“You’ve been out of the news for a week,” Felicia said, stubbing out her cigarette. “In this business, that’s a friggin’ lifetime. Oh, by the way, what happened at home? Everything good? Family all copacetic with your career?”

“Yes, fine,” I lied.

Back at my apartment, which Stavros had held on to in the hopes that I might return, my mail was stacked atop the coffee table. I quickly went through it, tossing out the catalogs and the mailers until I came across a postcard. The picture was vaguely familiar. I flipped it around and saw that it had been sent from Parrot Cay, in Turks and Caicos. Kai’s handwriting was compacted into a few square inches of space.

T. I’ve absconded! Trey and I are in love. He’s going to keep teaching scuba diving, and I’m going to write music. It’s blissful. I don’t care what people say anymore. I’m done with the charade. Love you lots. Thanks for everything. K.

With feigned enthusiasm, I attended all the meetings that Stavros had set up and sat down for a couple of magazine interviews that Felicia had arranged, where the reporters only wanted to know about my life in the wake of Kai leaving me.

Otherwise, throughout all the small talk and discussing of business details with Stavros and Felicia, I kept my sorrow at bay. Each time Nana’s pale, ashen face appeared in my mind, I would squeeze my eyes shut, forcing the images out. Each time I reheard Tariq’s words of good-bye echoing in my ears, I forced my attention back to the subject at hand, to contractual details and scheduling, something I actually had some control over.

“You know, this whole thing with Kai-him leaving you and shacking up with a male lover in the Caribbean -it’s just such a blessing,” said Felicia. “The press is all over it. You’re the gorgeous girl that he left behind. He’s the one that looks like a jerk. But what a great opportunity for us. And hey, it’s not too soon to start thinking about a rebound, about who we can set you up with next. But maybe this time, we should find someone who swings your way, huh? You want to give the sex thing a try? Add a little sizzle?”

I stared at Felicia and thought that, for once, maybe she had a point. I had been alone long enough.

“I’m happy to try and meet someone,” I said. “Maybe it’s time I lived in the real world, not the one my mother lived in. New York is not Mahim, is it?”

Felicia ignored me and started going through her Rolodex.

His voice crackled through static and background noise.

“I’m on a plane,” he said. “On my way to you. It was last-minute. I just wanted to know that you were there. I would have waited, even if you weren’t.”

I asked him what he wanted, why he was calling. I was angry at first, then in tears, standing on a corner of Lexington and Fifty-fourth, waiting for the light to change so I could cross the street, being pushed and pummeled on all sides by office workers on their lunch break.

“Please, Tanaya, don’t make the same mistake again,” said Tariq. “Don’t do it. Look, we’re landing in five hours. I’ll call you.”

He stared at everything in my apartment, as if expecting to find more hints of debauchery, more windows into the life of bacchanalia he thought still I led.

He looked surprised that there were no mirrors on the ceiling, packets of cocaine on the windowsill, a library of porn tapes on the bookshelf. He looked pleasantly surprised that there were fresh flowers on the dining table, that family photos were still everywhere, at the smell of suji halwa rich with cardamom, my favorite dessert, emanating from the kitchen.

“I still don’t know what you’re doing here,” I said to him. “You can’t just keep showing up like this. It’s not fair to me. You made your feelings very clear to me when I last saw you in Mumbai.”

“They weren’t my feelings. They were my grandfather’s.”

“Same thing,” I said sourly.

“I was in Los Angeles the other day, another meeting. I saw a copy of the Star at the supermarket checkout, that picture of you on the front, holding hands with that famous new actor. I thought you were done with all that, Tanaya. I thought that after seeing your nana you were going to lead a more respectable life. I figured that maybe, if you calmed down, stayed out of the press for a while, maybe embraced Allah again, my grandfather would reconsider, and we may perhaps have a future together.”

It occurred to me as he was speaking that I had never gotten angry before. Never really, really angry. I had had my moments of irritation and despondency and mild aggravation. But now, as I looked at Tariq’s face, still handsome as he beseeched me to “change my ways,” the rage that had simmered away in my belly for what was probably most of my life was finally getting ready to pop.

I picked up an empty vase and threw it in his general direction.

“Stop judging me!” I screamed. “More than anyone else in my life, you should be the one to understand! You are the one that walked away from me that night in Mumbai, leaving me sitting alone by an empty pool in the middle of the night! Where was I supposed to go? What was I supposed to do? How dare you lecture me! You are not my grandfather! And now you’re telling me that you flew across the country so you could tell me about what to do with my life? What gives you the right? Who are you to me? Nobody! Not anymore! Not the day you decided to listen to your grandfather and pay more attention to what an old man has to say than to how it would make me feel! Now please, just get out!”

The look of alarm that had appeared on Tariq’s face at the start of my rant was still there when I was done. Even I was taken aback by the depth of my anguish, the realization that Tariq, standing before me in his slim black suit, represented my nana, and my mother, and the father I had never known.

He said nothing. Instead, he picked up his laptop, turned around, and walked out the door.

It was five p.m. when he left.

I figured I would never hear from him again. I figured that he was the last remnant of an old life that I had to let go of, following my grandfather and my mother down a sinkhole of people who would never even try to understand me.

But at six the next morning, after a night of fitful sleep, I picked up the phone when it rang. His voice was immediately contrite, lacking the bravado he had always displayed, the superiority with which he had spoken to me.

“I’m supposed to be leaving later today,” he said, sounding as if he, like me, had had a bad night’s sleep. “Please, just give me five minutes. Please.”

Central Park was busy, joggers checking their watches, mothers calming fussy babies as they walked, looking desperately as if they, like me, needed to go back to bed. The reservoir sparkled under the early morning August sun, pigeons coming to rest on its edges, foraging for food in the dewy grass.

Tariq was in sweatpants and a T-shirt, his eyes slightly red, his hair uncombed. We walked in silence for a while, then sat down on a bench, pushing aside a brown paper bag that had been left there by its previous occupant.

“I’ve been an asshole, haven’t I?” he said, looking at me. “I don’t know what it is. I think that I’m this man of the world, and then I go back home and all that goes out the window. It’s like I become my grandfather, seeing the world through his eyes. It’s pretty pathetic.”

“It is,” I said.

“But you’ve got to admit, you don’t exactly make it easy on me. Or on yourself. I mean, look at what you’ve chosen to do. It’s unconventional, even for the most liberal of Western families. And here you are, from one of the oldest and most reverential religions of all time, where women are shielded and protected, and you’re letting it all hang out. I mean, you have to admit, it would be a stretch for anyone to accept.”