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I was surprised with what Mum said. I was struck by the gentleness of her voice when she spoke next.

‘Do you know what my mother said to me in a dream?’

‘No.’

‘She said there is a reason why the world is round. Beauty will rule the world. Justice will rule the world. That’s what she said.’

We went on in silence. I wanted to ask her a lot of questions, but suddenly her mood changed, her intensity increased, and she hurried on, her ears cocked, the wind blowinguson,thenight closingroundusinthemysteriesofitsdarkness.AndthenI, too, heard a voice crying out in the distance. It could have come from the thatch houses, the zinc huts, the mud bungalows, the tin-can houses, or from the enigmatic doors of the earth. Mum stopped at a crossing of paths. The wind was hard and the night howled. The whole area seemed to exhale an odour of struggle and death. Dogs fought near a well. And from the darkness, out of one of the obscure paths, emerged a figure in a dazzling white smock, bearing a lantern above her. The brightness of gems was in her eyes, her hair was utterly dishevelled, and if it weren’t for her smock I would have taken her for a sort of divine madwoman.

‘Repent! Repent!’ she cried. ‘The light is our life, and our life is in God! The world is full of evil. Repent! Or in your darkness you will be driven out.’

Welistened to her piercingvoice.

‘Stay awake, you weak ones, guard your souls, for evils from Babylon have come to snatch your lives away! Repent! Ask for light and your sleep will be transformed!’

She roused the wind and parted the darkness with her voice and soon we could only see the light of her lantern. And not long afterwards, emerging from the same path, staggering like one who has been a cripple but has now found some strength in his legs, was the figure of a man. He swore and cursed. At once, without even seeing his face, Mum ran over and embraced him. It was Dad. His hair was matted with mud. He wobbled, but insisted on not being helped. His clothes were torn, his chest glistened, his eyes were deranged, and he smelt of blood and drink.

‘Thank that woman for me,’ he muttered. ‘She saved my life. They were going to kill me but she appeared and they thought she was an angel and they ran away screaming.’

We turned, but where there had been the light of the woman’s lantern there was only darkness. We could only hear her voice, speaking of a perplexing era to come, soundingfromthedistance. Her voicequivered on thenightair,confusingherprecise location. She could have been rattling the doors to our ears from a hundred different places in the living wound of our area.

‘If you can’t thank her today, thank her tomorrow,’ Dad said, in agony.

Against Dad’s wishes, Mum held him under the arms and helped him walk. I heard her gasp.

‘You are bleeding.’

‘They were going to cut my throat. This is just a small wound. Azaro, my son, they weregoingto killyour father. BecauseI won’t votefor them.’

His voice failed him. I held on to his other arm. The darkness filled with people. The night had broadcast our sorrow; the people knew what had happened. The faces, hungry and sweating, peered at us, following us, a long way down the street. They showered encouragementsandstrengtheningproverbsonus.Mumthankedthem.One of the women burst out crying. Dad hobbled on, his face screwed into a mask. The wind blew against us. Women sang in our footsteps. When we got home, Mum thanked them again, and they retreated back into the night, and left us to our unhappiness. The rest of the world was asleep.

Mum boiled water and dressed Dad’s wounds and pressed his bruises. He told us his story. It was a familiar one. He had been accosted by some men. They were drunk. They asked who he was voting for. He said no one. They set upon him, took his money, were about to do something worse when the woman appeared. They fled. When he finished the story we sat in silence. Mum served food. For the first time in a long while Dad didn’t sit up smoking and thinking into the night, rocking on his three-legged chair. He slept promptly after he had eaten.

He woke up the next morning complaining of stomach pains. The sheets had fastened to his wounds, which had bled at night. Mum had to apply warm water. The dried surface of his wounds came off on the sheets. His pain was reopened. He went to work as usual.

FIVE

I REMEMBER THE day distinctly when, on my way back from school, great crashing noises exploded over the forest, as if all the trees had simultaneously fallen. For a moment everything changed. The sky came close to the earth. The air became charged, sharp, and unbreathable. I could not move. Then the air darkened, the noise exploded again, and a bright light flashed over everything. The sky split open. And the path became a clearing.

The world was still, as if it had momentarily become a picture, as if God were The Great Photographer. The clearing turned into a new world. Out of the flash came the sharp outlinesofspiritsrisingintotheairwithwearyheads.Andthentheyfelldown and bounced and floated over the stillness of the world. The spirits passed me, passed through me, their eyes like diamonds. And when the next explosion came, followed by another blinding flash, the spirits were obliterated. The heaviness of the air settled, theclouds opened, and thefirst torrentialdrenchingof theland began.

The clouds dissolved into rain. Water flooded the earth. Suddenly, as if released from a spell, the photographic immobility of everything burst into commotion. The wind cracked the branches of trees. The people raised a great cry. Everyone began to run. Some dashed to clear their clothes from lines. Some ran for cover. And many ran for their buckets, hurryingtoputthemundertheeaves,tocollectthepurestandmost radiant water of the season. The rain released the children from the tedium of the long hot afternoons. They raised a different cry. They ran out naked, bellies protruding, screaming joyfully as the bright water soaked them, foamed their hair, and made their skin shine.

Water was blown into rooms. Mothers cried out for that window to be shut or that door to be locked. Birds and insects vanished. The water, rushing down runnels to the lower regions and the half-dug gutters, soaking fast into the ground and rising quickly above the land, released forever in my memory the mysterious aroma of a new season, of leaves and rustic herbs, wild bark and vegetation, the secret essences of a goddess rising from the earth.

The wind cleared the air of our area’s desolation. Caught between the desire to throw off my clothes and run naked into the first rain of the year, or to avoid having my clothes soaked, my books wet, I waited too long. The rain lashed me and I merely stood and watched as the water rose up past my ankles and earthworms crawled up my feet. I brushed them off. It rained with such insistence. The wind whipped the water on my neck so hard that each drop felt like a stone. I feared the heavens would unleash so much water that the earth would become an ocean.

During the harmattan we always forget the rainy season. That’s why it rains so viciously on the first day, reminding us with a vengeance of its existence. It poured down so hard that sometimes I couldn’t see. I shut my eyes and walked blindly and even then the rain lashed my eyelids. I pushed on at an angle to the path. The downpour was a persistent weight. The force of the wind knocked me sideways and blew me off the ground. The road became slippery. The earth turned fast into mud. When I could see, the street seemed to have vanished. The forest was distorted. The houses quivered.

And then terrible wonders unfolded. Lights flashed three times in a frightening succession. Two birds fell from the branches of a tree, wings vainly fluttering. I heard sheets of zinc crumpling and twisting, heard nails complaining, wood splitting, and then saw the entire rooftop of a house wrenched away and blown across the floodtide in the air. Children howled. Women wailed. It could have been the end of the world. I saw a mud hut disintegrate and turn into clumps. The roof lowered and people came running out. Two doors away a solid bungalow wall collapsed. The roof tilted sideways. Inside was a confusion of household objects and clothes scattered everywhere.At themouthofourstreet ahousewasbeingcarriedawayonthewater, as if its foundations were made of cork. The road became what it used to be, a stream of primeval mud, a river. I waded in the origins of the road till I came to the red bungalow of the old man who was said to have been blinded by an angel. He sat outside in the rain, partly covered in a white shroud. He had a pipe in his mouth. He was staring through the rain, at the watery street, in ferocious concentration. Fascinated by his intensity, by the wavy image of him in the rain, his feet deep in murky waters, his red trousers soaked through, his green eyes clotted, I went closer. Suddenly he pointed at me, his finger gnarled and wrinkled, like an old thin pepper. And in the voice of nightmares, he said: