Kretissh and I had spoken long together, and we both recognised that without the strength of Shikrar it would not be possible to carry Nikis any further. Even if all the rest of us left for Kolmar, one or more would have to remain behind to look after her until she woke from the Weh sleep. I found myself stupidly growing angry with her. In an effort to think of something else, I remembered Toklurik and wondered how he fared. In fact I began to worry about him. Why had he not bespoken us before?

Unless he is already in Kolmar laughing at us, I thought to myself as I called to him.

"Toklurik? Toklurik, answer me I pray you, it is Idai who would speak with you."

I heard a faint response. It worried me more than silence would have. "Tok, it is Idai. Where are you? Are you in need of aid?" I asked, my heart sinking even as the question left my thoughts, for how could we aid him wherever he might be?

"Idai, Idai, blessed be the Winds," he answered, a little stronger. "It is good to hear your voice, Idai, here at the end oflife."

"Toklurik, what has happened? Where are you? Are you injured?" I asked, standing up and flexing my wings even as I spoke. I was eldest after Shikrar, surely I could assist Tok if he needed help.

"Idai, I hear you. Stay where you are," said Tdklurik weakly. "I am beyond aid but the sound of your voice cheers me. Of your kindness stay with me, Lady."

"I am here, Tok," I said, sorrow sweeping over me fullblown upon the instant. For Tok's sake I did not let it show in my truespeech. "As long as you want me. Where are you?"

"In our old home, in the Place of Exile." His thoughts faltered for a moment, then recovered. "We would not choose to be exiled here now, Idai. Every inch is black with the earth's blood made stone. The air—the air is tainted. The fumes that were afflicting us before are worse now, and I cannot get away from the foul air. And the ground shakes continually, stronger and stronger."

"What happened?" I asked gently.

"I found my aunt Roccelis and her friend Urishhak," he said, "as I vowed to do. Their soulgems lay on the floor of their old chamber but there was no way of knowing how they died. I can only guess, for the air in the cave was appalling, but I retrieved them. I had their soulgems clutched safe in my talons and was rising on a thermal ready to follow you when the mountainside beneath me spewed forth liquid rock. It caught me, wing and body. I fell gravely wounded and I have lain here, burned and bound into the rock in and out of wakefulness, since then. Has it been more than two days since you left?"

"A little more, Tok," I replied. "It does not matter."

"It does not," he said. "The end comes soon—Name of the Winds, Idai, the ground wakes! "

Suddenly, his mind voice was sharper and clearer. So was his pain.

"The ground groans deep, Idai—Winds keep us, the mountains! The mountains are falling!"

"Tok, what are you—"

"The Grandfather! Idai, the fire comes—/ am dead, remember me—Idai, beware, the Grandfather rises!"

And then there was only silence.

I was afraid that Varien would waste hours in grief. He was absolutely unreachable, but I gave him no more than the half of an hour before I approached Shikrar again.

"Has there been any change?" I asked quietly.

Shikrar bowed bis huge head down to my level and it was all I could do not to shrink back. Goddess, but I'd forgotten just how big he was. "He no longer calls her name, Lady, but he will not let me speak with him." He looked at me, and even if his face couldn't show anything, those eyes were expressive enough to convey what he was thinking. "I confess I am at a loss as to what I should do to aid him," he said.

Right.

"I've got a few thoughts on that score," I said, and stumped over to where Varien knelt. He had not moved since Lanen had disappeared.

"You're going to have the most awful cramps in your legs, you know," I said as lightly as I could.

"Leave me," he said distantly.

"No, I don't think so," I said, moving to stand before him. "No, Varien, I'm going to stand here and talk at you until you break yourself out of mis."

"Begone," he said.

"No," I replied, and slapped him, lightly, on the face.

"How dare you?" he growled. Well, that was better than nothing.

"I dare because I think she's still alive, Varien, and we're not going to do anything to help her by kneeling here in the grass."

He finally looked at me, then, and saw that depth of resolve in my eyes which echoed his own thoughts. I extended a hand to help him up and he took it. Even for so young a man—well, you know what I mean—it was difficult for him to stand up after so long. To my amazement, the moment he got his balance he leaned down and kissed me, a quick brush of the lips. I couldn't help but notice that he smelled amazing.

"What was that for?" I asked gruffly.

"For rousing me. It is time." He looked around, and seemed to see his oldest friend for the first time. He walked over to Shikrar and embraced him awkwardly, putting his arms as far about that great neck as they would go. "My heart's friend, I have not thanked you for my life. You saved me from that Raksha, for I was demon fodder in another moment."

"It is always my pleasure to rend the Rakshasa, Akhor, you know that," said Shikrar, trying to keep his voice light. "On the contrary, I thank you for the chance. Alas, would that I had been faster!" he cried out suddenly, turning his head away. "Akhor, soulfriend, I ran as fast as I could but she was too far away—"

"Enough, my friend. You did all in your power. Name of the Winds, Berys had a legion of the Rikti at his command and the battle was not going well. We all owe you our lives."

"True enough," I said. "I'll thank you later, Shikrar, but for now the only questions before us are, where has he taken Lanen and how are we going to get her back?"

Varien winced from the pain of my words, but he followed me back to where the rest of us sat around a small fire.

I had healed all who needed it as soon as that huge dragon had destroyed the demons. Some of the Lesser Kindred were injured as well, but when I went to heal them my power would not touch them. It was not until Aral joined her power with mine that we could clean out the poisons and knit their torn flesh.

Only when all was done did Aral and I allow ourselves to rest. I was astounded that we had kept useful so long, for we had been putting forth our power all the night long, before the demons arrived, sealing the soulgems of the new race. Jamie and Rella had built a small fire in the shelter of the little wood and we joined them beside it, drinking from the stream nearby, eating whatever we could find in our packs.

A thousand thoughts were chasing each other through my mind. I wanted to thank Aral and to tell her that I would not have survived without her, I wanted to take die time to rejoice with Will, that he finally could speak with the astounding creature who now called him Father; and I wanted desperately to speak with the True Dragon who had saved us, and with the amazing dragons whose emergence into full sentient life I had witnessed and aided.

I could not imagine that any other event in my life, no matter how long I lived, could ever come close to the incredible joy of that time, of standing by and watching the light of reason take root behind the eyes and glow in the soulgems of the Lesser Kindred.

However, the unavoidable truth is that healing is exhausting for the Healer, and I had been working from roughly noon on die day before, with few breaks and no real rest. I asked Will to waken us when things started moving, and could only hope that Lord Varien would understand that we shared his sorrow but could keep our eyes open no longer. Aral slept already and I lay down beside her in the long grass. I remember putting my head on my arm but no more.