“You’d better tell me what’s bothering you.”

Gururaj told him.

“Let’s assume you have proof of this thing. You write about it. You’re not only saying that the police force is rotten, but also that the judiciary is corrupt. The judge will call you for contempt of court. You will be arrested-even if what you are saying is true. You and I and people in the press pretend that there is freedom of the press in this country, but we know the truth.”

“What about the Hindu-Muslim riots? Can’t we write the truth about that either?”

“What is the truth about it, Gururaj?”

Gururaj told him the truth, and the editor-in-chief smiled. He put his head in his hands and, in a laugh that seemed to rock the entire night, he laughed his heart out.

“Even if what you’re saying is indeed the truth,” the old man said, regaining control of himself, “and observe that I neither admit nor contradict any of it, there would be no way for us to publish it.”

“Why not?”

The editor smiled. “Who do you think owns this newspaper?”

“Ramdas Pai,” Gururaj said, naming a businessman in Umbrella Street whose name appeared as proprietor on the front page.

The editor shook his head. “He doesn’t own it. Not all of it.”

“Who does?”

“Use your brains.”

Gururaj looked at the editor-in-chief with new eyes. It was as if the old man had a nimbus around him, of all the things he had learned over the length of his career and could never publish; this secret knowledge glowed around his head like the halo around the nearly full moon. This is the fate of every journalist in this town and in this state and in this country and maybe in this whole world, thought Gururaj.

“Had you never guessed any of this before, Gururaj? It must come from the fact that you are not yet married. Not having had a woman, you have never understood the ways of the world.”

“And you have understood the ways of the world far too well.”

The two men stared, each feeling tremendously sorry for the other.

The following morning, as he walked to the office, Gururaj thought, It is a false earth I am walking on. An innocent man is behind bars, and a guilty man walks free. Everyone knows that this is so and not one has the courage to change it.

From then on, every night, Gururaj went down the dirty stairwell of the YMCA, gazing blankly at the profanities and graffiti scribbled on the walls, and walked down Umbrella Street, ignoring the barking and skulking and copulating stray dogs, until he got to the Gurkha, who would lift up his old rifle in recognition and smile. They were friends now.

The Gurkha told him how much rottenness there could be in a small town: who had killed whom in the past few years, how much the judges of Kittur had asked for in bribe money, how much the police chiefs had asked. They talked until it was nearly dawn and it was time for Gururaj to leave so he could get some sleep before going to work. He hesitated: “I still don’t know your name.”

“Gaurishankar.”

Gururaj waited for him to ask him his name; he wanted to say, Now that my father has died, you are my only friend, Gaurishankar.

The Gurkha sat with his eyes closed.

At four in the morning, walking back to the YMCA, he was thinking, Who is this man, this Gurkha? From some reference he had made to being a manservant in the house of a retired general, Gururaj deduced that he had been in the army, in the Gurkha regiment. But how he ended up in Kittur, why he hadn’t gone back home to Nepal, all this was still a mystery. Tomorrow I should ask him all this. Then I can tell him about myself.

There was an Ashoka tree near the entrance to the YMCA, and Gururaj stopped to look at the tree. The moonlight lay on it, and it seemed different somehow tonight; as if it were on the verge of growing into something else.

They are not my fellow workers; they are lower than animals.

Gururaj could no longer stand the sight of his colleagues; he averted his eyes as he came into the building, scurrying into his office and slamming his door shut as soon as he got to work. Although he continued to edit the copy he was given, he could no longer bear to look at the newspaper. What especially terrified him was catching his own name in print; for this reason he asked to be relieved from what had been his greatest pleasure, writing his column, and insisted only on editing. Although in the old days he used to stay up to midnight, now he left the office at five o’clock every evening, hurrying back to his room to fall on his bed.

At two o’clock sharp, he woke up. To save himself the trouble of finding his trousers in the dark, he had taken to sleeping in all his clothes. He almost ran down the stairs and thrust open the door of the YMCA, so he could speak to the Gurkha.

Then one night, at last, it happened. The Gurkha was not sitting outside the bank. Someone else had taken his chair.

“What do I know, sir?” the new night watchman said. “I was appointed to this job last night; they didn’t tell me what happened to the old fellow.”

Gururaj ran from shop to shop, from house to house, asking every night watchman he met what had happened to the Gurkha.

“Gone to Nepal,” one night watchman finally told him. “Back to his family. He was saving money all these years, and now he’s gone.”

Gururaj took the news like a physical blow. Only one man had known what was happening in this town, and that one man had vanished to another country. Seeing him gasping for air, the night watchmen gathered around him, made him sit down, and brought him cool, clean water in a plastic bottle. He tried explaining to them what had happened between him and the Gurkha all these weeks, what he had lost.

“That Gurkha, sir?” One watchman shook his head. “Are you sure you talked about these things with him? He was a complete idiot. His brain had been damaged in the army.”

“What about the grapevine? Is it still working?” Gururaj asked. “Will one of you tell me what you hear now?”

The night watchmen stared. In their eyes, he could see doubt turning into a kind of fear. They seem to think I’m mad, he thought.

He wandered at night, passing by the dim buildings, by the sleeping multitudes. He passed by large, still, darkened buildings, each containing hundreds of bodies lying in a stupor. I am the only man who is awake now, he told himself. Once, up on a hill to his left, he saw a large housing block burning with light. Seven windows were lit up, and the building blazed; it seemed to him to be a living creature, a kind of monster of light, shining from its entrails.

Gururaj understood: The Gurkha had not abandoned him at all. He had not done what everyone else in his life had done. He had left something behind: a gift. Gururaj would now hear the grapevine on his own. He lifted his arms toward the building burning with lights; he felt full of occult power.

One day as he came into work, late again, he heard a whisper behind him: “It happened to the father too, in his last days…”

He thought, I must be careful that others do not notice this change that is happening inside me.

When he reached his office, he saw that the peon was removing his nameplate from the door. I am losing everything I worked so hard for, for so many years, he thought. But he felt no regret or emotion; it was as if these things were happening to someone else. He saw the new nameplate on the door:

KRISHNA MENON

DEPUTY EDITOR

DAWN HERALD

KITTUR’S ONLY AND FINEST NEWSPAPER

“Gururaj! I didn’t want to do it, I-”

“No explanation is necessary. In your position, I’d have done the same.”

“Do you want me to speak to someone, Gururaj? We can arrange it for you.”