“Yes, I suppose it is. Didn’t you whisper to Yossarian that we couldn’t punish you?”
“Oh, no, sir. I whispered to him that you couldn’t find me guilty-“
“I may be stupid,” interrupted the colonel, “but the distinction escapes me. I guess I am pretty stupid, because the distinction escapes me.”
“W-“
“You’re a windy son of a bitch, aren’t you? Nobody asked you for clarification and you’re giving me clarification. I was making a statement, not asking for clarification. You are a windy son of a bitch, aren’t you?”
“No, Sir.”
“No, sir? Are you calling me a goddam liar?”
“Oh, no, sir.”
“Then you’re a windy son of a bitch, aren’t you?”
“No, sir.”
“Are you a windy son of a bitch?”
“No, sir.”
“Goddammit, you are trying to pick a fight with me. For two stinking cents I’d jump over this big fat table and rip your stinking, cowardly body apart limb from limb.”
“Do it! Do it!” cried Major Metcalf
“Metcalf, you stinking son of a bitch. Didn’t I tell you to keep your stinking, cowardly, stupid mouth shut?”
“Yes, sir. I’m sorry, sir.”
“Then suppose you do it.”
“I was only trying to learn, sir. The only way a person can learn is by trying.”
“Who says so?”
“Everybody says so, sir. Even Lieutenant Scheisskopf says so.”
“Do you say so?”
“Yes, sir,” said Lieutenant Scheisskopf. “But everybody says so.”
“Well, Metcalf, suppose you try keeping that stupid mouth of yours shut, and maybe that’s the way you’ll learn how. Now, where were we? Read me back the last line.”
“’Read me back the last line,’” read back the corporal who could take shorthand.
“Not my last line, stupid!” the colonel shouted. “Somebody else’s.”
“’Read me back the last line,’” read back the corporal.
“That’s my last line again!” shrieked the colonel, turning purple with anger.
“Oh, no, sir,” corrected the corporal. “That’s my last line. I read it to you just a moment ago. Don’t you remember, sir? It was only a moment ago.”
“Oh, my God! Read me back his last line, stupid. Say, what the hell’s your name, anyway?”
“Popinjay, sir.”
“Well, you’re next, Popinjay. As soon as his trial ends, your trial begins. Get it?”
“Yes, sir. What will I be charged with?”
“What the hell difference does that make? Did you hear what he asked me? You’re going to learn, Popinjay-the minute we finish with Clevinger you’re going to learn. Cadet Clevinger, what did-You are Cadet Clevinger, aren’t you, and not Popinjay?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Good. What did-“
“I’m Popinjay, sir.”
“Popinjay, is your father a millionaire, or a member of the Senate?”
“No, sir.”
“Then you’re up shit creek, Popinjay, without a paddle. He’s not a general or a high-ranking member of the Administration, is he?”
“No, sir.”
“That’s good. What does your father do?”
“He’s dead, sir.”
“That’s very good. You really are up the creek, Popinjay. Is Popinjay really your name? Just what the hell kind of a name is Popinjay anyway? I don’t like it.”
“It’s Popinjay’s name, sir,” Lieutenant Scheisskopf explained.
“Well, I don’t like it, Popinjay, and I just can’t wait to rip your stinking, cowardly body apart limb from limb. Cadet Clevinger, will you please repeat what the hell it was you did or didn’t whisper to Yossarian late last night in the latrine?”
“Yes, sir. I said that you couldn’t find me guilty-“
“We’ll take it from there. Precisely what did you mean, Cadet Clevinger, when you said we couldn’t find you guilty?”
“I didn’t say you couldn’t find me guilty, sir.”
“When?”
“When what, sir?”
“Goddammit, are you going to start pumping me again?”
“No, sir. I’m sorry, sir.”
“Then answer the question. When didn’t you say we couldn’t find you guilty?”
“Late last night in the latrine, sir.”
“Is that the only time you didn’t say it?”
“No, sir. I always didn’t say you couldn’t find me guilty, sir. What I did say to Yossarian was-“
“Nobody asked you what you did say to Yossarian. We asked you what you didn’t say to him. We’re not at all interested in what you did say to Yossarian. Is that clear?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Then we’ll go on. What did you say to Yossarian?”
“I said to him, sir, that you couldn’t find me guilty of the offense with which I am charged and still be faithful to the cause of…”
“Of what? You’re mumbling.”
“Stop mumbling.”
“Yes, sir.”
“And mumble ‘sir’ when you do.”
“Metcalf, you bastard!”
“Yes, sir,” mumbled Clevinger. “Of justice, sir. That you couldn’t find-“
“Justice?” The colonel was astounded. “What is justice?”
“Justice, sir-“
“That’s not what justice is,” the colonel jeered, and began pounding the table again with his big fat hand. “That’s what Karl Marx is. I’ll tell you what justice is. Justice is a knee in the gut from the floor on the chin at night sneaky with a knife brought up down on the magazine of a battleship sandbagged underhanded in the dark without a word of warning. Garroting. That’s what justice is when we’ve all got to be tough enough and rough enough to fight Billy Petrolle. From the hip. Get it?”
“No, sir.”
“Don’t sir me!”
“Yes, sir.”
“And say ‘sir’ when you don’t,” ordered Major Metcalf.
Clevinger was guilty, of course, or he would not have been accused, and since the only way to prove it was to find him guilty, it was their patriotic duty to do so. He was sentenced to walk fifty-seven punishment tours. Popinjay was locked up to be taught a lesson, and Major Metcalf was shipped to the Solomon Islands to bury bodies. A punishment tour for Clevinger was fifty minutes of a weekend hour spent pacing back and forth before the provost marshal’s building with a ton of an unloaded rifle on his shoulder.
It was all very confusing to Clevinger. There were many strange things taking place, but the strangest of all, to Clevinger, was the hatred, the brutal, uncloaked, inexorable hatred of the members of the Action Board, glazing their unforgiving expressions with a hard, vindictive surface, glowing in their narrowed eyes malignantly like inextinguishable coals. Clevinger was stunned to discover it. They would have lynched him if they could. They were three grown men and he was a boy, and they hated him and wished him dead. They had hated him before he came, hated him while he was there, hated him after he left, carried their hatred for him away malignantly like some pampered treasure after they separated from each other and went to their solitude.
Yossarian had done his best to warn him the night before. “You haven’t got a chance, kid,” he told him glumly. “They hate Jews.”
“But I’m not Jewish,” answered Clevinger.
“It will make no difference,” Yossarian promised, and Yossarian was right. “They’re after everybody.”
Clevinger recoiled from their hatred as though from a blinding light. These three men who hated him spoke his language and wore his uniform, but he saw their loveless faces set immutably into cramped, mean lines of hostility and understood instantly that nowhere in the world, not in all the fascist tanks or planes or submarines, not in the bunkers behind the machine guns or mortars or behind the blowing flame throwers, not even among all the expert gunners of the crack Hermann Goering Antiaircraft Division or among the grisly connivers in all the beer halls in Munich and everywhere else, were there men who hated him more.