Later, Jane sipped her coffee and thought about her discussion with Sean King. She could count on him. He had been a good friend, had saved her husband's political career, in fact. She knew King was peeved at her right now, but that would pass. She was more upset about her brother. For most of her life she had been taking care of him, largely because their mother had died when Jane turned eleven; Tuck was five years younger. Coddling, some might term it. She now had to face the fact that this protective instinct had done more harm than good. Yet she could hardly turn her back on him now.

Jane walked back over to the window, watching the pedestrians standing in front of the White House. Her house. At least for the next four years if the polls were to be believed. Yet the final decision would be rendered by over a hundred and thirty million Americans who would vote yea or nay on her husband's second term.

As she rested her cheek against the bulletproof glass, her thoughts came to rest, like an anchor at the bottom of the sea, on Willa. She was out there somewhere with people who had murdered her mother. They wanted something, only Jane didn't know what.

Jane Cox was girding herself for the possibility that Willa might not come back to their lives. To her life. That she was perhaps already dead. Jane had trained herself not to show emotion, certainly not publicly unless the political conditions on the ground required it. It wasn't that she lacked passion. But many political careers had been shipwrecked on the shoals of erratic displays of anger or frivolity or else false sincerity that to voters demonstrated an innate dishonesty. No one wanted immoral, erratic fingers holding the nuclear codes, and the public also frowned on the spouse of the holder of the nuclear codes being a whack job too.

So for at least the last twenty years of her life, Jane Cox had watched every word she said, calculated every movement she made, diagrammed every physical, spiritual, and emotional action she ever contemplated. And the only price she had to pay for that was to give up all hopes of actually remaining human.

The schedule she had been given tonight allowed for a ten-minute window to call her husband, who was at a rally and fund-raiser in Pennsylvania. She made the call and talked the talk, congratulating him on the latest poll numbers and his recent TV appearances where he had looked fittingly presidential.

"Everything okay with you, hon?" he said.

"Everything except Willa," she said back, in a tone a little stronger than she probably intended.

Her husband's political skills had been deemed first-rate, even by his opponents. Yet Dan Cox's perception of his wife's issues and nuances had never seemed to reach this sanctified level.

"Of course, of course," he said, as snatches of conversations in the background filtered through to her. "We're doing all we can. We just have to keep our thoughts positive and our hopes high, Jane."

"I know."

"I love you," he said.

"I know," she said again. "Good luck tonight." She put the phone back down, her allotted minutes exhausted.

A half hour passed and Jane turned on CNN. She had a rule about not watching the political and news shows during an election year, but the exception to that rule was when her husband was appearing somewhere. The second banana's time onstage was over and the crowd of seventy-five thousand was just about to see the person they'd really come to hear.

President Daniel Cox strode onto the stage accompanied by an earsplitting song. Jane could remember when political appearances did not resemble rock concerts with warm-up acts, deafening music, and the crowd chanting some ridiculous slogan. It had once been more dignified and perhaps more real. No, there was no perhaps about it; it had used to be more genuine. Now it was all staged. Right on cue the fireworks went off as her husband stepped to the lectern and faced the twin and nearly invisible teleprompter screens. There used to be a time too, she knew, when politicians would actually wing it onstage, or simply glance down from time to time at their notes. She had read where politicians of the Revolutionary and Civil War eras could actually memorize speeches of their own making running several hundred pages long and deliver them flawlessly.

Jane knew there was not a political leader living today-including her husband-who could duplicate such a feat. However, a flub during Lincoln's time wasn't spread around the world in an instant either, like it was today. And yet as she watched her husband reading from his screens, thumping his fist against the lectern, while signs hidden from the cameras recording the event were raised and lowered instructing the crowd when to applaud, cheer, stamp their feet, and chant, a part of Jane longed for the old days. That was when she and Dan would arrive at an event alone, haul bumper stickers and lapel pins out of the trunk, give them out to the sparse crowd, and then watch as Dan simply stood in the center of the people and talked from his heart and his head, shook some hands, kissed some babies, and asked folks for their vote come election day.

Now, as president, it was like moving a small country whenever Wolfman went anywhere. It required nearly a thousand people, cargo planes, and enough communications equipment to start your own phone company and that would allow her husband to pick up his phone in any hotel room on earth and get direct U.S. phone service. Leaders of the free world could not be spontaneous. And unfortunately neither could their spouses.

She continued to watch him. Her husband was a handsome man and that never hurt in many careers, including politics. He knew how to work a crowd. He had that way, always did. He could connect with the people and find common ground with millionaires and mill workers, black or white, the serious and the silly. That's why he'd come this far. The people did love him. And they believed that he really cared about them. Which he did, Jane really believed that too. And no man ever became president without a commitment from "the other half."

She listened as he delivered his canned twenty-seven-minute stump speech. It was the economy tonight laced with support for union jobs and a plug for the steel and coal industries since he was in the Keystone state. She found herself saying the words of the speech along with him. Pausing as he did for one, two, three seconds before delivering the punch line to a joke crafted by some Ivy League speechwriter making far more than he should.

She undressed and slipped into bed. Even before she turned out the light, Jane felt the darkness closing in around her.

In the morning a White House maid would find the First Lady's pillows slightly wet from the tears shed.

CHAPTER 27

WILLA PUT DOWN Sense and Sensibility. Not long after being brought here she'd tapped on each of the walls and detected something solid behind them. She had listened for footsteps and calculated by checking her watch that someone patrolled by every other hour. She made her own meals consisting of canned stews, eaten cold, or packaged MREs that she knew had to do with the military. They were not what she was used to but her stomach didn't care. She drank the bottled water, munched on crackers, tried to keep warm, and used the battery-powered lantern sparingly, turning it off while she rested and trying her best not to think of things coming for her in the dark.

She would listen for the man, the tall older man. She had learned to recognize his walk. She liked him better than the others who would come by with water, cans of food and clean clothes, and new batteries for her lantern. They never spoke, never made eye contact, and yet she was afraid of them. Afraid their silence would be replaced with sudden anger.