He found himself aroused again. His hand slid down her belly and touched the curled pale hair that reminded him of the fine hairs at her temple.
She swatted his hand again-this time with more energy than he thought necessary.
"Are you all right?" Pellam had whispered this same question at other moments like this. The query did not have its literal meaning, of course, but was intended as an emergency exit that allowed other words-whatever she wanted or needed to say-to escape. Nina whispered, "I have to tell you something." "Hormones," Pellam said, to be light about it. "It's all right.
I understand." He kissed her hair. She moved away from him.
"You want me to leave?" he asked, already offended.
"Well, yes, I do. Not this minute, though."
"You're beautiful," he said, trying to recapture some romance.
"Stop saying that." The curtness in her voice seemed not so much irritation as distraction, as if she was considering how to express a complicated thought and was running through variations before she spoke. When she did speak, finally, sitting up and pulling the sheet around her, the message was not as tricky as he had anticipated. She said, "Your friend, Donnie. The cop? I just wanted you to know that I slept with him the other night."
When Stevie Flom heard the sticky sound of the campers slowing tires on damp asphalt he stood up fast and notched the back of his hand on a bolt.
"Damn," he whispered, and sucked the small wound. He tasted blood and rust and he wondered if he ought to get a tetanus shot. But then he figured that if the cops looked around this building after they found the body, they might see some blood on the bolt and search all the hospitals for people who'd gotten shots. He was proud that he'd thought of this.
For the third time that night he checked the Beretta. He pulled the slide back slightly; there was one round in the chamber and the clip was full. They were small bullets. Just.22 longs, not even the full-size long rifles. But they had advantages. For one thing, you needed no silencer. Another advantage-the gun was so small and the recoil so slight that you could group rapid-fire shots real close.
Tricks of the trade.
Stevie watched the Winnebago rock to a stop in the trailer park. The man stepped outside and hooked up the hose and plugged a large electrical cord into a junction box. He returned to the camper.
Stevie then made his way out of the structurally sound basement that contained evidence of water damage. He cocked the gun and slipped the safety off. He started across River Road.
TWENTY-ONE
He was thinking he had done it wrong.
Forget what she had said and what she had not. Pellam should have stayed.
This was one of those rules about relationships that no one ever teaches you. Sometimes you were supposed to leave and sometimes you were supposed to stay and you had to read a lot of data fast to figure out which.
Now, locking the camper door, Pellam debated the matter with himself. It was complicated because he doubted he, or any man, would have done what she did. A confession like that? At some time, sure. (Well, maybe.) But lying in a bed with three scratch marks from her pink nails on his biceps?
Never,
"We played cards for a couple of hours," she had explained. "I wasn't supposed to be there. It was after visiting hours. I sat on his bed. He's very sensitive. You wouldn't think he would be, being a cop. But he is! His hands were the giveaway.
They're very soft."
Spare me no details.
"His wife's a fruitcake and he's been very depressed. He said people are afraid to come see him because he can't walk.
They're afraid of him. I think he's a very funny man."
"Is," Pellam had agreed.
"One thing led to another. Finally he started to cry. I'm a sucker for men who cry. He said he didn't think he'd be able to, you know, perform anymore. It's the one thing that's eating him up. Even more than not walking. I asked him if I could hold him. And I sat on the bed. And, I guess…" She had shrugged her shoulders, and the beautiful breasts that had been pulled and prodded by two men in as many days slipped out from under the sheet. She covered herself again.
"And he was able to, uhn, perform?" Pellam had asked. He shouldn't have. He had forgotten he was talking to the Queen of Detail.
"Oh, yeah," she had said enthusiastically. "Twice. We were both pretty surprised."
"Twice?"
Pellam thought, But you slapped my hand when I wanted to do it twice. This, however, would have sounded very juvenile, and he had contented himself with picking up his clothes with dramatic swipes. "I better be going."
"Don't hate me, John. I'm sorry."
She had started to cry.
"I don't hate you."
"I just saw him lying there so sad…"
"You did a good thing for him. I know how depressed he's been…" Pellam had spoken with reassurance and in a kind voice; on the other hand, he was dressed in three minutes and out the door in five.
Now, he now reflected, should've left. Glad 1 did.
Pulling his shirt off as he walked into the Winnebago's tiny bathroom, smelling her perfume on the cloth. He turned the shower water on. The hookup was not very good, the pressure was low and the water was full of minerals, which meant that the soap would not lather; it scummed.
He stepped into the bedroom area, dropped his change and bills and wallet and keys on the bed in one big, messy pile. He thought how much he liked living alone. He pulled off his pants and stepped into the shower.
Stevie Flom decided he couldn't shoot a man who was naked. So he sat sideways in the drivers seat of the camper and looked at the worn controls. He listened to the electric-motor sound of the water. He licked his gouged hand. He was suddenly very tired and decided he needed a vacation. From Ralph Bales. From Lombro. From this piss-ant river town.
What Stevie was going to do was take his money from this job and spend two months in Las Vegas. Maybe while he was there he would check around for local work. He liked the idea of perpetual sun. He liked the idea of glossy casinos open twenty-four hours a day. Free drinks and soft flesh. And many hours away from the wife.
He thought it was funny, killing someone whose name you didn't know. He looked around the dash and found an ID card for a movie set. He learned that the beer man's name was John Pellam.
Pellam, Pettam, he repeated to himself.
The water stopped hissing.
Footsteps. The camper creaked. The door opened. He smelled shampoo. Stevie lifted the gun.
Pellam, wearing a thick brown bathrobe and socks, stepped into the hall. He blinked. "How'd you get in here? Who are you?"
Stevie Flom smiled coldly.
And he felt a sudden jolt of nausea, a burn spreading through his gut. His hands started to shake. His teeth, bared by the mad smile, were rattling. He pushed the gun closer toward Pellam, who was speaking, though Stevie couldn't hear the words. He didn't know whether the guy was yelling in anger or begging not to be killed. Stevie simply checked out to anxiety and his whole body started sweating. He pulled his right elbow in close to his body to stop the trembling. No effect. His head shook, his neck. He tilted his head sideways, as if that would let the nervousness run off him onto the floor. But he kept shaking.
Trying to calm himself, he ordered Pellam to sit. But the man just stood there, looking at him angrily, ignoring.
"Sit down," Stevie growled. The words were lost in a nervous swallow.