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THE HOTEL OFF THE INTERSTATE LOOKED LESS threatening today in the blazing-hot sunlight than it had yesterday in the gloom. Now it just seemed antiseptic, institutional-an impersonal place to die. Standing in the parking lot, Melanie let her gaze travel upward once again to that fifth-floor window. She remembered what she’d been thinking looking up from this exact spot yesterday, that anyone could find Rosario. She knew how vulnerable Rosario was, and how afraid. Yet she’d driven away and left it to others to protect her, consigning her to die in this soulless outpost, far from home. The only way to redeem herself in her own eyes was to find Rosario ’s killer and bring him to justice.

Randall had bounded ahead, but Dan noticed her lagging and turned to wait for her. His face was troubled and grave, framed against the backdrop of flashing lights from the emergency vehicles in front of the hospital entrance.

He stretched his hands toward her in supplication. “Please, Melanie…”

“I blame myself more than I blame you.”

He took several steps, closing the gap between them, clasping her shoulders and looking down into her face. “That’s plain wrong! Look, it was somebody’s fault. But it wasn’t mine, and it sure as hell wasn’t yours. There’ll be an inquiry. We’ll find out what happened.”

“We know what happened. She wasn’t properly protected. Whose fault is that? Yours and mine, Dan. We knew she was at risk. We knew that animal was out there. We promised her she’d be safe, and then we left her here.”

“Yes, we left her here. We had to. What were we supposed to do, run the investigation from a fucking motel in Jersey? We had work to do, for Chrissakes!”

“We should have moved her!” she said.

“This guy is good. He would’ve found her anywhere. You know that.”

“How did he find her, Dan? How many hotels are there in spitting distance of the city? A hundred? Two hundred? More? What are the odds he’d find her in this one?”

“Come on, don’t get crazy now. There’s no evidence for what you’re saying.”

She tried to shrug off his hands, but he held her fast. “Let me go. I want to see her.”

“Is that really a good idea?”

“It’s not your choice. Let go, I said.” She pulled free and brushed past him, through the dingy lobby and into the elevator. He raced to catch up.

“I’m just trying to help you,” he said, following her into the elevator.

“You want to help me, get more personnel on this investigation. The three of us can’t go on working this alone. Not if we want to keep our witnesses alive, we can’t.”

“You think I haven’t tried to get more men?” Dan said. “The Bureau doesn’t give a shit about straight homicides in this climate! If there’s no terrorists involved, it’s not their problem.”

“When it was just Jed Benson, fine, I understood that. But Slice struck again. He hasn’t stopped, and he’s not going to.”

“Believe me, I’m on your side. If it were up to me, we’d have ten more guys right this minute. But the Benson case ain’t the only thing going on in this town.”

“So we don’t fit the mission statement this month? Do I need to write some PR memo, spin it better, so somebody pays attention?” Her voice dripped with disgust at herself, at her own performance, at him and his agency. She was remembering Rosario, the mask of fear on her face when they first met, her brave smile once Melanie had convinced her she would be safe. Rosario, who trusted her. And paid the ultimate price for it. They needed to see, to understand what their inattention had done.

Dan sighed. “Okay, look. I’ll make some phone calls as soon as we get upstairs, but I’m not optimistic. I hate to be crass about it, but the times we live in, two victims aren’t enough to get anybody’s attention. I’m just being honest with you.”

Would he make a serious effort to get more personnel, as he promised, or was he merely humoring her? Was she the only one who took this investigation seriously? If necessary, she’d take matters into her own hands. She had no power to assign investigators, but Bernadette could intercede. Bernadette had pull. Yes, she’d speak to Bernadette, ask her to call the FBI and start making demands. They had to listen now, after this, after an innocent woman died on their watch.

THE FIFTH-FLOOR CORRIDOR WAS CROWDED with local cops and hotel employees straining to see into the open door of Rosario ’s room. A stretcher had been pulled across the doorway to block the curious from entering. As Melanie approached, the crew-cut cop from Rommie Ramirez’s squad stepped up to it from inside and whisked it out of the way so she could pass, his eyes hollow. Dan followed, glancing at the cop curiously, his gaze prompting Melanie to wonder herself what Ramirez’ underling was doing here. But as she walked down the narrow entry foyer and looked into the room, any natural thoughts fled her mind.

She absorbed it all in a glance that hit like a punch in the stomach. Rosario ’s severed head stared at her from a spot on the dresser right next to the television, its glazed, empty eyes wide open with surprise. Dried, blackish blood was everywhere-in cascades down the dresser, spattering the walls, in great stains on the pink carpet. The bed looked like tornado wreckage-a riot of bloody covers and pillows, a stiffening arm protruding from beneath a blanket. By the time Melanie snapped her eyelids shut a split second later, multiple images of Rosario ’s violent death were permanently imprinted on her brain. She would carry them to her own grave.

“Oh, Jesus!” Dan exclaimed. He was one step behind her, his words spoken practically into her ear, but they echoed as if from a great distance. Her legs felt leaden, rooted to the floor, while her head felt hot and prickly. The next thing she knew, she was sitting in the same chair she’d sat in yesterday, her head between her knees, breathing into a paper bag somebody had handed her.

“Better?” Dan asked, his hand on her shoulder.

“I think so. Did I faint?”

“Out cold. Lucky I caught you before you hit the floor. Easy does it. Come up nice and slow.”

She lifted her head slowly, taking deep breaths. “I’m seeing stars, but I think it’s okay.” She sat up straight now, focusing on him kneeling in front of her chair so she wouldn’t have to look at the room. “Yeah, I’m okay.”

Holding on to the arms of the chair, she pushed herself to her feet unsteadily.

“C’mon, I’ll take you back to the car,” Dan said, standing up.

“You think I’m stopping after what I just saw? No way! I’m catching this scumbag. I want to talk to the Crime Scene team.”

Dan knew better at this point than to try to stop her. Melanie motioned to Randall, who’d been conferring with a detective by the far window. Randall left him and came over to where she stood with Dan.

“Who’s that? Is he in charge?” Melanie asked him.

“One of the Jersey guys. They haven’t actually touched anything yet. Rosario was discovered by a cleaning lady who called the local cops. They responded a couple hours ago, but when they learned that Rosario was here under our protection, they had the good sense to call us before they did anything else.”

“Some protection,” Melanie said bitterly.

Randall ignored her remark. “Right after the locals arrived, the officer who was detailed to watch the door came back. I just debriefed him before you folks walked in.”

“The guy with the crew cut?” She looked around the room but didn’t see him. He must have left while she was blacked out in the chair.

“Yeah. He’s devastated. More than that, he’s scared, worried about his job.”

“He fucking better be,” Melanie said. She didn’t usually swear like that, but it gave her some relief.

“Don’t prejudge, Melanie,” Randall said. “It really wasn’t his fault. O’Reilly and I have been going around like beggars with our hands out to find people to work this case. Ramirez loaned me this kid. He was watching Amanda Benson yesterday, but she hired private protection, so he freed up.”