Then Zhobelia had had a stroke, and needed more constant care than Mo could provide alone; she was moved out to a nursing home in Spayedthwaite.  Uncle Mo had eventually contacted both our family and the Asis clan, pleading for support, and received guarantees that the financial burden of looking after his mother would be shared by all three parties.  Later, the Asis family insisted that Zhobelia be moved closer to them, and the Gloamings Nursing Home, Mauchtie was the result.

'They come to see me, but they talk too fast,' Zhobelia told me. 'Calli and Astar have been too, you know, but they are very quiet.  I think they're embarrassed.  The boy doesn't come very often at all.  Not that I care.  Stinks of drink, did I tell you that?'

'Yes, Great-aunt,' I said, squeezing her hand. 'Yes, you did.  Listen-'

'They look after us here.  That Mrs Joshua, though; she's a horror.  Teeth!' Zhobelia shook her head, tutting. 'Miss Carlisle, now; soft in the head,' she told me, tapping her temple. 'No, they look after us here.  Though you can lie in bed and nobody will talk to you.  Sit in your chair; the same.  Rushed off their feet.  Apparently the owner is a doctor, which is good, isn't it?  Not that I've ever seen him, of course.  But still.  Television.  We watch a lot of television.  In the lounge.  Lots of young Australian people.  Shocking.'

'Great-aunt?' I said, still troubled by something Zhobelia had said, and starting to link it with a couple of other things I'd been confused about earlier.

'Hmm?  Yes dear?'

'What was it you saw that made you want to burn the money.  Please; tell me.'

'I told you; I saw it.'

'What did you see?'

'I saw the money was going to bring a disaster.  It just came to me.  Didn't do any good, of course, these things rarely do, but we had to do something.'

'Do you mean you had a vision?' I asked, confused.

'What?' Zhobelia said, frowning. 'Yes.  Yes; a vision.  Of course.  I think the Gift passed on to you after me, except you got it as healing.  Think yourself lucky; healing sounds easy compared to those visions; I was glad to see the back of them.  It'll pass on from you, too, eventually; only one of us ever has it at a time.  Just one of those things that has to be borne.' She patted my hand.

I stared at her, mouth agape.

'Grandmother Hadra's mother had the seeing, like me.  Then when she died, Hadra found she could talk to the dead.  When Hadra had her stroke back in the old country it passed to me and I started seeing things.  I was about twenty.  Then, after the fire, you started healing.' She smiled. 'That was it, you see?  I could go then.  I was tired of it all and anyway I wasn't going to be any more use to anybody, was I?  I knew the seeing would stop after you started healing and I knew everybody else would look after you and, anyway, I knew Aasni would blame me for not seeing it properly in the first place and getting her killed; she was annoying that way and she'd always gone on at me for not treating the Gift with more respect; said it would have been better if she'd had the visions, but she didn't; it was me.'

I don't know how long the next moment lasted.  Long enough for me to be aware that Great-aunt Zhobelia was patting my cheek and looking with some concern into my eyes.

'Are you all right, dear?'

I tried to talk, but couldn't.  I coughed, finding my mouth and throat quite dry.  Tears came to my eyes and I doubled up, coughing painfully but still trying to keep quiet.  Zhobelia tutted and clapped me on the back as my face lowered to the bedclothes.

'Great-aunt,' I spluttered eventually, wiping the tears from my eyes and still swallowing dryly with every few words. 'Are you telling me that you had visions, not Grandfather; that you saw-'

'The fire; I saw a disaster coming, from the money.  I didn't know it was going to be a fire, but I knew it was coming.  That was the last thing I saw.  Before that; oh, lots of things.' She laughed quietly. 'Your poor Grandfather.  He only ever had one real seeing; I think I must have loaned him the Gift for the time he was lying on the floor of the van, covered in all that tea and lard.  Poor dear; he thought it was this twenty-ninth of February thing that made people different.  There was something special about him, though.  There must have been.  The only thing that ever really surprised me in my whole life was him turning up like that; I hadn't any inkling of that.  None at all.  That was how we knew he was special.  But visions?  No, he had that one, and woke up with it and started babbling, trying to make something of it.  Just like a man; give them a toy and they have to play with it.  Never content.  All the rest though…' She set her mouth in a tight line, shaking her head.

'All the rest… what?' I asked, gulping.

'The visions.  The seaweed factory, the hammock, those Fossil people, Mrs Woodbean, your father being born, and then you, and the fire; I saw all that, not him.  And if I didn't actually see it every time, at least I knew what I wanted - what Aasni and I wanted, and got your Grandfather to do what we thought was right, what we thought was needed, for all of us.  That's the trouble with men, you see?  They think they know what they want, but they don't, not usually.  You have to tell them.  You have to give them a bit of a hand now and again.  So I told him.  You know; pillow-talk.  Well, suggested.  You can't be too careful.  But if it's a warning of a disaster, well, there you are; you see what happened with the money.'

'You foresaw the fire at the mansion house?' I whispered, and suddenly my eyes were filling with tears again, though this time not because my throat was sore.

'A disaster, dear,' Zhobelia said matter-of-factly, seeming not to notice the tears welling in my eyes. 'I saw a disaster, that was all.  If I'd seen it was going to be a fire then of course the last thing I'd have suggested doing with the money would have been burning it.  All I saw was a disaster, not exactly what sort.  Should have known it would still happen, of course.' She put on a sour face and shook her head.  'The Gift is like that, you see.  But you have to try.  Here, my dear,' she said, pulling a handkerchief from her sleeve. 'Dry your eyes.'

'Thank you.' I dabbed at my tears.

'You're welcome.' She sighed, settling her cardigan about her. 'I was glad to see the back of it, no mistake.  Hope it hasn't been the burden to you it was to me, but if it is, well, there's nothing much to be done, I'm afraid.' She looked concernedly at me. 'How has it been for you, dear?  Are you bearing up?  Take my advice: let the men-folk deal with the consequences.  They'll take the credit for any good that comes from it, anyway.  But it's so nice when it goes; that's the blessing, you see; that only one person has it at a time.  It's such a relief to have surprises again.  It was a lovely surprise to see you this evening.  I had no idea you were going to appear.  Just lovely.'

I handed the handkerchief back to Zhobelia; she stuffed its sodden ball up her sleeve; it was the shape of the inside of my fist. 'How long has this… Gift… ?'

'What, dear?  How long will you have it?  I don't know.'

'How long has it existed?  Is it just in our family?'

'Just in the women; any of the women, but only ever one at a time.  How long?  I don't know.  There are some silly ideas… I've heard certain daftnesses…' She shook her head quickly, dismissively. 'But you don't want to concern yourself with them.  People are so credulous, you know.'

'Credulous,' I said, suppressing a laugh and a cough at the same time.

'Oh,' she said, tutting and shaking her head, 'you wouldn't believe.' She reached out and held my hand again, patting it absently and smiling at me.

I sat there, looking at her, feeling half hysterical with all the things she'd told me, wanting to howl with despair and rage at the madness of the world and burst out in screams of riotous laughter for exactly the same reason.