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The helicopter was approaching; William could hear it, although he couldn’t see it. He looked at his watch: five fifteen. That poor bloke in the cab, probably dead by now, if he hadn’t been when he’d crashed. And the minibus behind, half buried in it. No one could have survived that, surely.

He could see the helicopter approaching now, see the trees bending in its path. William waved both arms furiously; the helicopter began to circle its way down towards him, then dropped dramatically onto the top of the field. The blades slowed; a man got out, waved at William, followed by another. William ran over to them.

“Hi!” he said.

“Hi. Thanks for this. Couldn’t have managed without you. The fire brigade should be here soon; they’re being sent down the carriageway from the other direction as soon as the road’s sufficiently clear. We’re almost certainly going to need them. Now, we’ll get down there, see what’s what. Thanks again for your help.”

“Can I go down? With some water, maybe? People are going to be terribly thirsty, I thought. This heat.”

“Good idea. But stay on the verge; don’t get in the way of the emergency vehicles.”

“Of course I won’t,” said William. What did they think he was? Some kind of an idiot?

People did seem to have a very low opinion of farmers’ intelligence. It was one of the many distressing things about being one.

***

“What do you mean, he’s not coming? Of course he’s coming; he can’t not come; it’s… well, it’s… Of course he’ll come. Just got… got held up. That’s all.”

“Tamara,” said her father, “he’s not coming. He’s got caught up in some ghastly crash on the M4. Barney just phoned.”

“Barney! Well, Barney’s an idiot. Let me have your phone, Daddy; let me call him back. There must be some way he could come, cut across country or something-we can keep the church for a couple of hours, just do everything later; yes, that’ll be all right; that’s what we should do-”

“No, my darling, it won’t be all right. I’m terribly, terribly sorry, but Toby’s… well, Toby’s been hurt-quite badly hurt, I’m afraid.

He’s concussed, and one of his legs is injured, and there’s a possibility he’s got some internal injuries as well. Apparently the car hit a load of freezers or something-Barney wasn’t making a lot of sense.”

“Freezers! Oh, now I know it’s a joke. How could a car hit a freezer? Here, give me your phone-”

“Tamara, it’s not a joke,” said her mother, “or an excuse. Toby’s badly hurt, and they’re waiting for an ambulance now to take him to the hospital.”

“No,” said Tamara, pushing back her veil and biting her fist. Tears were rising in her huge eyes. “No, that’s impossible; he was fine this morning, fine early this afternoon, even. Barney must have made a mistake; he’s-Oh, God!”

And she sat down on the front pew in the little church all bedecked with white roses, buried her head in her hands, and began to sob. And the vicar, standing quietly at the altar, asking for God’s help both to comfort her and to save the life of her young fiancé, who was clearly in grave danger of losing it, looked at this beautiful girl, her veiled head drooped in despair, her bouquet flung onto the church floor, cheated of the greatest day in her life, and thought it was a very long time since he had seen anything quite so poignantly sad.

***

“Excuse me. Someone said you were a doctor?”

“Yes,” said Jonathan shortly, “I am.”

“My girlfriend’s just… well, she keeps being terribly sick. She’s in a bad way. I wonder if you could-”

***

“I understand you’re a doctor.”

“Yes, that’s correct. But-”

“A lady here… we’re rather afraid she’s having a heart attack. She has angina; I wonder if you could-”

***

Jesus, Jonathan thought, exhausted now, desperate for some reprieve-what would they all have done if he hadn’t been there…?

***

“Miss. Miss, can you help me, miss?”

Abi felt terribly sick; she would have given anything for a drink of water, but felt that if anyone should be thirsty, anyone should suffer, she should.

She tried to smile at the little boy.

“What’s the matter?”

His eyes were big and scared as he looked at her.

“I think I’m going to have an asthma attack, miss, and I haven’t got no inhaler with me. It was in me”-he paused, clearly breathless-“in me rucksack, miss.

“Oh, Oh, I see.”

“And I’m ever so thirsty, miss.”

“Me too, miss,” said the boy next to him, and then another and another.

“Well, look, I haven’t got any water, I’m afraid. But I can go and ask in some of the other cars. Now, you, Master Asthma…”

The little boy managed to smile at her.

“Yes, miss?”

“I can’t do anything about your inhaler yet. I’m sorry. But when Jon-the doctor-comes back next time-he’s the man who got you out of the bus-I’ll see if he might have one.”

“All right, miss. But me chest feels well tight. I get it really bad, sometimes have to go to the hospital.” And he burst into tears.

“Oh, don’t be scared,” Abi said, and she sat down beside him, put her arms round him. “Very soon now the ambulances will be here and they’ll have inhalers, I’m sure. So you’ve just got to hang on a bit longer. What’s your name?”

“Shaun, miss.”

“Right, Shaun. Well, do you know when I was your age, I had asthma. If I got an attack and I didn’t have my inhaler, I used to do breathing exercises. Shall we try? Not too deep, just nice, even, slow breaths. That’s right. I’ll do it with you. While I’m counting. Ready-”

Shaun fixed his large blue eyes trustingly on her and, after about ten breaths, said, sounding more breathless still, “It’s not helping, miss. I’m that wheezy.” And he started to cry again.

“Oh, God.” Abi looked round. The heat was awful, the sun relentless, and the air close and stifling. There was an odd smell, at once sickly and sour; they might not have been outside at all, and indeed the air itself was thick, hazy, cloudy with traffic fumes. This wouldn’t be helping. She saw Jonathan walking towards them, waved at him to come over.

“You haven’t got an inhaler with you, have you? For asthma?”

“No, of course not,” he said tersely. “I’m not a walking pharmacy.”

“No. No, I realise that. But Shaun here’s getting an asthma attack, and I wondered… I just thought you might-”

“Well, you thought wrong, and I have more serious concerns than a bloody asthma attack. The driver’s bleeding to death in that truck, and the bloody medics-Oh, here they are, thank Christ-this way, please, quickly.”

“I can’t help it, miss,” said Shaun. “Why was he cross?”

“He’s just very… very worried,” said Abi, looking after Jonathan as he directed the ambulance men towards the truck. “He’s not cross.”

“My mum always says that about my dad, when he gets cross,” said another of the little boys. “Says he’s upset, not to take no notice.”

There was a general chorus of recognition at this scenario; Abi looked at them and smiled for the first time. Distracting them was clearly the best thing she could do.

“Why don’t you all tell me your names?” she said. “Just first names. I’m called Abi, short for Abigail.”

“That’s a nice name,” said Shaun carefully. His breathing was very quick and shallow, and speaking was clearly difficult.

They all told her their names, then where they lived, what they liked doing, what their mums were called. Almost cheerful. And then-