“And you are thinking she may have gone to meet her husband?”
She looked startled.
“How did you know?”
Their eyes met, and he smiled. There was a moment when they looked at one another. Then he said,
“Wouldn’t he come here?”
“Well, I think he would try and get round Ina first.”
“Does it worry you?”
“I don’t want him to make her unhappy.”
“I expect he knows which side his bread is buttered.”
“Oh, yes.”
“Then he may behave reasonably now he’s had time to think things out.”
Cyril being reasonable sounded too good to be true. She found herself saying so with a rueful laugh. And quick on that she had a sense of immeasurable relief. She had never had anyone with whom she could talk things over-never in all her life before. Now there was Richard. The feeling didn’t get into words, but it was there.
The bell rang for lunch.
When it was over they went down the garden steps to the cove and watched the tide go down, leaving first wet shingle, and then a stretch of sand with a double line of rocks running out into the shallow sea. Sometimes they talked, sometimes they were silent. It was a very happy, peaceful time.
Coming up the steps, they met Felix and Helen Adrian coming down. She wore grey slacks and a hyacinth-blue pullover, and her hair dazzled in the sun. She might have stepped off the cover of any Summer Number. The steps were narrow. Felix and Helen waited on the lowest of the garden terraces. As Richard Cunningham came into sight, she called out and ran to meet him.
“Richard-darling! Where did you spring from?”
He was pleasant without enthusiasm.
“My dear Helen-what a surprise!”
She linked her arm in his.
“Is that all you’ve got to say? Where on earth have you been?”
“In the States.”
“You never wrote me a line! You’re not going in, are you? Come along down to the beach! I’ve got a million things to say to you. This is Felix Brand, my accompanist. I’m staying with his people. And-I suppose you know Marian-”
Felix looked murder at him.
Richard said, “Marian and I are very old friends. You’ll find it lovely on the beach. We’ve just been there. Now we’re going in. If you’re staying here, I expect I shall be seeing you.”
He went into the house with Marian.
Helen Adrian looked after them for a moment before she turned to Felix with a laugh.
Eliza brought tea to the study and said no, Mrs. Felton hadn’t come in, and she didn’t know where Penny was either. She retreated in a vaguely offended manner which Marian guessed might be put down to Miss Adrian’s account. It came over her that here was a beautiful woman with a beautiful voice, and nearly everyone in both houses disliked her cordially. Felix was in love with her, but she had a conviction that he didn’t like her the better for that, or any more than the rest of them.
With this in her mind, she looked up from the tea she was pouring and said,
“Do you know Helen Adrian well?”
It was very pleasant in the study. A light air came through three open windows and brought the scent of flowers. A bumble bee zoomed in, and out again. It was all quite extraordinarily peaceful. He looked at Marian in the old blue and white cotton dress which she had worn for three summers, and which had never pretended to anything but utility, and thought what a restful woman she was to be with, and how she made any place she was in feel like home. Even if he hadn’t fallen in love with her he would have liked her more than anyone he had ever met. It was just as if her thought about Felix had touched him, because he remembered that he had once been in love with Helen Adrian without liking her at all. Without thought or effort he found himself saying,
“I was once in love with her-for a week.”
She said gravely, “Were you?” and gave him his tea.
“I heard her sing. Have you?”
“Just practising with Felix. It’s a lovely voice.”
“The correct expression is that she sings like an angel. People were saying so all round me the first time I heard her, but even that didn’t stop me thinking it was true. And she looked like an angel too-white satin and lilies, and the light shining down on her hair. I went right in off the deep end.”
“What happened?”
He laughed.
“I came to the surface again and discovered that we bored each other stiff.”
Marian lifted her cup to her lips and drank. When she had put it down again she said,
“Do you often do that kind of thing?”
“What kind of thing?”
“Falling suddenly in love, and then out again.”
Well, he had asked for it. He laughed again and said,
“No. And anyhow ‘in love’ is the wrong word. It was more like going under ether. I wouldn’t be talking about it if it had been serious-would I?”
“I don’t know.” Her voice took a note of surprise. “I don’t really know-you-at all.”
“I wonder. I think I know you very well.”
She began to smile, but couldn’t trust her lips. She said in a quiet voice,
“There isn’t much to know. You would soon come to the end of it. Then it would bore you.”
“Would it? If you take most of the things that really matter, they may be profound, but they are fundamentally simple. You don’t get tired of the sun, and the sky, and fresh air, and water, and bread. There is nothing complicated about them. They are always there. If they weren’t, we should die. You don’t get tired of what you need.”
It came out slowly, a bit at a time, more as if he was thinking aloud than speaking.
Before she could say anything there was a step on the flagged path outside. Penny came up the two shallow steps and into the room. She looked as if she had been crying her eyes out. She had tried to wash away the marks with cold water, the bright brown curls on her forehead were damp. She hadn’t bothered with powder or lipstick. She held Mactavish in her arms, and he wasn’t liking it. She said in a small, flat voice,
“Eliza said you wanted me.”
And then she saw Richard Cunningham, and wanted to run away. Only, of course, when you’ve been nicely brought up you can’t, so she came and shook hands instead. Mactavish, whom no amount of bringing up had ever been able to deflect from doing exactly what he wanted to, gave Penny a fierce rabbit kick and jumped down. After which he arranged himself in Marian’s lap, refused a saucer of milk, and remained for some time with his eyes mere orange slits and the extreme tip of his tail flicking to and fro.
Penny drank two cups of tea, said a very few things in that little exhausted voice, and presently slipped away again through the open door.
When she had gone Richard looked at Marian.
“What’s the matter with that nice child?”
There was a spark of anger in her eyes.
“She loves Felix a great deal better than he deserves. Helen Adrian is tormenting them both.”
“Does Helen want him?”
“I shouldn’t think so. He doesn’t even think so himself. She might have taken him if he had come for Uncle Martin’s money, so I’m afraid that goes down to my account.”
“He ought to thank Heaven fasting. He would probably get to the point of murdering her in less than six months. He doesn’t look far off it now.”
“That’s what worries Penny.”
“Is the child engaged to him?”
“No-just brought up with him. She’s some kind of distant cousin. I don’t see how anyone could love Mrs. Brand and Miss Remington, so it’s all gone to Felix.”
They went on talking.