I said, "Yes. It is, isn't it?"

Lucy answered the door in jeans and a soft red jersey top and dangling turquoise earrings, and I thought in that moment that I had never before been in the presence of a woman who looked so lovely. My heart pounded, hard and with great intensity. She said, "I'm glad that you could come."

I held up the bottles. "I didn't know what we were having."

She smiled and looked at the labels. "Oh, these are wonderful. Thank you."

She showed me into the kitchen. The kitchen was bright, but only a single light burned in the family room, and Janis Ian was on the stereo. Lucy and her home and the atmosphere within it seemed to have a kind of hyperreality, as if I had stepped into a photograph featured in Better Homes amp; Gardens, and I wondered how much of it was real and how much was just me. I said, "It smells terrific."

"I have rumaki in the oven for an appetizer, and I'm making roast duck with black cherry sauce for dinner. I hope that's okay."

I said, "Wow."

"I was having a glass of wine. Would you join me?" A bottle of Johannesburg Riesling was on the counter near a mostly empty wineglass. The bottle was mostly empty, too.

"Please."

"Why don't we save your wine for dinner and have the Riesling now."

"Sounds good." She seemed to be moving as carefully around me as I was around her.

I opened the merlot to let it breathe while she brought out another glass and poured. I said, "Is there anything I can do to help?"

"Everything's done except for the cherry sauce. Why don't you sit at the counter and bring me up to date about Jodi while I do that."

Lucy opened a can of black pitted cherries and poured them into a saucepan with lemon juice and port and a lot of sugar, and then put the pan over a low fire. I told her how I had given Jodi the tour of Eunice and Ville Platte and how Jodi had introduced herself to Edith Boudreaux and what had happened when they met. Lucy nodded every once in a while and frowned when I got to the part about Jodi steaming into Edith's dress shop while there were customers, but mostly she sipped at her wine and concentrated on her cherry sauce. Nervous, I thought. Distracted. She finished her glass of wine and refilled it and added a drop to mine. The Riesling bottle was empty, and I'd only had one glass. I wondered how long she'd been working at it. I said, "I think the rumaki's burning."

She said, "Oh, damn," and took the rumaki from the oven. The rumaki were little bits of water chestnut wrapped in bacon and held together with toothpicks. The toothpicks were black and smoking, and a couple of the rumaki were overdone, but mostly they were fine. She put them on the stove.

I said, "I like them like that."

She smiled lamely and had another belt of the wine.

I said, "Are you okay?"

She put down the wineglass and looked at me. She'd been working at it, all right. "I really like you."

Something clutched in my stomach. "I like you too."

She nodded and looked at the rumaki. She began taking them off the cooking pan and arranging them on a serving plate. I was breathing faster, and I tried to take it easy and slow the breathing. "Lucy?"

She finished arranging the rumaki and put the little plate on the counter between us. She said, "Would you please eat one of these things and tell me that it's wonderful."

I ate one. "They're wonderful."

She did not look happy.

"They're great. I mean it."

She drank more wine. I was breathing so fast that I thought my head might fill with blood and explode. I put my hand across the counter and she put her hand into mine. I said, "It's okay."

She shook her head.

I said, "It's going to be fine."

She took her hand back and walked across the big kitchen, and then she came back again. She put both hands flat on the counter and looked directly at me and said, "I'm drunk."

"Big secret."

She frowned. "Don't laugh at me."

"If I don't laugh at something I'm going to have a stroke."

She said, "When you went back to Los Angeles I realized how much I was liking you. I don't want to be involved with a man who lives two thousand miles away. I was mad at you for going. I got mad at you for coming back. Why'd you have to come back?"

The blood seemed to be rushing through my head, and my ears were ringing and I was blinking.

She said, "I have this rule. I don't get involved with people I work with. I'm feeling very confused and stupid and I don't like it."

I got a handle on the breathing, but I couldn't do anything about the ears. I looked at the table in the dining area. Candles. Elegant seating for two. I said, "Where's Ben?"

"I sent him to sleep over at a friend's."

I stared at her and she stared back.

She said, "Jesus Christ, what kind of lousy detective are you? Do I have to draw you a map?"

I looked at the table and then I looked at the wine and then I looked at the rumaki. I went around the counter and into the kitchen and I said, "Help me detect some coffee." I started opening cabinets.

She waved her arms. "I just offered myself to you and you want coffee?"

I found a jar of Folger's Mountain Grown. I started looking for cups. "We're going to have coffee. We're going to eat." I found cups. I looked for a spoon so I could fix the goddamned coffee. "I do not want you to go to bed with me if you have to get drunk to do it!" I stopped all the slamming around and looking and turned back to her. "Do you understand that?"

Lucy opened her mouth, then closed it. She put one hand to the side of her head, then lowered it. She nodded, then thought for a moment, and then she shook her head, confused. "Is this some kind of male power trip or something?"

"Of course. Isn't that why men do everything?" I think I was yelling.

Lucy grew calm. "Please don't yell."

I felt the way I had when I'd lied to the Ville Platte librarian.

She crossed the kitchen and took my face in both her hands. She said, "I think the coffee is a good idea. Thank you."

I nodded. "You are absolutely beautiful."

She smiled.

"You are all that I think about. You have filled my heart."

She closed her eyes, and then she put her head against my chest.

We had the coffee, and then we had the duck. We sat on the couch in the dim family room and we listened to Janis Ian and we held hands. At a quarter to ten she made a phone call and asked how Ben was doing and then she wished him a good night. When she hung up she came back into the family room and said, "Watch this."

She stood with her feet together, held out her arms, then closed her eyes and touched her nose with her right index finger. She giggled when she did it, then opened her eyes. "Do I pass, officer?"

I picked her up and carried her to her bedroom. I said, "Ask me that in the morning."

"Studly, you probably won't last until morning."