Too bad I couldn't let it occur. The poor girl had been jerked around too much, because she happened to be in Amber at the wrong time, because she happened to take a liking to me. I can recall once feeling philosophical in the abstract and deciding, yes, it would be okay to sacrifice one innocent for the good of the many. That was back in college, and har something to do with principles. But Coral was my friend, my cousin, and technically my lover-though under a set of circumstances that should hardly count; and a quick check of my feelings, so as not to be caught up short again, indicated that I could fall in love with her. All of which meant that philosophy had lost yet another round in the real world.
“How long ago did she send these people off, Jurt?” “I don't know when they left-or even if they've left yet,” he replied. “And with the time differential, they could be gone and back already for that matter.”
“True,” I said, and, “Shit!”
He turned and looked at me.
“It's important in all sorts of other ways, too, I suppose?” he said.
“It is to her, and she is to me,” I answered.
His expression changed to one of puzzlement.
“In that case,” he said, “why don't you just let them bring her to you? If you have to take the throne, it will sweeten things. If you don't, you'll have her with you, anyhow.”
“Feelings are hard enough to keep secret, even around non-sorcerers,” I said. “She could be used as a hostage against my behavior.”
“Oh. I hate to say this pleases me. What I mean is... I'm pleased you care about someone else.”
I lowered my head. I wanted to reach out and touch him, but I didn't.
Jurt made a little humming noise, as he sometimes had when pondering things as a kid. Then, “We've got to get her before they do, and move her to someplace safe,” he said. “Or take her away from them if they've already got her.”
“ `We'?”
He smiled, a rare event.
“You know what I've become. I'm tough.”
“I hope so,” I said. “But you know what'll happen. ; if there are any witnesses to say it was a couple of the Sawall brothers behind this? Most likely a vendetta with Hendrake.”
“Even if Dara talked them into it?”
“It'll look like she set them up.”
“Okay,” he said. “No witnesses.”
I could have said that averting vendetta would save a lot of other lives, but that would have sounded hypocritical even if I didn't mean it that way. Instead, “That power you gained in the Fountain,” I said, “gives you something I've heard referred to as a `living Trump' effect. Seems to me you were able to transport Julia as well as yourself with it.”
He nodded.
“Can it get us from here to Kashfa in a hurry?” The distant sound of an enormous gong filled the air. “I can do anything the cards can do,” he said, “and
I can take someone along with me. The only problem is that the Trumps themselves don't have that range. I'd have to take us there in a series of jumps.”
The gong sounded again.
“What's going on?” I asked.
“The noise?” he said. “That's notice that the funeral is about to begin. It can be heard throughout the Courts.”
“Bad timing.”
“Maybe, maybe not. It's giving me an idea.” “Tell me about it.”
“It's our alibi if we have to take out some Hendrakes.”
“How so?”
“The time differential. We go to the funeral and get seen. We slip out, run our errand, come back, and attend the rest of the service.”
“You think the flow will allow that?”
“I think there's a good chance, yes. I've done a lot of jumping around. I'm starting to get a real feel for flows.”
“Then we'll give it a try. The more confusion the better.”
Again, the gong.
Red, the color of the fire of life that fills us, is the color of mourning garments in the Courts. I used the spikard rather than the Sign of the Logrus to summon suitable clothing for myself. I'd a desire to avoid any commerce, even the most mundane, with that Power, for now.
Jurt then trumped us to his quarters, where he had suitable garments of his own from the last funeral he'd attended. I'd a small desire to see my old room, too. Sometime, perhaps, when I wasn't rushed...
We washed up, combed, trimmed, dressed quickly. I took on a changed form then, as did Jurt, and we went through the ritual again at this level, before garbing ourselves for the occasion. Shirt, breeches, jacket, cloak, anklets, bracelets, scarf, and bandanna-we looked incendiary. Weapons had to be left behind. We planned to return for them on the way out.
“Ready?” Jurt asked me.
“Yes.”
He caught hold of my arm and we were transported, arriving at the inward edge of the Plaza at the End of the World, where a blue sky darkened above a conflagration of mourners milling along the route the procession would take. We passed among them, in hope of being seen by as many as possible. I was greeted by a few old acquaintances. Unfortunately, most wanted to stop and talk, not having seen me for some time. Jurt had similar problems. Most also wondered why we were here, rather than back at the Thelbane, the massive, glassy needle of Chaos far to our rear. Periodically, the air would vibrate as the gong continued its slow sounding. I felt it in the ground, also, as we were very near to its home. We made our way slowly across the Plaza, toward the massive pile of black stone at the very edge of the Pit, its gate an archway of frozen flame, as was its downward stair, each tread and riser time-barred fire, each railing the same. The rough amphitheater below us was also fire-furnished, self-illumed, facing the black block at the end of everything, no wall behind it, but the open emptiness of the Pit and its singularity whence all things came.
No one was entering it yet, and we stood near the gates of fire and looked back along the route the procession would follow. We nodded to friendly demonic faces, quivered to the note of the gong, watched the sky darken a little further. Suddenly, my head was filled with a powerful presence.
“Merlin!”
I immediately had an image of Mandor in a changed form, looking down his red-clothed arm, hand invisible, presumably regarding me through my Trump, wearing the closest thing I'd seen in a long while to an irritated expression.
“Yes?” I said.
His gaze moved past me. His expression suddenly changed, eyebrows rising, lips parting.
“That's Jurt you're with?” he asked.
“That's right.”
“I'd thought you not on the best of terms,” he said slowly, “as of our last conversation.”
“We agreed to put aside our differences for the funeral.”
“While it seems very civilized, I'm not certain how wise it is,” he said.
I smiled.
“I know what I'm doing,” I told him.
“Really?” he said. “Then why are you at the cathedral rather than here at Thelbane?”
“Nobody told me I was supposed to be at Thelbane.” “Odd,” he responded. “Your mother was supposed to have informed both you and Jurt that you were to be part of the procession.”
I shook my head and turned away.
“Jurt, did you know we were to be in the procession?” I asked.
“No,” he said. “On the one hand, it makes sense. On the other, there's the black watch, which might recommend we maintain a low profile. Who's telling you this?”
“Mandor. He says Dara was supposed to let us know.”
“She didn't tell me.”
“You catch that?” I said to Mandor.
“Yes. It doesn't matter now. Come on through, both of you.”
He extended his other hand.
“He wants us now,” I said to Jurt. “Damn!” Jurt mouthed, and came forward.
I reached out and clasped Mandor's hand just as Jurt came up and caught hold of my shoulder. We both moved forward then
–into the slick and gleaming interior of Thelbane's main hall at ground level, a study in black, gray, mossy green, deep red, chandeliers like stalactites, fire sculptures about the walls, scaly hides hung behind them, drifting globes of water in the middle air, creatures swimming within them. The place was filled with no-tiles, relatives, courtiers, stirring like a field of flame '`' about the catafalque at the hall's center. The gong sounded again just as Mandor said something to us.