A moment later there was nothing but sky: a grey, menacing sky across which thick cloud raced in untidy patterns. The Kathleen's stern rose so fast Ramage felt he was being shot up into the air and a moment later dropped just as quickly, and the wave was past.
He glanced round at Southwick and saw the old man, eyes shut, was muttering a prayer - or a stream of curses - and still hadn't realized the wave had gone. Then he looked round at Ramage and making no attempt to hide the relief he felt, shouted: 'I thought that one had our number painted on it!'
Ramage shook his head and grinned, showing a confidence he did not feel. He was thankful he'd reduced sail in time, and housed the topmast, run in the bowsprit and lowered the cro'jack yard - which carried the cutter's squaresail - down on deck to reduce the windage. It had been a slow and tiring business stretched over the past few hours: one reef in the mainsail and changing down to a smaller jib as the wind piped up just past Tarifa; another two reefs in the mainsail, handing the foresail and changing to an even smaller jib half an hour later; then furling the mainsail and hoisting the tiny storm trysail in its place, handing the small jib and hoisting the storm jib.
Still the Kathleen had raced on almost out of control. He and Southwick had watched astern, shouting orders to the four men at the helm and the eight others manning the relieving tackles hooked on either side of the tiller, making sure that each of the seas met the Kathleen exactly stern on. If any one of them had caught her on the quarter she would have been pooped.
Finally Ramage had admitted to himself what Southwick had been telling him for some time - he was driving the cutter beyond the limit of her endurance: sailing so fast that she was as wild and uncontrollable as a runaway horse.
Reluctantly he'd told Southwick to hand both storm trysail and storm jib and set the storm foresail in their place. That had no sooner been hoisted and sheeted home than there was an immediate improvement in the handling of the ship - she was sailing more slowly with less tendency to broach. But it was a short-lived respite: with a bang liked a 32-pounder being fired, the sail blew out, scraps of flax flying off to leeward and a few strips still attached to the bolt rope streaming out like tattered banners.
For several minutes it had been touch and go whether they could keep control of the cutter while men scrambled along the deck to bend on and hoist the spitfire jib - a few score square feet of tremendously strong but stiff and intractable flax.
Every time the ship pitched she dug her sharp bow deep into the sea and flung up sheets of spray which hid the men from sight, and as she rose again the water raced aft along the deck in small tidal waves while Ramage counted the men to make sure no one was missing - not that anything could be done for anyone who went overboard. The wind snatched contemptuously at the sail as they hoisted, flogging it with no more effort than a washerwoman shaking a shirt. Finally the men were safely back aft and although the sail once hoisted and sheeted home seemed ridiculously small, the weight of the wind bellied it out as hard as a board and drove the cutter on again, and Ramage expected any moment to see the material tear out of the thick roping rounds its edges.
All that was - well, about five hours ago, just after dawn. And now the really great seas were coming: seas that made the earlier ones seem like wavelets. Facing into the wind, he found it difficult to breathe, and the shrill howling in the mast and rigging combined with the actual buffeting of his face and ears left his mind numbed.
Normal thought was becoming impossible; the only way he could keep any control over die situation was to talk to himself - asking a series of questions to make sure he hadn't forgotten anything. Navigation - no need to worry about that now with four thousand miles of open Atlantic ahead and the wind and seas forcing the Kathleen to steer west. Sails - well, the spitfire jib was holding. Leaks - the carpenter's mate had sounded the well fifteen minutes ago and reported only the usual amount of water. Food - the cook and cook's mate were at this moment doing their best to produce something. Sheets checked over for chafe - Southwick had done that, but he must remind him again in half an hour. Was there anything else? God, he was cold and wet and tired - so tired he knew he was on the verge of having hallucinations. Always, beyond every one of those seas piling up one after the other astern, he could imagine the enormous blunt bow of the Santisima Trinidad, the red hull scudding along under just a close-reefed fore-topsail, unable to get round to make Cadiz and with the rest of the Spanish Fleet streamed out astern.
By noon two days later the gale had eased slightly but gave no sign of a break. Ramage and Southwick estimated the Kathleen had run more than two hundred miles, which put the rendezvous off Cape St. Vincent nearly a hundred miles away to the north-eastward. And, more important, the cutter was probably astride the western-most route by which Sir John would return (even allowing for the gale) to the rendezvous from whatever position he'd left the Brazil ships. Ramage knew that if he could stay in this position there was a chance he'd meet the Fleet on its way back. And that meant heaving-to - if possible.
The only way of knowing for certain was to try it, which meant risking being pooped as the Kathleen rounded up. It also meant risking blowing out the spitfire jib, and also the storm trysail that he'd have to hoist.
Ramage gave his orders to Southwick and then looked aft, waiting several minutes until two large waves were followed by a smaller one. The instant the second wave had passed he yelled, 'Down with the helm!'
The bow began to swing so slowly it seemed impossible the cutter would turn before another huge wave built up astern, and although she was swinging faster than Ramage realized - the horizon was just a featureless line of grey and green - he looked round just in time to notice a large sea coming up on the quarter. The Kathleen caught it just abaft the beam and gave such a tremendous roll that for a moment the four men at the helm could only hold on to the tiller to prevent themselves falling over, but the men at the relieving tackles, bracing themselves against the bulwarks, managed to stand firm. Water spurted in waist high at the gun ports, raced across the deck and sluiced out through the ports on the other side. Then the Kathleen was round, with the wind on the starboard bow.
Ramage pointed up in the air and he could see Southwick's mouth working as he hurried the men at the trysail halyards. The sail crawled up the mast, slatting with a noise like musket shots and the tiny gaff swinging crazily. Southwick was keeping an eye on Ramage, who pointed at the spitfire jib sheets. By brute force a dozen men hauled on the tiny sail and as soon as it was backed Ramage shouted at Jackson to put the helm down.
How was she going to ride? A glance over the starboard bow showed that there were no particularly large seas coming up for a minute or two. It was a juggling act - the wind on the backed jib was trying to push the bow round one way and the trysail abaft the mast was trying to thrust it the other. Although the trysail was larger, the jib was set farther from the mast and exerted more leverage - sufficient for the cutter to need some helm to balance her.
It took three or four minutes for Ramage to find the right amount of helm, then the Kathleen was lying with the seas rolling in on her starboard bow, lifting to them comfortably although occasionally slicing off crests which drove up over the bulwarks.
'She's snug enough now,' Southwick bellowed in his ear. 'It'll give the cook a chance to get something hot in the coppers!'