Her first response was to strike back, to have it out with him, to throw him out of her life. But something held her back. Though probably deserving, Stan had been thrown out by everyone close to him all his life. Maybe she was being naive, but Gloria wondered if that was the reason Stan was so self-destructive, if that was why he chose to squander every chance at real happiness. She did not know for sure. She only knew he needed help.

And God help her, she loved him.

So Gloria decided to never say a word about the money. She would just love him the best she could. And it was working. Slowly, layer by layer, the Stan of phony charms fell away and the real Stan began to emerge. The phony Stan was still there, still strong, but its grip on his soul was weakening.

Up ahead, Stan turned down a one-way street and parked his car in front of an alley. Gloria stayed back. The whole area looked like the ruins of a futuristic battlefield. There were no lights, no other cars on the road except for abandoned wrecks. Broken cinder blocks and shards of glass were scattered everywhere. The window holes in the buildings were boarded up with rotted planks.

What was he doing here?

Gloria watched the door on his driver’s side open. Stan got out and looked both ways, his eyes somehow missing her car. Then he disappeared down the narrow alleyway. Gloria’s car crept down the street. She pulled in behind his car, made sure her doors were locked, and waited.

‘You did what?’ Mark shouted.

‘Just calm down a second,’ T.C. said. ‘I was just trying to scare Laura off.’

‘So you broke into her apartment?’

‘Listen to me, Mark. She sneaked over to Australia. She was positive David had been murdered. She had stopped trusting me completely. I had to knock her off the track.’

‘What the hell is wrong with you, T.C.? First you threaten Corsel and his kids and then you threaten Laura’s family?’

‘I did what I thought best.’

‘You were wrong. Why didn’t you tell me before?’

‘You would have stopped me.’

‘Damn straight I would have stopped you. I would have punched your goddamn lights out. So what exactly did you do to scare her off – besides leaving the VCR on?’

‘I left a threatening note,’ T.C. replied, ‘and David’s ring.’

‘What ring?’

‘The championship ring he was wearing when he drowned. I put it under her pillow.’

‘Are you crazy?’

‘Try to understand what I was trying to accomplish. I wanted to convince her that David’s killers were men who played for keeps. Threatening her alone would do no good. But if I threatened her family, if I convinced her that these hoodlums who had David’s ring were going to kill her sister or her mother or her father, then she might back off. I used the ring for its shock value. It added authenticity to the threat. It dazed her long enough for me to win back her trust and – ’

Rage overcame Mark. He grabbed T.C. by the lapels and threw him up against the wall. ‘You son of a bitch.’

‘Easy, Mark.’

‘This is Laura we’re talking about, not some drug dealer you can abuse with self-justification.’

‘I was trying to protect her… and you.’

Mark held onto T.C.’s shirt for another moment. Then he let go, spun away, and grabbed his heavy overcoat.

‘Where are you going?’ T.C. called out.

Mark did not reply. He stormed out the door and into the cold winter night.

Stan looked at his watch, shivering in the bitter cold of the early morning. The killer was already five minutes late. The narrow ghetto alley worked as a wind tunnel making the weather unbearably raw. Stan paced nervously, trying to keep himself warm. Where the hell is the asshole? Stan wondered. And why the hell does the scumbag want to meet here of all places?

Stan’s face twisted in disgust as the foul odors of garbage and urine reached his nostrils. Dirt. Filth. Scum. Behind him, a passed-out or possibly dead drunk lay buried under the heaps of refuse. This was not a place where Stan imagined the killer hanging out. No, the person who murdered his father was used to more plush decor, a more controlled environment. Stan had been the one who’d spent most of his life in the gutter. He reached into his pocket and touched the switchblade. He would have the advantage on this turf.

He took another glance at his watch. Ten minutes late. Stan wished the killer would hurry up and get here so he could get the hell out of this shit-hole.

Stan stopped pacing, the night chill nibbling through his skin. No sense denying it, he was jittery, anxious. He wasn’t sure why. The killer was only ten minutes late. Nothing to get excited about.

‘Hello, Stan.’

He spun around. ‘Hello.’

‘Sorry I’m late.’

Stan shuffled his feet. ‘That’s okay.’ Listen to this conversation, he thought. He was exchanging pleasantries with his father’s murderer. ‘Do you have the money?’

Don’t take it, Stan. Run…

The killer held up an airline bag. ‘It’s all here.’

Stan could smell the fear coming off the killer. The eyes were darting all about the alley, the eyes of a frightened doe. ‘Don’t like it here, do you?’ Stan sneered.

‘Not particularly,’ the killer confessed.

Stan smiled. His own fear was slipping away as he watched the killer’s grow. ‘It looks like you’re actually sweating under that fancy coat. How come?’

‘No reason.’

‘Give me the money.’

The killer put down the bag and stepped back.

‘I said give it to me,’ Stan snapped.

‘It’s right there. Just pick it up.’

‘Give it to me now!’

The killer’s eyes continued to shift from side to side, trying to guard all angles. ‘Okay.’

Slowly, the killer took hold of the bag and walked toward Stan. Stan’s confidence grew. He was taking a bizarre satisfaction in barking out orders.

‘Hand it to me.’

The killer did just that, stepping back quickly after Stan had the money in his hands.

‘This is just your first payment,’ Stan said.

‘What? You said on the phone – ’

‘Don’t worry about what I said on the phone. I want another ten thousand next week. Do you understand me?’

‘I just can’t keep giving you cash. When will it end?’

‘When I say so,’ Stan said coolly.

‘But – ’

Rage had now fully replaced Stan’s fear. ‘You killed my father.’

‘It was an accident.’

‘An accident? I was there, remember? You shot my father right through his forehead. You took my childhood away from me.’

‘I didn’t mean to.’

‘Bullshit!’ Without thinking Stan stepped toward the killer. ‘You called him a bastard before you fired.’

‘You don’t know what he did to me.’

‘And I don’t care.’ Stan moved closer.

The killer’s face was completely white now. Frightened eyes searched for an easy exit. ‘You have your money. I’d like to go now.’

‘I don’t want your goddamn money,’ Stan shouted.

The killer’s back was flat against the wall. ‘What…?’

Stan took another step forward. ‘There’s no place to run,’ he said. ‘No one will hear you scream.’

‘Please, just leave me alone. I’ll pay you anything you want. Anything.’

Stan closed the gap between them to less than a yard. ‘No good. Money can’t bring back my father. Money can’t give me back my childhood.’

‘You don’t understand – ’

‘Save it,’ Stan said, his fury forcing the tears out of his eyes and onto his cheeks. When was the last time he cried? He did not remember. But it felt right, oh so right. For the first time in his life, everything felt right. Gloria, Boston, no booze, no gambling. Everything just felt so right. ‘Someone has to avenge my father’s death,’ he said. ‘And someone has to pay for what happened to him. And to me.’

‘No, listen – ’

‘I bet he thought that he could just toss you to the side,’ Stan continued, reaching into his pocket. ‘I bet my old man thought you were completely harmless.’