"What?" He elbowed my ribs, gently. "We're afraid of getting hurt, so we don't reach out for intimacy? Give him a goddamn name, Alex. Empower him so he can fulfill his dogly potential."
I laughed and rubbed the dog some more. He panted and put his head against my leg.
"Keffler's not the one who killed the koi," I said. "When I mentioned it, he fuzzed over completely."
"Probably," he said. "That tree branch was too subtle for the Priests. They would have taken out all the fish and mashed 'em up, maybe eaten them and left the bones."
"Back to our "bad love' fiend," I said. "Anything new on Lyle Gritz?"
"Not yet."
"I was over at the library this morning, checking out the professional directories. No current listings on Rosenblatt or Katarina de Bosch. Harrison moved to Ojai and has no phone number, which sounds like retirement- and the social worker, Lerner, was suspended from the social work organization for an ethics violation."
"What kind of violation?"
"The directory didn't say."
"What's it usually mean? Sleeping with a patient?"
"That's the most common, but it could also be financial shenanigans, betrayal of confidentiality, or a personal problem, like drug or alcohol addiction."
He rested his arms on the top of the railing. The squad cars were gone now. My pond was a dry hole and the sump pump was sucking air. I went down to the garden, dog at my heels, and turned it off.
When I got back, Milo said, "If Lerner was a bad boy, he could have done something that pissed off a patient."
"Sure," I said. "I looked up de Bosch's writings on "bad love.' Specifically, it refers to abuse of parental authority leading to alienation, cynicism, and, in extreme cases, violence. De Bosch actually used the term "retribution.' But, pardon the whining, I still don't know what the hell I could have done."
"Why don't you try to get in touch with Harrison in Ojai, see if he has any idea what's going on? If his number's unlisted, I can get it for you."
"Okay," I said. "And Harrison may be a good source for another reason. When therapists are suspended, they're usually required to get therapy. One of Harrison's specialties was treating impaired therapists. Wouldn't it be interesting if he treated Lerner? It's not that farfetched- Lerner turning to someone he knew. Get me that number right now and I'll call."
He went to his car and got on the radio. Returned ten minutes later and said, "No listing at all, even though the address is still on the tax roles. Can you spare the time for a little drive? Ojai's nice this time of year. Cute little shops, antiques, whatever. Take the lovely Miss C for a cruise up the coast, combine business with pleasure."
"Get out of town for a while?"
He shrugged.
"Okay," I said. "And Ojai's close to Santa Barbara- I can extend my trip. De Bosch's school is defunct, but it might be interesting to see if any of the neighbors remember it. Maybe there was some kind of scandal, something that closed it down and left someone with a long-term grudge."
"Sure, snoop around. If Robin can stand it, who am I to try and stop you?"
He slapped my back. "I'm off."
"Where to?"
"A little more research on Paprock and Shipler."
"Anything new?"
"Nope. I'm planning to drop in on Paprock's husband tomorrow. He's still a car salesman at the Cadillac place, and Sunday's a good day for those guys."
"I'll go with you."
"Thought you were cruising to Ojai."
"Monday," I said. "Monday's a good day for psychologists."
"Oh, yeah? Why's that?"
"Blue day for everyone else. We get to concentrate on other people's problems and forget our own."
• • •
I went back into the house and looked through the freezer. In our haste to move, we hadn't emptied it, and there were several steaks in the top compartment. I took out a choice-cut rib eye and put it in the oven to broil. The dog's eyes were glued to my every move. As the aroma of broiling meat filled the kitchen, his nose started to go crazy and he got down on the floor in a supplicatory posture.
"Restrain the caballos," I said. "All good things come to those who salivate."
I petted him and called my service for messages. Only one, from Jean Jeffers. The clinic director had called at eleven a.m. leaving an 818 return number.
"Did she say what it was about?" I asked the operator.
"No, just to call her, doctor."
I did and got an answering tape with a friendly-sounding male voice backgrounded by Neil Diamond. I was starting to leave a message when Jean's voice broke in.
"Hi, thanks for calling back."
"Hi, what's up?"
I thought I heard her sigh. "I've got some… I think it would be best if we met personally."
"Something about Hewitt?"
"Somethi- I'm sorry, I'd rather just talk about it in person, if you don't mind."
"Sure. Where and when would you like to meet?"
"Tomorrow would be okay for me."
"Tomorrow's fine."
"Great," she said. "Where do you live?"
"West L.A."
"I'm in Studio City, but I don't mind coming over the hill on the weekend."
"I can come out to the valley."
"No, actually, I like to come out when it's not for work. Never get a chance to enjoy the city. Whereabouts in West L.A.?"
"Near Beverly Hills."
"Okay… how about Amanda's, it's a little place on Beverly Drive."
"What time?"
"Say one p.m.?"
"One it is."
Nervous laughter. "I know this must seem strange coming out of the blue, but maybe… oh, let's just talk about it tomorrow."
• • •
I gave the dog a few bites of steak, wrapped the rest in plastic, and pocketed it. Then we drove to the pet store, where I let him sniff around the food bags. He lingered at some stuff that claimed to be scientifically formulated. Organic ingredients. Twice the cost of any of the others.
"You earned it," I said, and I purchased ten pounds along with several packets of assorted canine snacks.
Going home, he munched happily on a bacon-flavored pretzel.
"Bon appetit, Spike," I said. "Your real name's probably something like Pierre de Cordon Bleu."
Back at the house on Benedict Canyon, I found Robin reading in the living room. I told her what had happened with Hurley Keffler and she listened, quiet and resigned, as if I were a delinquent child with no hope of rehabilitation.
"What a good friend you turned out to be," she said to the dog. He jumped up on the couch and put his head in her lap.
"So what are they going to do with him- this Keffler?"
"He'll be in jail for a while."
"How long's a while?"
"Probably not long. His gang's likely to make his bail."
"And then?"
"And then he'll be out, but he won't know this address."
"Okay."
"Want to take a drive up to Ojai and Santa Barbara, next couple of days?"
"Business or pleasure?"
"Both." I told her about Lerner and Harrison, my wanting to speak to the Corrective School's neighbors.
"Love to, but I really shouldn't, Alex. Too much work down here."
"Sure?"
"I am, hon. Sorry." She touched my face. "There's so much piled up, and even though I've got all my gear set up, it feels different here- I'm working slower, need to get back on the track."
"I'm really putting you through it, aren't I?"
"No," she said, smiling and mussing my hair. "You're the one being put through."
The smile lingered and grew into a soft laugh.
"What's funny?" I said.
"The way men think. As if our going through some stress together would be putting me through it. I'm worried about you, but I'm glad to be here with you- to be part of it. Putting me through it means something totally different."
"Such as?"
"Constantly diminishing me- condescending to me, dismissing my opinions. Anything that would make me question my worth. Do those kinds of things to a woman and she may stay with you, but she'll never think the same of you."