He grabbed her throat with his uninjured hand and squeezed. He knocked the knife out of her hand and shoved her forcefully back into the car, falling forward, halting his descent with a hand on the floor mat. She reached up and scratched the side of his face.

“Oww!” His face flushed red with rage. He pulled the syringe out of his coat pocket and jabbed it brutally into her neck. A few seconds later, the struggle was over.

His hand was bleeding. He had to be careful not to let it drip; the police would have a field day with a blood or skin sample and he didn’t have time to perform a thorough cleanup. Even this time of night, someone must’ve heard the crash. He pulled a tissue out of his shirt pocket and wrapped the wound, wincing at the hideous torn mess she had made of his hand.

He put the pain out of his mind. It had been a brilliant stroke, using Harv’s own car. Since the man had never been able to keep his mouth shut longer than it took to breathe, he’d known which car was Harv’s and where he left his keys.

He could not fault Dr. Spencer for attempting to defend herself. But he could fault her for what she had done before, how she had publicly and brutally maligned him. He could not let this offense pass. He had been told he must be strong, and so, like it or not, he had to act. For his honor. And for… for…

For the love of God, Montresor!

Yes, he thought, as he lifted her body and carried it back to his truck. For the love of God.

17

I saw him again. Standing at the foot of my bed, just like before. He was wearing pajama bottoms and no shirt. I always thought he was sexiest when he wore pajama bottoms and no shirt.

“Are you attracted to him?” David asked.

“I dunno,” I mumbled, still barely awake, if at all. “Maybe.”

“It’s okay, you know.”

“Well, yeah, we’re both consenting adults, even if he is-”

“I mean with me. It’s okay with me.”

“It is?” I tried to pull my head off the pillow, but my body wasn’t responding to commands.

“Of course.” He looked so strong, so manly, like when we were first married. Like a man who was capable of doing anything. “I don’t expect you to become a nun.”

“Well, sure, but still-”

“You have my blessing.”

“That’s damn straight of you.”

His face dissolved into that smile, that silly, toothy smile that used to turn my insides into goulash. “Well, I love you, you know.”

“You do? Even-”

“Even.”

It felt good talking to him, so warm and comforting. I felt as if I could sleep forever after that, like I could smell him, right there next to me in bed. So you can imagine the shock I experienced when I blinked and saw Lisa peering down into my face.

“What the hell have you done to yourself?”

I tried to bring myself around, but my head was screaming and there are some levels of pain that are impossible to mask.

“You’re hungover.”

“Don’t be stupid.” Did I slur my speech? “I had a tough night.”

“I can see that.” And then the most horrible thing happened. Horrible and horrifying. She started to cry. “Damn it, Susan, you said you weren’t going to do this anymore.”

“I-I wasn’t-”

“I’m supposed to be looking after you. God, what a shitty job I’ve done. I mean, you’ve only been out of the hospital for-”

“Lisa,” I said, concentrating on proper pronunciation, “it’s not your fault. I was just feeling a little stressed.”

“Oh, spare me your rationalizations.” She pressed her hand against her forehead. Tears streamed around the palm of her hand. “I talked to Dr. Coutant yesterday. He told me you missed your appointment with him. That you haven’t been going to IOP.”

“I’ve been working.”

“They have night sessions.”

“I’ve been working nights, too. You don’t want me to lose this job, do you?”

“Frankly, I don’t care about your job, Susan. I don’t even think this is a good job for you, not now. What I care about is you!”

And she did, too. I could see that in her watery eyes, not that I needed additional proof. I felt like something someone might scrape off the heel of their shoe. “Look, Lisa, I’m sorry. It won’t happen again. Honest.”

“That’s such bullshit.”

“No, I mean it this time.”

She walked away from the bed and stared out the window. “It’s just like they told me. You’re an alcoholic. And alcoholics are liars. They’ll say and do anything. Because deep down, no lover on earth can take the place of a chemical addiction. Addicts will lie, cheat, and steal to get their fix.”

“Honey, please-”

“I’m moving in with you, Susan.”

“Now wait just a-”

“Don’t waste it. I should’ve never let you stay by yourself. That was stupid. I’ll pick you up at work and we’ll spend the evenings together.”

“I don’t need a damn babysitter.”

“You don’t know what you need. And you’ll start going to IOP at night, too, no matter how many crazed killers are on the prowl.”

“And supposing I don’t agree?”

Lisa sucked in her breath. “Dr. Coutant has been asked by Chief O’Bannon to report on your progress.”

“What?”

“So that O’Bannon can evaluate whether you’re ready for reinstatement. And I talk to Coutant. Often. So you see, Susan, if I give you a bad report-”

“You wouldn’t.”

“I sure as hell would.”

At this point in time, I think it would be fair to say I hated Lisa. She was my best friend and always had been-and I hated her. I knew that she was trying to help me, that everything she said was right. I knew how hard it was for her to play tough with me. But I still hated her.

“That sounds fun, Lisa. A sleepover. Maybe you can paint my toenails. We can braid each other’s hair.”

My sarcasm was wasted on her. “Clean yourself up and get dressed. I’ll drive you to work.”

“I have a car.”

“I’ll drive you to work.”

“Lisa, it’s eight o’clock in the morning. I wouldn’t-”

“I’ll drive you to work.”

I rolled out of bed, trying to pretend like I wasn’t hurting, thinking maybe I wouldn’t go into the office at all.

Then the phone rang.

I’d never expected this investigation to bring me back to the Transylvania. Thus far, the killer had been careful not to repeat himself. But I suppose he didn’t have much choice. She wasn’t coming to him. He had to take whatever chance he could get.

It wasn’t hard to figure out what had happened here. Both cars were still attached to one another. The parked car was particularly damaged. Anyone who had been in there must’ve been injured, maybe seriously. Blood was everywhere. Maybe it was just the fact that I’d drunk all my meals for several days running, but it was getting to me. I was sick in so many ways I couldn’t enumerate them all.

The press was there in force. Not surprising, given who the abductee was. The news was already blanketing the airwaves. This was now the biggest story anywhere, everywhere, all across the nation. Maybe even internationally. The reporters were demanding answers that we didn’t have, acting as if it was our fault that we didn’t. They shouted questions at me as I passed, which I ignored. O’Bannon was dealing with them, or trying. He looked like a drowning man facing a tsunami.

Lisa dropped me off at the outer perimeter of the crime scene, where Patrick was waiting to brief me.

“How did he find her?” I asked.

Patrick shrugged. “Everyone on earth knew she was at the Transylvania. It had been on the news. She even mentioned it on her show. She was doing live remotes from the ballroom. He may have known what car she was using. Possible that he scouted all the parking lots-including this private one for employees and VIPs-found her car, waited for his chance.”

“Why go after the guard? He’s never killed a man before.”

“It was necessary to get to Spencer.”