“You won’t get any from me.”

She read his face and the circumstances like a headline. “What, you broke up with your baby?”

“Kinda.”

“Don’t get me in the middle of it.”

“I don’t want you in the middle of it.”

“Then why are you sitting here in my nightclub?”

Andy took a deep breath. Looked at Charles something. Long hair and scruffy beard.

“I’m trying to gain cruising altitude,” Andy said. “I thought you were pretty.”

“My sister was pretty. I’m plain.”

“I disagree.”

“Is this about her or me? I want an answer exactly right now.”

Andy studied her. Could lie to her easy enough. Like he’d just lied to the Journal. But he knew the truth would come up and groin him sooner or later. Sooner, by the hard look on Lynette Vonn’s face.

“Both.”

Something then issued behind her hardness. Pride in herself, as separate from her sister. And a pleased acknowledgment that Andy was good enough to sense her separate value.

“I’m better than a lie detector,” said Lynette. “I was bummed you wouldn’t stay with me that night. I liked that you put the blanket on me.”

“And the gun by the Cap’n Crunch?”

“I don’t usually do that. The gun, and that much hash. You’d made me a little nervous.”

Her smile tickled him in a minor way. He felt his anger inch over just a little, like a fat man making room on a bench.

“I’ll move you up when Jesse plays.”

TEN MINUTES later the tiny man onstage stood and bowed. Hardly any applause. He stood there in the stage lights with a wild-eyed glare. Then he slung his guitar over one shoulder and flipped off the audience.

The overly chipper PA voice said, “Let’s hear it for Charles Manson, down from L.A. after recording with the Beach Boys!”

A couple of boos. People getting up, chairs scraping.

“Fuck Orange County!” called out the singer. “You can smell the Birchers a hundred miles away.”

“Smell your BO,” someone called.

More boos then as the little man wrenched himself and his guitar backstage.

Five minutes later Charlie Manson leaned his guitar case on the bar and climbed into the stool next to Andy. Smelled like weed and beer. He curled his legs onto the cushion and sat on them to seem taller.

“You know Lynette?” asked Manson. “I saw you talking to her.”

“She’s a friend.”

“I’m going to get her to take me home tonight,” said Manson.

“I don’t see how.” Andy figured he could provoke tiny Charlie but the singer just smiled.

“Don’t get me wrong,” said Charlie. “Nobody belongs to anybody. That’s just middle-class bullshit. I know another Lynette and she’s a fox, too. This here Lynette’s sister was the beauty queen who got her head lifted. Weird and ugly shit, but life evolves through things like that. Darwin proved it. That’s true about me and the Beach Boys, you know. Dennis Wilson’s a good friend. I cowrote ‘Never Learn Not to Love’ with him. I was going to do it as an encore but fuck these Republicans. You probably heard it on the radio.”

“Once.”

Manson stared at him. Theatrical eyes, glassy and penetrating. Almost made up for how short he was. “You don’t like music?”

“Some of it I do.”

“You like the Monkees? You know, that mod prefab crap they give you on TV?”

“I thought ‘I’m a Believer’ was a good song.”

“A good song? I auditioned for that show. Producers told me I’d have had a part if I was a little younger. I said, Bob, Bert-I can change just about anything but my age. So they gave it to Micky Dolenz.”

“Was that the one with the cap?”

“No, no. That was Nesmith. What are you drinking? Looks expensive. Why don’t you buy me one?”

Andy sensed a straight line to trouble. He had already vowed to prevent Lynette from taking this guy home.

“Sure.”

“Here, take one of these. Be worth something someday.”

Charlie dug into the pocket of his work shirt and handed Andy a guitar pick that said “Charlie Manson” on it.

“I get ’em free from Dennis’s friend.”

LYNETTE MOVED Andy and Charlie closer for the Jesse Black set. Put them at a front table full of girls who squirmed and squealed when Black came onstage. Andy recognized orange-haired Crystal from Black’s crash cottage at Big Red. He nodded to her but her glazed eyes moved across him without registration.

“This guy’s the real thing,” said Charlie. “Gets more chicks than Ringo. He’ll be a star if he can learn how to sing. Sounds like he’s got toilet paper stuck in his throat sometimes.”

Black played four songs with just his guitar or piano, then brought out a band. Andy sensed less melancholy in the music than he had at the Sandpiper two nights after Janelle was murdered. Faster stuff now, driving and sexual and funny. Songs about the road and the groupies and the loneliness you got used to.

They closed with a rocker called “Hit the Highway,” and let the crowd call them back for a happily chaotic version of “Louie, Louie” sung in Spanish. They waved and disappeared again but the crowd stood and yelled them out for one more.

This time it was just Black and his guitar for “Imagine You.”

“Gives me goose bumps,” said Manson. “It’s about Lynette’s sister.”

It gave Andy goose bumps, too. “Don’t take Lynette home tonight,” he said.

“Why not?”

“Because I’ll kick the shit out of you if you try.”

“That’s bourgeoisie bullshit, man.”

“It’ll still hurt.”

ANDY SAT in the back at the bar for the second show. Had several more drinks than he should have. Saw the pay phones back by the rest rooms and thought about calling Teresa at home. She had probably noticed his things missing by now. Probably put them together with Seven Seas time. Probably hopped over to Chas’s place to celebrate. Thought about calling Meredith but didn’t do that, either.

He called Katy for a report on Nick. Nick was stable and talking. She’d brought the children home that afternoon. Katy went on at length about the miracle that the Lord had worked through David. A priest from a local parish had actually come by to view him. Nick, that is. Like he was a shroud or a bleeding crucifix or something. Andy listened to her and watched the room undulate. Saw dinky Charlie still up there with the Black girls, chattering away while they tried to ignore him.

He called Bay Hospital for a report on Bonnett. Stable and improving. He called Lobdell because he thought the detective would like to know that the elaborate lie he’d written for tomorrow’s Journal was finished and filed.

Lobdell grunted. Said the sooner they could all forget about it the better, and hung up.

After the show Andy waited outside for Lynette. The crowd surged into the fresh air, bleary-eyed and rich with the smells of smoke and alcohol. It was almost midnight and a light fog had settled. The cars on Coast Highway looked to be in slow motion. Andy saw he could easily run out there. Dodge them like a matador and never get hit. Use his shirt for a capa. Beyond the sluggish cars he saw the pier vanishing into the mist. The lights receding out to sea. Only the alcohol and a waning lust for trouble kept him on his feet.

Charlie came out with Lynette and two of the Black fans. Strutted across the parking lot with a big smile on his face. Dwarfed by the women. Even his guitar case seemed unusually large.

“We’re off to Lynette’s for a party,” said Charlie. “You ought to come with us.”

“I told you not to,” said Andy.

“Then out of my way, you dumb prick.”

It was like everything he hated happening at once: Clay and JFK, and how he’d treated Meredith, and Janelle in the packinghouse, and the thing Dessinger made him write about Nick, and the Stoltzes and their Orange Sunshine, and what was happening to his parents, and the eighteen thousand dead just like Clay and more dying every day, and destroying the village in order to save it, and the big Lobdell lie, and Seven Seas time. A convergence of everything he despised and wished he could change and knew he never could.