Before long, the stunning figure of her was covered with a blanket of ivy leaves. When he was finished, he stepped back from the board. “I tried sex once. And it didn’t work out.”
“Why not?” she asked in a tight voice.
“It wasn’t right. It wasn’t a good choice. I stopped.”
There was a pause and then a shuffling sound as she got off the table. “Just as it was now with me.”
He spun around. “No, that isn’t-”
“You stopped, didn’t you. You chose not to go on.”
“Cormia, it’s not that-”
“Who are you saving yourself for?” Her eyes were smart as hell as she looked at him. “Or is it more like what? Is it the fantasy you have of Bella? Is that what’s stopping you? If it is, I feel sorry for the Chosen. But if the celibacy is to keep yourself insulated and safe, I feel sorry for you. That strength is a lie.”
She was right. Fuck him, but she was so right.
Cormia coiled up her hair and regarded him with a queen’s dignity as she pinned it in place. “I’m going back to the Sanctuary. I wish you well.”
As she turned away, he jogged over to her. “Cormia, wait-”
She took her arm away when he tried to take it. “Why should I wait? What precisely is going to change? Nothing. Go be with the others. If you can. And if you can’t, you need to step down so someone else can be the strength the race needs.”
She clapped the door shut behind her.
Standing in the empty classroom, with the wizard’s laughter ringing in his ears, Phury closed his eyes and felt the world shrink down all around him until his past and his present and his future were choking him of breath… turning him into one of the statues in his family’s overgrown, dead garden.
That strength is a lie…
In the silence that surrounded him, her words just kept replaying in his head, over and over again.
Chapter Thirty-three
"This is just a club,” the Omega’s son said, his voice at once defeated and annoyed.
Mr. D turned off the Focus’s wheezer of an engine and looked over. “Yup. And we’re going to get you what you need here.”
They’d been driving around aimlessly for quite a while, because the Omega’s son couldn’t stop throwing up. The last heaving session had been about forty minutes ago, though, so Mr. D was pretty sure things had done settled some. Hard to know whether the pukin’ were because of what the son had had to do or on account of his induction. Either way, Mr. D had taken care of him, even holding the son’s head up at one point, because the guy had been too weak to do it himself.
Screamer’s was the right place for them to be hauntin’. Even though the son of the Evil wouldn’t be able to eat or have sex, there was one sure thing they would find here: drunken human males what could be used as punching bags.
Tired and overwrought as the son was, he had power in his veins, power that needed to be triggered. The club and its idiots were the gun. The son was the bullet.
And a fight would revive things real good. “Come on, now,” Mr. D said, getting out.
“This is bullshit.” The words mighta sounded strong, but the tone was still that of a guy whose grain silo was empty.
“It ain’t.” Mr. D walked around, opened the son’s door, and helped him out. "Y’all gotta trust me.”
They walked across the street to the club, and when the bouncer at the head of the wait line glared at Mr. D, he slipped the big man a fifty, which got them in.
“We gonna just have a hang-around,” Mr. D said as he took them through the crowd and over to the bar.
All through the club, hard-core rap thumped, while women dressed in bits of leather paraded by on cock patrol and men glared at one another.
He knew he’d done right when the son’s eyes rifle-sighted a group of college-y guys who was barking loudly and sucking back hot sauce in martini glasses.
“Yup, we just havin’ ourselves a little breather,” Mr. D said with satisfaction.
The bartender came by. “Whatchu want?”
Mr. D smiled. “Nothing for us-”
“Shot of Patrón,” the son said.
As the bartender went off, Mr. D leaned in. “You can’t eat no more. No drinking ’n’ no sex neither.”
The son’s pale eyes shot over to him. “What? Are you fucking kidding me?”
“No, suh, that’s the way-”
“Yeah, fuck that.” When the shot glass came down for a landing, the son said to the bartender, “Start a tab.”
Lash tossed back the tequila while glaring at Mr. D.
Mr. D shook his head and started scouting for the bathroom. Yeah, boy, when he’d tried the food routine he’d ended up hurling for an hour, and hadn’t they already done enough of that tonight?
“Where’s my second,” Lash barked out to the bartender.
Mr. D swiveled his head back around. The Omega’s son was standing there, happy as you please, tapping his fingers on the bar. The second shot came. Then the third.
After the fourth was ordered, Lash’s pale eyes slid over, aggression flaring in them. “So what was this about no eating and no drinking?”
Mr. D couldn’t decide whether he was looking at a bomb about to go off… or a miracle. No lessers were able to take food and drink once they’d been turned. The Omega’s black blood nourished them and was incompatible with anything else. All they needed to survive was a couple of hours of rest every day.
“I guess you is different,” Mr. D said with respect in his voice.
“Damn straight I am,” the son muttered, and then ordered a hamburger.
As the guy ate and drank, you could see the color come back into his face and the spaced-out look get replaced by confidence. And while watching that hamburger and fries and all that tequila go down into Lash’s gullet, Mr. D had to wonder whether the son would pale out as the rest of the lessers did. The regular rules were clearly not applying here.
“And what is this shit about no sex?” the son said as he wiped his mouth on a black paper napkin.
“We is impotent. You know, can’t get-”
“I know what it means, Professor.”
The son eyed a blond loose goose at the end of the bar. The woman was no one Mr. D would have had the guts to go after, even if he’d been able to get it up. With her Play-boy body and her prom-queen face, he woulda given her a pass as out of his league. Not that she’d have noticed him to begin with.
She noticed the son, though, and the way she were looking at the guy made Mr. D measure his new boss right careful. Lash was a handsome sonofa, true ’nough, with his cropped blond hair and his chiseled face and those gray eyes. And he had the kind of body the women done go for, big and muscled, his torso an inverted triangle sitting on his hips, ready for all kinds of action.
It dawned on Mr. D that if they was still in school, he’d be proud to be seen with the son. And likely on the outs with the kind of people the son hung with.
But this weren’t school, and Lash needed him. Knew it, too.
The girl across the way smiled at the son, picked the cherry out of her blue drink, and swirled her pink tongue around the dangler.
You could kind of imagine her doing that to a set of balls and Mr. D had to look away. Oh, yes’m, he’da been blushing right good if he’d still been human. He’d always been a blusher when it came to girls.
The son shifted off his bar stool. “No food. No sex. Yeah, right. Wait here, motherfucker.”
The son turned away and headed for the woman.
As Mr. D got left at the bar with an empty shot glass and a plate with smudges of ketchup and grease on it, he supposed he’d done good. He’d wanted to get the Omega’s son thinking about something other than slaughtering his vampire parents… he’d just figured it was going to be a good fistfight.
Instead, the son had a nice little meal and got hisself some booze. And was now going to top things off by banging the experience out of his memory.