He hadn't played a single game of any description during those ten days, hardly said a word, couldn't even bother to get dressed, and spent most of his time just sitting staring at walls. The drone had agreed that putting him to sleep for the journey was probably the kindest thing they could do.

They'd crossed the Lesser Cloud and met with the Range class GSV So Much For Subtlety, which was heading back for the main galaxy. The inward journey had taken longer than the outward, but there'd been no hurry. The ship had left the GSV near the higher reaches of a galactic limb and cut down and across, past stars, dustfields and nebulae, where the hydrogen migrated and the suns formed and in the ship's domain of unreal space the Holes were pillars of energy, from fabric to Grid.

It had woken the man up slowly, two days out from his home.

He still sat and stared at the walls; he didn't play any games, catch up on any news, or even deal with his mail. At his request, it hadn't signalled ahead to any of his friends, just sent one permission-to-approach burst to Chiark Hub.

It dropped a few hundred metres and followed the line of the fjord, slipping silently between the snow-covered mountains, its sleek hull reflecting a little blue-grey light as it floated over the dark, still water. A few people on yachts or in nearby houses saw the big craft as it cruised quietly by, and watched it manoeuvre its bulk delicately between bank and bank, water and patchy cloud.

Ikroh was dark and unlit, caught in the star-shadow of the three hundred and fifty metre length of silent craft above it.

Gurgeh took a last look round the cabin he'd been sleeping in — fitfully — for the last couple of ship nights, then walked slowly down the corridor to the module blister. Flere-Imsaho followed him with one small bag, wishing the man would change out of that horrible jacket.

It saw him into the module and came down with him. The lawn in front of the dark house was pure white and untouched. The module lowered to within a centimetre of it, then opened its rear door.

Gurgeh stepped out and down. The air was fragrant and sharp; a tangible clarity. His feet made cramping, creaking noises in the snow. He turned back to the lit interior of the module. Flere-Imsaho gave him his bag. He looked at the small machine.

"Goodbye," he said.

"Goodbye," Jernau Gurgeh. I don't expect we shall ever meet again."

"I suppose not."

He stepped back as the door started to swing closed and the craft began to rise very slowly, then he took a couple of quick steps backwards until he could just see the drone over the rising lip of the door, and shouted, "One thing; when Nicosar fired that gun, and the ray came off the mirror-field and hit him; was that coincidence, or did you aim it?"

He thought it wasn't going to answer him, but just before the door closed and the wedge of light thrown over it disappeared with the rising craft, he heard the drone say:

"I am not going to tell you."

He stood and watched the module float back to the waiting ship. It was taken inside, the blister closed, and the Limiting Factor went black, its hull a perfect shadow, darker than the night. A pattern of lights came on along its length, spelling «Farewell» in Marain. Then it started to move, rising noiselessly upwards.

Gurgeh watched it until the still-shown lights were just a set of moving stars, and fast receding in a sky of ghostly clouds, then he looked down at the faintly blue-grey snow. When he looked up again, the ship had gone.

He stood for a while, as though waiting. After a time he turned and tramped across the white lawn to the house.

He went in through the windows. The house was warm, and he shivered suddenly in his cool clothes for a second, then suddenly the lights went on.

"Boo!" Yay Meristinoux leapt out from behind a couch by the fire.

Chamlis Amalk-ney appeared from the kitchen with a tray. "Hello, Jernau. I hope you don't mind…"

Gurgeh's pale, pinched face broke into a smile. He put his bag down and looked at them both: Yay, fresh-faced and grinning, leaping over the couch; and Chamlis, fields orange-red, setting the tray down on the table before the banked fire. Yay thudded into him, arms round him, hugging him, laughing. She drew back.

"Gurgeh!"

"Yay, hello," he said, dropping his bag and hugging her.

"How are you?" she asked, squeezing him. "Are you all right? We annoyed Hub until it told us you were definitely coming, but you've been asleep all this time, haven't you? You didn't even read my letters."

Gurgeh looked away. "No. I've got them, but I haven't…" he shook his head, looked down. "I'm sorry."

"Never mind." Yay patted his shoulder. She kept one arm round him and took him to the couch. He sat, looking at them both. Chamlis broke up the damp sawdust banking on the fire, releasing the flames beneath. Yay spread her arms, showing off short skirt and waistcoat.

"Changed, haven't I?"

Gurgeh nodded. Yay looked as well and handsome as ever, and androgynous.

"Just changing back," she said. "Another few months and I'll be back where I started. Ah, Gurgeh, you should have seen me as a man; I was dashing!"

"He was unbearable," Chamlis said, pouring some mulled wine from a pot-bellied jug. Yay threw herself on to the couch beside Gurgeh, hugging him again and making a growling noise in her throat. Chamlis handed them gently steaming goblets of wine.

Gurgeh drank gratefully. "I didn't expect to see you," he told Yay. "I thought you'd gone away."

"I went away." Yay nodded, gulping her wine. "I came back. Last summer. Chiark's getting another Plate-pair; I put in some plans… and now I'm team coordinator for farside."

"Congratulations. Floating islands?"

Yay looked blank for a second, then laughed into her goblet. "No floating islands, Gurgeh."

"Plenty of volcanoes, though," Chamlis said sniffily, sucking a thread of wine from a thimble-sized container.

"Perhaps one little one," Yay nodded. Her hair was longer than he remembered; blue-black. Still as curly. She punched him gently on the shoulder. "It's good to see you again, Gurgeh."

He squeezed her hand, looked at Chamlis. "Good to be back," he said, then fell silent, staring at the burning logs in the fireplace. "We're all glad you're back, Gurgeh," Chamlis said after a while. "But if you don't mind my saying so, you don't look too good. We heard you were in storage for the last couple of years, but there's something else…. What happened out there? We've heard all sorts of reports. Do you want to talk about it?"

Gurgeh hesitated, gazing at the leaping flames consuming the jumbled logs in the fire.

He put his glass down and started to explain.

He told them all that happened, from the first few days aboard the Limiting Factor to the last few days, again on the ship, as it powered out of the disintegrating Empire of Azad.

Chamlis was quiet, and its fields changed slowly through many colours. Yay grew slowly more concerned-looking; she shook her head frequently, gasped several times, and looked ill twice. In between, she kept the fire stocked with logs.

Gurgeh sipped his lukewarm wine. "So… I slept, all the way back, until two days out. And now it all seems… I don't know; deep-frozen. Not fresh, but… not decayed yet. Not gone." He swilled the wine around in his goblet. His shoulders shook with a half-hearted laugh. "Oh well." He drained his glass.

Chamlis lifted the jug from the ashes at the front of the fire and refilled Gurgeh's goblet with the hot wine. "Jernau, I can't tell you how sorry I am; this was all my fault. If I hadn't—"

"No," Gurgeh said. "Not your fault. I got myself into it. You did warn me. Don't ever say that; don't ever think it was anybody's responsibility but mine." He got up suddenly and walked to the fjord-side windows, looking down the slope of snow-covered lawn to the trees and the black water, and over it to the mountains and the scattered lights of the houses on the far shore.