Except his heart, of course. To be beaten by your own brother-
Shut it, you pantywaist, he told himself.
“So I’m just fine, right, Doc?”
“How long were you out cold?”
He frowned, that vision from the Fade suddenly swooping down out of his memory like a black crow. God… had he died?
“Ah… I have no idea how long. And I didn’t see anything while I was out. It was just blackness, you know… I was down for the count.” No way he was talking about that little all-natural acid trip. “But I’m good, you know-”
“I’m going to have to disagree with you there. Your heart rate’s high, your blood pressure is low, and I don’t like that belly of yours.”
“It’s just a little sore.”
“I’m worried something’s ruptured.”
Great. “I’ll be fine.”
“And your medical degree is from where?” Doc Jane smiled, and he laughed a little. “I’d like to give you an ultrasound, but Havers’s clinic got hit tonight.”
“What?”
“What?” Blay asked at the same time.
“I assumed you knew.”
“Were there survivors?” Blay asked.
“Lash is missing.”
While the implications of that little news flash sank in, Jane reached into her bag of goodies and took out a sealed needle and a vial with a rubber top. “I’m going to give you something for the pain. And don’t worry,” she said wryly, “it’s not Demerol.”
“Why, is Demerol bad?”
“For vampires? Yes.” She rolled her eyes. “Trust me.”
“Whatever you think sounds good.”
When she was finished shooting him up, she said, “This should last you a couple of hours, but I plan to be back way before that.”
“Dawn must be close, huh.”
“Yup, so we’re going to have to move fast. There’s a temporary clinic set up-”
"I can’t go there,” he said. "I can’t… That would not be a good call.”
Blay nodded. “We need to keep his whereabouts on the DL. He’s not safe anywhere right now.”
Doc Jane’s eyes narrowed. After a moment, she said, “Okay. Then I’ll figure out where I can get you what you need in a more private setting. In the meantime, I don’t want you to move from this bed. And no eating or drinking, in case I have to go in.”
As Doc Jane packed up her Marcus-whoever-he-was bag, Qhuinn counted the number of people who wouldn’t have come near him, much less try to treat his injuries.
“Thank you,” he said in a small voice.
“My pleasure.” She put her hand on his shoulder and squeezed. “I’m going to fix you. Bet your life on it.”
In that moment, as he looked into her dark green eyes, he honestly believed she could fix the whole wide world, and the wave of relief that washed over him was as if someone had tucked a soft blanket all around his body. Shit, whether it was the fact that his life was in capable hands or the result of whatever she’d pumped into his arm, he didn’t really care. He’d take the easing where he found it.
“I feel sleepy.”
“That’s my plan.”
Doc Jane went over and whispered to Blay for a moment… and though the guy tried to hide his reaction, his eyes widened.
Ah, so he was in deep shit, Qhuinn thought.
After the doc left, he didn’t bother to ask what had been said, because there was no way Blay was going to go there. His face was a closed cupboard.
But there was still plenty of other stuff to cover, thanks to the shit storm they were all in. “What did you tell your parents?” Qhuinn asked.
“You don’t have to worry about a thing.”
In spite of the exhaustion that was dragging at him, he shook his head. “Tell me.”
“You don’t-”
“You tell me… or I’m going to get up and start doing fucking Pilates.”
“Whatever. You’ve always said that was for pansies.”
“Fine. Jujitsu. Talk before I pass out, would you?”
Blay took a Corona out of the little fridge. “My parents guessed it was us coming in. They’re just back from the glymera’s big party. So Lash’s folks must be finding out now.”
Fuck. “You tell them… about me?”
“Yeah, and they want you to stay.” The beer made a gasping sound as Blay opened it. “We’re just not going to say anything to anybody. There’ll be speculation about where you’ve gone, but it’s not like the glymera’s going to do a house search for you, and our doggen are discreet.”
“I’m only staying today.”
“Look, my parents love you, and they’re not going to toss you out on your ass. They know what Lash was like, and they also know your parents.” Blay stopped there, but the tone he’d used added a lot of adjectives to the words.
Prejudicial, judgmental, cruel…
“I’m no one’s burden.” Qhuinn glowered. “Not yours. Not anyone’s.”
“It’s not a burden, though.” Blay’s eyes dropped to the floor. “I just have my parents and me. Who do you think I’d go to if something bad happened? John and you are all I have in this world apart from my mom and dad. The two of you are my family.”
“Blay, I’m going to jail.”
“We don’t have any jails, so you’re going to need a place to be under house arrest in.”
“And you don’t think that’ll be public record? You don’t think I’ll have to disclose where I stay?”
Blay swallowed half his beer, got out his phone, and started texting. “Listen, can you stop playing spot-the-obstacle? We’re going to have enough problems of our own without you pulling more out of your ass. We’ll figure a way for you to stay here, okay?”
There was a beep.
“See? John agrees.” Blay flashed the screen, which read, GREAT IDEA on it, then polished off his beer with the satisfied expression of a male who had sorted out both his basement and his garage. “This is all going to be fine.”
Qhuinn eyed his friend through lids that had become heavy as tile roofs. “Yeah.”
As he passed out, his last thought was that, sure, things were going to work out… just not how Blay had it planned.
Chapter Twenty-two
LASH, son of the Omega, was reborn on a scream that ripped out of his throat.
In confused madness, he returned to the world as he had come into it twenty-five years before: naked and gasping and bloodied, only this time his body was that of a full-grown male, not an infant.
His quick moment of conscious awareness passed fast, and then he was in agony, his veins filled with acid, every inch of him corroding from the inside out. He put his hands on his stomach, jacked over to the side, and threw up black bile onto a worn wooden floor. Too consumed by the retching, he didn’t bother to wonder where he was or what had happened or why he was voiding stuff that looked like old crankcase oil.
In the midst of the swirling disorientation and the crippling heaves and a blind panic he couldn’t control, a savior reached out to him. A hand smoothed down his back and stroked him over and over again, the warm palm falling into a rhythm that slowed his racing heart and calmed his head and eased his stomach. When he could, he rolled onto his back again.
In the midst of a blurry visual field, a black translucent figure came into focus. Its face was ethereal, a vision of male beauty in the bloom of its early twenties, but the malevolence behind the shadowy eyes made the visage horrible.
The Omega. It had to be the Omega.
This was the Evil his religion and folklore and training had described.
Lash started to scream again, but the shadowed hand reached out to him and gently touched his arm. He calmed.
Home, Lash thought. I am home.
His head flickered in hysteria at the conviction. He was not home. He was… Sure as hell he’d never seen this decrepit room before.
Where the fuck was he?
“Be of ease,” the Omega murmured. “It shall all come back to you.”
And it did, in a rush. He saw the locker room at the training center… and John, that frickin’ pansy, getting all freaked out when his dirty little secret was exposed. Then it was the two of them pounding it out until… Qhuinn… Qhuinn had sliced his throat open.