness in her eyes. She looked like a trapped wild creature.

"You had no right to watch me," she said evenly, her voice quiet.

"I didn't mean to."

Emma didn't want this man to know this much about her. She didn't want him to know anything about her, right? He'd rejected her-then tried to woo her back of course, but still…

"What do you want, Mr. Tobin?"

He shifted his feet, not missing the cold way she'd addressed him. He also didn't miss the fact that he couldn't cut a break when it came to this woman, that since the moment he'd laid eyes on her he couldn't do a damn thing right.

He'd been tongue-tied, awkward, rude, conflicted, and not entirely truthful.

He'd played with her head. He'd invaded her space. He'd dreamed about her. He'd felt her up in the exam room.

He'd bitten her.

Was Pam right? Was he in love? And if so, was this what love did to a man? Is this what had happened to Leo Vasilich?

"I just want to talk to you for a few minutes."

She rested her elbows on her knees and glared at him. "What about?"

Thomas's pulse was hammering under his skin. He felt hot, bewildered. He really didn't want to hurt her or mess with her head again, but what was the best way to go about this? If he just blurted out that he couldn't stop thinking about her, she'd run away.

If he started off with the fact that he'd lied to her about his job, she'd tell him to get lost.

Maybe it would be best to start with what had happened with Hairy tonight. Hairy was neutral territory, right? Hairy seemed like the best option.

"Well, it's Hairy. He-"

"This is about your dog?" Emma's mouth fell open and she remained silent for a long moment before she could move, breathe, get her mouth to work. Eventually, she snorted with laughter. "Hoo, boy!"

She jumped up and rooted around on the floor for her pajama top. Her fingers flew angrily down the row of buttons while she cursed under her breath.

Thomas realized that he'd made a serious strategic error. "No. Wait. Emma. Not all of it. I-"

"I've already transferred your case." She shook out a sheet of clear plastic to cover the drum set and turned off the light behind her. She strode past him in the dimness.

"Please, Emma. Wait." Thomas reached for her hand but she jerked away. "Look-I called Aaron Kramer's answering service tonight and they told me I couldn't even talk to him for two weeks and I need help now. It's urgent."

Emma turned toward him and her lips parted in astonishment. What a bald-faced lie! Aaron hardly had enough patients to keep the lights on, as she well knew. Thomas could've gotten in to see him with ten minutes' notice!

"I sincerely doubt that," she said, heading up the stairs.

"It's true, Emma. Why would I lie about that?"

She'd reached the fourth step. When she turned to face him, she realized the position allowed her to tower over him for a change. It was a refreshing perspective, and it gave her courage. She scowled down at him.

"I don't know why you lie about anything, Thomas. I just know that you do. You seem to be a consistently dishonest person, and I choose not to spend time with dishonest people."

Thomas hissed from between clenched teeth and shook his head. "I don't lie, Emma."

"See, you're doing it again!" Her arms flew up from her sides in a gesture of futility. "It must be pathological. I can ask around about a good-"

"All right, fine. I didn't come here only because of Hairy, but that is part of it. I really do need your help. But I also need… well… " Thomas raked a hand through his hair and shut his eyes briefly. "Did you like the flowers and stuff?"

Emma lost her breath for an instant-Thomas had just raised big, gray, sad-puppy eyes to her. She scolded herself. She would not cave to a pair of mournful eyes.