Ashley thinks he’s gone.
She did not believe this.
But she could not see one piece of concrete evidence that he had returned.
She heard voices, and she saw the girls on her team waving, running drills, and talking together, gathered in the center of the practice field. She reached for the whistle on a lanyard around her neck, then decided to let the fun continue for a minute or two longer. Being young goes by so fast, they should enjoy every moment. Except she knew that it was not in the nature of the young to ever understand this.
She sighed, blew her whistle, and decided that she would speak with her mother and with Ashley daily, just to make sure everything was all right. She wondered why Sally and Scott were not doing the same.
Sally stared at the headline in the afternoon paper and felt the blood drain from her face. She devoured every word of the series of stories, then reread them all, memorizing details. EX-COP FOUND MURDERED ON CITY STREET. When she placed the paper down, she noticed that her hands were covered with black newsprint. She eyed them, as if surprised, then realized that her palms had grown so sweaty while she was reading that the ink on the pages had melded onto her fingers.
KILLING CALLED “EXECUTION-STYLE.” The words seemed to trail after her, shouting for attention. POLICE EYE ORGANIZED CRIME CONNECTION.
The first thing she told herself was, This has nothing to do with Ashley.
She rocked back, as if someone had slammed her hard in the stomach. It has everything to do with Ashley.
Her first instinct was to call someone. As a lawyer, she had met any number of other attorneys connected with the county prosecutor’s office. Surely one of them would have more details. Some inside information that would tell her what she needed to know. She reached for her Rolodex with one hand and the phone with the other, then stopped herself. What are you doing?
She took a deep breath. Do not invite someone to scrutinize your life. Any prosecutor even vaguely connected to Murphy’s murder would ask her far many more questions than he would provide answers to her questions. By making that call, she would inject herself and her troubles into a mix that she wasn’t at all sure she wanted to be part of.
Sally coughed. She had sent Murphy off to deal with Michael O’Connell. He had reported back successfully. Problem solved. Everyone safe. Ashley could get on with her life. And then, a short time later, Murphy is dead. It didn’t make sense to her. It was like seeing a famous mathematician, an Einstein, write 2 + 2 = 5 on a chalkboard and not hear a single voice raised in correction.
She seized the newspaper and reread every word for a third time.
Nothing suggested that Michael O’Connell had had anything to do with it.
It was professionally handled. Clearly some really bad guys that had crossed paths with Murphy were to blame. The killing went far beyond the capacity of a mechanic, computer nut, occasional college student, and minor-league criminal like Michael O’Connell, Sally insisted to herself. Really, it had nothing to do with them in the slightest, and for her to imagine otherwise was a mistake.
She leaned back in her desk chair, breathing hard.
No, we’re all safe. It’s just a coincidence. His death had nothing to do with their situation. After all, she had selected Murphy in the first place because of his willingness to skirt the niceties of the law. And he had undoubtedly done far worse, in his other cases, creating enemies wherever he went. One had finally caught up with him. That had to be it.
She exhaled slowly. No, the real problem was that whatever threats Murphy had made to O’Connell to keep him in line had now evaporated. That was the biggest danger they faced. That was assuming that Michael O’Connell even knew about Murphy’s murder and would then see it for the opportunity it presented.
Big assumptions, she told herself. Still, she reached for the phone again.
She hated to do it, hated that it would make her seem somehow inadequate, that she had failed to handle her part of the job properly, but she realized that she still needed to call her ex-husband.
Sally dialed Scott’s number and realized that she was sweating once again.
“Have you seen the paper?” Sally asked abruptly.
When Scott heard Sally’s voice on the line, his first reaction was irritation.
“The New York Times?” he replied briskly, knowing that that wasn’t the paper she meant.
This was the sort of oblique answer that made Sally want to strangle Scott.
“No. The local paper.”
“No. Why?”
“There is a front-page story, stories actually, about the murder of an ex-police detective in Springfield.”
“Yes. Tragic, I’m sure. So what?”
“He’s the private investigator I sent to see Michael O’Connell, right when you were arranging to get Ashley out of Boston. He did his thing a few days after you managed her disappearance.”
“His thing…?”
“I didn’t ask too many questions. And he didn’t volunteer any. For obvious reasons.”
Scott hesitated. “And this has precisely what to do with us and Ashley?”
Sally was quick to reply, “Probably nothing. Probably just coincidence. Probably just a really bad but totally unconnected series of events. The detective reported that he’d met with O’Connell and we wouldn’t have any more troubles. And then he gets himself killed. It has taken me aback, a bit. I can’t be certain that it has anything to do with anything. But I thought you should at least be aware. I mean, it probably changes the situation, somehow.”
“So,” Scott said, speaking in well-modulated classroom tones, “are you suggesting that we might have a problem? Damn it, I thought we had worked this whole thing out. I thought we’d put that son of a bitch behind us for good.”
“I don’t know. Do we have a problem? I doubt it. I was just trying to inform you of a detail that might be relevant.”
“Well, look, Ashley’s still up in Vermont, safe and sound with Hope’s mother. It seems to me that her next step-our next step-is to get her into a new graduate program, down in New York City, or maybe across the country in San Francisco, someplace new. I know that she has this affection for Boston, but we’ve agreed that starting fresh is the right idea. So she whiles away some time in Vermont, watching the leaves turn and getting snowed on, and then gets started anew in the spring semester. End of story. We should be proceeding with that sort of scenario, and not getting terribly bent out of shape at every little thing.”
Sally gritted her teeth. She hated being lectured to.
“Chimera,” she said.
“I beg your pardon?”
“A mythological beast of terrifying proportions that wasn’t really there.”
“Yes. And?”
“Just a way of looking at this. An academic way,” Sally said, to irritate Scott, something she knew she shouldn’t do, but found herself doing. Relationships that fail have certain addictions, and this was one of those for the two of them.
“Well, perhaps. Regardless, let’s just move ahead. We need to collect Ashley’s academic records so she can reapply to graduate schools, even if she has to start on a part-time basis. Best if you or I do that, not her. Better to have them mailed to us than to Vermont.”
“I will do that. I’ll use the office address.” Sally hung up the phone, as irritated as ever, reminded that she knew her ex-husband perfectly. He had not changed in years, not since she’d first met him and not by anything that had happened since. He was as predictable as ever.
She was still at her desk. She looked out and saw that darkness had overcome the last light of the day, and even the shadows had turned black.
Michael O’Connell watched the same shadows lengthen from his vantage point beneath a wide oak tree less than half a block from Sally and Hope’s house. He could feel a quickening within him, almost as if he could sense how much closer he was to Ashley. Up and down the block, he could see lights start to blink on. Every few moments a car would swing up the roadway, its headlights sweeping across the lawns. He could see some activity in kitchens, as dinners were prepared, and the softer, metallic glow of television sets turned on.