CHAPTER 24

Monday, November 12

9:30 a.m.

Liz sat at her desk staring blankly at her far wall, Father Paul’s last words still ringing in her head. She had slept with them, tossing and turning, her dreams populated with demons, and with bodies floating facedown in the water.

“For in the desecration of the holy, evil extends its putrid grasp.

“For weeks afterward the bodies floated ashore. Entire families lashed together.”

She had been unable to sleep for those images in her head-ones drawn by Father Paul’s words-but also by Rick Wells’s comments. She had been haunted by his description of Tara ’s death, sketchy though it had been.

He had soft-pedaled the truth for her, she knew. The newspaper had carried even fewer details. But her mind had filled in the blanks-added details including Tara ’s last thoughts: ones, Liz imagined, of terror, for her baby’s life and her own. Liz had imagined the girl’s cries for help.

Liz brought the heels of her hands to her eyes. She had totally embarrassed herself in front of Rick Wells-falling apart and clinging to him, blubbering like a baby.

All those noisy tears had made him uncomfortable. She had seen it in his eyes. She had tried to stop them, had tried to rein them in, but it had been so long since she’d had someone to hold on to, strong arms to support her. His arms, his strength, had been so comforting, such a relief. She had simply melted against him and fallen apart.

Now, he thought her an emotional wreck.

Get in line, Wells. You’re not alone.

The phone rang and she jumped, startled. She grabbed it. “Liz Ames.”

“Ms. Ames, it’s Pastor Tim.”

Something in his tone had her straightening. “Yes, Pastor?”

“The strangest thing…I found something that belongs to you.”

“Something that belongs to me?” she repeated, frowning. “I wasn’t aware that I’d lost anything.”

“You misunderstand. I found an envelope addressed to you. In my study, under the cushion of the window seat.”

Rachel. It had to be from Rachel.

“Liz?”

“Sorry, that’s just so bizarre.”

“Would you like to pick it up now?”

“Yes. If that’s all right?”

“Fine. I’m working out of the parsonage this morning, not the church. Meet me there.”

Liz agreed, and not ten minutes later she hurried up the parsonage’s front walk. She found Pastor Tim waiting anxiously by the door.

“I tried to call you back,” he said. “There’s been an emergency…one of my flock. I have to go.”

“But what-”

He thrust an oversize envelope into her hands. Her name had been printed in large, bold letters on the front. She stared at it, unsettled. The handwriting was not Rachel’s. So, whose was it?

“I’m sorry, but I’ve got to-”

“Wait!” She caught his arm. “Where did you say you found this?”

He looked at her, gaze cool. “Under the cushion of the window seat in the parsonage study. What do you imagine it was doing there?”

She swallowed hard, feeling guilty, wondering if lying to a man of God constituted a big sin. “I wish I knew.”

He glanced at his watch, then back at her, expression unreadable. “You know, I’ve sat in that seat more times than I can count and never noticed that envelope. I wonder why I did today?”

“I don’t know,” she answered. “If I had the answer to that question, I’d certainly tell you.”

For a long moment, he searched her gaze. “Is there anything you’d like to tell me, Liz? Anything at all?”

Pastor Howard was my sister. I think she was murdered by the same monster who killed Tara. Can you help me?

That’s what she opened her mouth to say. Instead, she murmured that there wasn’t.

He looked disappointed. “I really need to go.”

“Before you do, would it be possible for me to see where you found this? It might help me discover the answer to that question.”

“I don’t think the help you need is in my quarters,” he told her, glancing at his watch once more. “I suggest you look to God, Liz. Only he can fill the empty place inside you.”

With that, he shut the door in her face. Shocked, she stared at the closed door.

He knew who she really was. That was obvious. And since his attitude toward her had done a three-sixty or one-eighty after the night of Tara ’s murder, she suspected Lieutenant Lopez had told him.

Less obvious, however, was why she hadn’t taken the opportunity to come clean. Why hadn’t she told him the truth and asked for his help? He had offered it to her.

Because she didn’t trust him.

A shaky laugh tripped off her lips. She didn’t trust him? She was the one who had been lying. The one who had deliberately misrepresented herself.

No wonder he had slammed the door in her face. What was wrong with her?

She lowered her gaze to the envelope and the oddly printed letters across its front. She was obsessed with uncovering what had happened to her sister. And she would do anything to discover the truth.

Even lie to a man of God. Heaven help her.

Her hands began to shake. Heart in her throat, she opened the envelope. It was filled with family photographs and other mementos: a ticket stub to the Broadway musical she and Rachel had seen together; a note from their mother, Liz’s graduation announcement; Rachel’s baby book.

Liz shuffled through the pictures, tears choking her. Ones of her parents and grandparents, of she and Rachel as youngsters and young adults. Sisters and best friends.

It was as if Rachel had grabbed all the quickly accessible and irreplaceable pieces of her life and shoved them in an envelope for Liz.

Why? To make sure she got them? Or for another reason?

She leafed through the envelope’s contents again. A sheet of unlined paper fluttered to the ground.

Liz retrieved it. The paper appeared to have been torn from a journal. Drawn on the page were several variations of the same image: an image that appeared to be a horned flower.

Liz stared at the drawing, tilting her head, then the paper. What was it? A religious symbol? A local logo of some kind?

“You’re still here?”

She looked up, startled. Pastor Tim stood at his door, Bible tucked under his arm. He didn’t attempt to hide his annoyance.

“Yes. I-” She held out the sheet containing the drawings of the flower. “Do you recognize this image?”

He looked at it, then away. “I have no idea what that is.”

“It’s not a religious symbol?” she pressed. “Or a logo from a local business?”

He didn’t meet her eyes. “I said, I have no idea what it is.” He snapped the door shut. “Good day.”

He was lying. She didn’t know why she was so certain of that, but she was. She swung around to watch him go, reviewing their brief conversation of a moment ago and the one from earlier. She recalled his expression when she showed him the drawing.

It had shifted subtly, she realized. Had it been guilt she’d seen creep across his features? Or alarm? Or some other emotion she couldn’t quite put her finger on?

Liz frowned. And why, when he’d professed to be in such a big hurry, had he spent the last ten minutes in the parsonage? Could it have had anything to do with her request to take a look inside?

Her heart began to thump uncomfortably against the wall of her chest. By his own admission, he was the one who had packed her sister’s things. Perhaps he had found something incriminating, something he had decided to keep to himself.

But what? And why would he? He had arrived on the island after her sister disappeared, hadn’t he?

She needed to get inside the parsonage and take a look around.

Liz glanced at the door, then moved toward it. Luckily, she stood in an alcove, mostly obscured from view. She peeked over her shoulder anyway, then reached out and grasped the doorknob. Taking a deep breath, she twisted.

The door eased open. Quickly, before she could change her mind, she ducked inside, closing the door behind her.