"We thought you'd never wander in here," Treya said. "What were you doing in there?"

"Foraging."

Treya seemed transformed-whether by the reasonably good news of the afternoon about Zachary or by Orel's appearance Glitsky couldn't say-but the change was dramatic. She'd put on some makeup, brushed her hair back, donned a nice maroon blouse tucked into some prepregnancy jeans. Most important, there was life in her eyes again.

Glitsky went down on a knee in front of her, shared a kiss with her and Rachel, patted orel on the leg. "It is so good to see you," he said. "How did you…?"

"Nat," he said. "What, you weren't going to tell me I had a brother?"

"No. I mean, yes, of course. We just… we didn't think you could get up midweek anyway," Glitsky said.

" To see my new brother? Are you kidding me?"

"Plus, there was…" He looked to Treya for help.

But orel, obviously, had heard. "Chill, Dad," he said, "it's all right."

"All wight," Rachel echoed.

And Glitsky kissed her again and said, "I know it is."

Frannie and Hardy had just gotten back from their dinner when he got the call from Braun's clerk at ten fifteen. Apologizing for the late hour, she informed him that her honor had denied his motion for a hearing on deliberate prosecutorial misconduct, but that she would reconsider a motion for a mistrial if Hardy cared to renew it. Might that be his intention now?

He told her no.

Well, in either case, the judge wanted him to know that she would entertain such a motion until nine thirty the following morning, when court went into session. After that, a mistrial would be off the table and the trial would continue with the eyewitness testimony.

Now, at Glitsky's, the two babies were asleep, and the two adults and one near-adult sat at the kitchen table with cups of tea sweetened with honey. The pizza carton still covered most of the table in the middle of them, but none of them paid any mind. The mood was still far from euphoric-in the circumstances, how could it be otherwise?-but the sense of imminent doom was gone.

They were catching up, family news and gossip. Treya's daughter, Raney, had just been back home for winter break from Johns Hopkins in December, along with all of Abe's boys-Isaac from L.A., Jacob all the way from Milan, and Orel from San Jose. And of course Nat and Rachel. A full reunion. By now a large extended family, the Glitskys had celebrated both Hanukkah and Christmas before the diaspora had flung people to the far corners again.

"I'm just glad Nat got to see everyone one last time," Glitsky commented, "especially."

"What do you mean, one last time?" Leaning back on two rear legs of his kitchen chair, Orel's face clouded over. "Nat's okay, isn't he?"

"I think so. Why do you ask?"

"Because you just made it sound like he's dying of something."

"Not that I know of. But he's in his mideighties, Orel. He's not going to live forever, you know."

Orel brought his chair down, leaned into the table. "Jeez, Dad. You kill me."

"What?"

"What. Things don't always turn out bad. That's what."

"I don't think they do."

"Yes, you do. Look at me. Remember when I was thirteen or fourteen after Mom died and I started to stutter and you thought I wasn't ever going to stop?"

"Okay. So? Nobody else really thought you were going to stop, either."

"Yeah, but I did, didn't I? And then you weren't ever going to meet anybody else good enough again after Mom, were you?" He turned to his stepmother. "And look right here at this very table. Voila. Good enough, and that's saying something."

Treya inclined her head with a small smile. "Thank you."

"Yes, but…"

"But then, if you remember, you had a heart attack and somehow got completely better enough to be walking around and actually get shot a year later. oh, after having your great little baby girl who's sleeping down the hall even as we speak."

"Wait, wait. Time out." Glitsky made the signal. "In all fairness, let's acknowledge what really happened over that time, aside from my miraculous recoveries. All right, you got over your stuttering. But your mom did die. I did have a heart attack, and then got shot and then had a few minor complications after that for a year or so, if you remember."

"I do remember, Dad. But here's the deal. You got better after the complications. You didn't die."

But Glitsky wasn't going to give up his worldview without a fight. "Yeah, I got better in time for them to demote me down to payroll."

"From which, I might point out, you got promoted over half the guys with your seniority and now you're deputy chief. Way farther than you ever thought you'd go."

"Or wanted to."

Orel, shaking his head, turned to Treya. "Am I the only one who sees this?" Then, back to his father. "Sometimes-I really do think and you might consider- sometimes it's half full, Dad. On the way to full. You know? Not half empty."

Glitsky took a breath, sipped at his tea. "Everybody does die, Orel. That's a fact."

"I'll grant you that, but they live first. That's the part that counts. The living part. You can't wait around doing nothing because everybody's going to die. I mean, in a hundred years, we're all dead, right?"

"Do we have to talk about dying?" Treya asked.

Orel sighed. "I'm not talking about dying. I'm talking about living." He seemed at a loss for words for a moment, twirling his mug on the table. "Guys, look. I know it's been a tough few days…"

"You don't know," Abe said.

"Okay, right. Not as much as you, I admit. But didn't you tell me that already the kid's beaten the odds you heard at first? I mean, wiped them out? Top one percent of heart irregularities, right?"

He looked at the two parents, who looked with heavy-lidded eyes at one another.

orel lowered his voice. He didn't want to browbeat. "Didn't your doctor even say he could have a normal life?"

"But might not," Glitsky said.

"Yeah, but I might not, either. You might not. okay, so maybe the odds are slightly less for Zachary right now… "

Glitsky interrupted, putting his hand across the table over his son's. "O," he said gently, "you don't know what you're talking about. It's not all roses with the prognosis, believe me."

"I do believe you. obviously, it's hard. obviously, I don't feel it as much as both of you. But my question is what does it get you to always keep expecting the worst? That Nat's going to die before the next time we're all together. That Zachary won't get a chance to live? Look at what you've got right now, Dad. Look where you are. In spite of it all, things have worked out pretty good, haven't they? I mean, doesn't that count?"

In their bedroom, later. Glitsky getting out of bed, leaning over the bassinet, picking up Zachary for basically the first time.

"What are you doing?" Treya asked.

"Just holding him."

He sat on the side of the bed, the baby in his lap. Behind him, Treya shifted closer to him. Her hand rubbed his back, came to rest on his leg.

"I'm thinking orel's right," he whispered. "I never believe things are going to work out, and then they do, and I still don't believe it."

"I wouldn't beat myself up over that. You're fine the way you are."

"No, I miss things. I haven't held this guy yet-I don't know if you've noticed…"

"I noticed, sure."

"Well, that's because I thought he'd die and then if I'd never held him, it wouldn't be as bad. I wouldn't feel it as much. Of course, then I also wouldn't have felt this while he's here."

"Right. I know."

A small night-light glowed dimly near floor level at the door and provided the only light in the room. But it was enough to see by. Glitsky moved the blankets out from around his baby's face. "He's got your eyes," he said.