Father Grozdik smiled and shifted himself slightly in his seat, and then replied humorlessly. "Yes. Good guess, Peter. Or did you spot the class ring?" He held up his hand and displayed a large, gold ring that caught some light coming through the window. Peter realized that the priest had positioned himself in such a way that the Cardinal could watch Peter's reactions to questions without Peter being able to turn and see how the Cardinal was responding.

"It's a curious matter, isn't it, Peter?" Father Grozdik asked, his voice remaining flat and cold.

"Curious, Father?"

"Perhaps curious is not the correct word, Peter. Intellectually intriguing might be a better way of thinking of the dilemma you are in. Existential, almost. Have you studied psychology much, Peter? Or philosophy, perhaps?"

"No. I studied killing. When I was in the service. How to kill and how to save people from being killed. And after I came home, I studied fires. How to put them out. And how to set them. Surprisingly, I didn't find these two courses of study to be all that different."

Father Grozdik smiled and nodded. "Yes. Peter the Fireman, or so I understand you are called. But surely you are aware that are some aspects to your situation that transcend simple interpretations."

"Yes," Peter said. "I am aware."

The priest leaned forward. "Do you think much about evil, Peter?"

"Evil, Father?"

"Yes. The presence upon this earth of forces that can only best be explained by a sense of evil."

Peter hesitated, then nodded. "Yes. I have spent a good deal of time considering it. You can't have traveled to the places I have without being aware that evil has a place in the world."

"Yes. War and destruction. Certainly these are arenas where evil has a free hand. It interests you? Intellectually, perhaps?"

Peter shrugged, as if to display a certain nonchalance about the questions, but inwardly he was marshaling all his powers of concentration. He did not know in what direction the priest was going to turn the conversation, but he was wary. He kept his mouth shut.

Father Grozdik hesitated, then asked, "Tell me Peter, what you have done… do you consider it evil?"

Peter paused, then said, "Are you asking for a confession, Father? And I mean the sort of confession that usually requires a Miranda warning. Not a confession booth statement, because I am relatively certain that there is no number of Our Fathers or Hail Marys, there's no perfect act of contrition that would constitute an adequate penance for my behavior."

Father Grozdik did not smile, nor did he seem particularly unsettled by Peter's response. He was a measured man, very cold and direct, Peter thought, which stood in contrast to the oblique nature of the questions he had. A dangerous man, and a difficult adversary, Peter believed. The problem was, he did not know for certain whether the priest was an adversary. Most likely. But that didn't explain why he was there. "No, Peter," the priest said flatly. "Not either sort of confession. Let me put you at ease on one score…" He said this in a manner that Peter recognized was designed to do the opposite. "… Nothing you say here today is going to be used against you in a court of law."

"Another court, then, perhaps?" Peter replied, with a slight mocking tone. The priest did not respond to the bait.

"We're all judged ultimately, are we not, Peter?"

"That remains to be seen, doesn't it?"

"As do all the answers to all sorts of mysteries. But evil, Peter…"

"All right, Father," Peter said. "Then the answer to your first question is yes. I believe that much of what I have done is evil. When you examine it, from one perspective, which would be the Church's perspective, it seems pretty clear. It is why I am here, and why I will go to prison in short order. Probably for the rest of my life. Or damn close to it."

Father Grozdik seemed to assess this statement, and then he asked, "But my suspicion, Peter, is that you are not telling me the truth. That no, deep within, you do not think that what you did was truly evil. Or that you think that when you set that fire, you intended to use one evil to erase another. Perhaps that is a bit closer to the truth."

Peter did not want to reply to this. He let silence fill the room.

The priest bent forward a little. "Would it not be fair to say that you believe that your actions were wrong, on one moral plane. But right upon another?"

Peter could feel sweat under his arms and forming at the back of his neck.

"I'm not sure I want to be talking about this," he said.

The priest looked down and examined some papers, flipping through them rapidly until he seemed to find what he was searching for, examine it, then lift his eyes back to Peter with another question. "Do you recall the first thing you told the police when they arrived at your mother's house? And, I might add, discovered you sitting on a step with your can of gasoline and matches in hand."

"Actually, I used a lighter."

"Of course. I stand corrected. And you told them?"

"You seem to have the police report in front of you."

"Do you recall saying, "This evens things up," before they arrested you?"

"I do."

"Perhaps you could explain that to me."

"Father Grozdik," Peter said bluntly. "I suspect you would not be here if you did not already know the answer to that question."

The priest seemed to glance sideways, toward the Cardinal, but Peter wasn't able to see what the Cardinal did. He guessed some slight hand motion, or a nod of the head. It was only a small moment, but something turned right then.

"I do, Peter. At least, I believe I do. Tell me this, then, the priest that died in the fire, did you know him?"

"Father Connolly? No. I had never met him. In fact, I didn't really know all that much about him. Except, of course, for one salient detail. I'm afraid that after I returned home from Vietnam, my churchgoing days were, shall we say, limited. You know, Father, you see a lot of cruelty and dying and senselessness, and you start to wonder where God is. Hard to not have a crisis of faith, or however you want to put it."

"So, you burned down a church and with it a priest…"

"I didn't know he was there," Peter said. "And I didn't realize there were others inside, as well. I thought the church was empty. I called out, and knocked on some doors. Just bad luck, I guess. Like I said, I thought it was empty."

"It wasn't. And, to be frank, Peter, I am not sure I believe you on this score. How hard were those knocks? How loud were your warnings? One man dies, three are injured. Scarred."

"Yes. And I shall go to prison, as soon as my little sojourn here in the hospital is completed."

"And you say you didn't know the priest…"

"But, Father, I knew of him."

"And what is it you are saying?"

"How much do you need to know, Father? Perhaps it is not me that you should be speaking to. But my nephew. The altar boy. And maybe a few of his friends "

Father Grozdik held up his hand, stopping Peter in mid-sentence. "We have spoken with a number of parishioners. Much information has come our way, in the aftermath of the fire."

"Well, then, I suspect you already know that whatever tears were shed over Father Connolly's unfortunate death, they are far fewer than those that have been shed, and still remain to be shed, by my nephew and some of his friends."

"So you took it upon yourself…"

Peter finally felt a surge of rage, familiar, neglected, but rage not unlike what he'd felt when he'd heard his nephew's quavering voice describe what had happened to him. He leaned forward and stared harshly at Father Grozdik and said, "No one would do anything. I knew that, Father, just as I know that spring follows the winter, and summer precedes the fall. With absolute certainty. So I did what I did because I knew no one else would do anything. Certainly not you and the Cardinal, there. And the police? No chance. You wonder about evil, Father. Well, there's a little less evil in this world now, because I set that fire. And maybe when you add it all up, it was wrong. But maybe, it wasn't either. So, to hell with you, Father, because I don't care. I'm going to leave, now. And when these doctors figure out I'm not crazy, they can send me off to prison and throw away the key, and all will be back in balance, won't it? A perfect equilibrium, Father. A man dies. The man who kills him goes off to prison. Drop the curtain. Everyone else can get on with their lives."