«Jubal,» Madame Vesant called out, «soup's on!»

Jubal returned to his place, found eggs-on-horseback, orange juice, and other choice items. Becky patted his thigh. «A fine prayer meeting, me bucko.»

«Woman, back to your horoscopes!»

«Which reminds me, dearie, I want to know the exact instant of your birth.»

«Uh, I was born on three successive days. They had to handle me in sections.»

Becky made a rude answer. «I'll find out.»

«The courthouse burned down when I was three. You can't.»

«There are ways. Want to bet?»

«You keep heckling me and you'll find you're not too big to spank. How've you been, girl?»

«What do you think? How do I look?»

«Healthy. A bit spread in the butt. You've touched up your hair.»

«I have not. I quit using henna months ago. Get with it, pal, and we'll get rid of that white fringe you've got. Replace it with a lawn.»

«Becky, I refuse to grow younger. I came by my decrepitude the hard way and I propose to enjoy it. Quit prattling and let a man eat.»

«Yes, sir. You old goat.»

Jubal was just leaving as the Man from Mars came in.«Father! Oh, Jubal!» Mike hugged and kissed him.

Jubal gently unwound him. «Be your age, son. Sit down and enjoy your breakfast. I'll sit with you.»

«I didn't come here for breakfast, I came looking for you. We'll find a place and talk.»

«All right.»

They went to an unoccupied living room, Mike pulling Jubal by the hand like an excited small boy welcoming his favorite grandparent. Mike picked a big chair for Jubal and sprawled on a couch near him. They were on the side of the wing having the private landing flat; high French windows opened to it. Jubal got up to shift his chair so that he would not be facing the light; he was mildly annoyed to find that the chair shifted itself — remote control over objects was a labor-saver and probably a money-saver (certainly on laundry! — his spaghetti-splashed shirt had been so fresh that he had put it on again), and obviously to be preferred to the blind balkiness of mechanical gadgets. Nevertheless Jubal was not used to telecontrol done without wires or waves; it startled him the way horseless carriages had disturbed decent, respectable horses about the time Jubal was born.

Duke came in and served brandy. Mike said, «Thanks, Cannibal. Are you the new butler?»

«Somebody has to do it, Monster. You've got every brain in the place slaving away over a hot microphone.»

«Well, they'll be through in a couple of hours and you can revert to your usual lecherous sloth. The job is done, Cannibal. Pau. Thirty. Ended.»

«The whole damn Martian language in one lump? Monster, I had better check you for burned-out capacitors.»

«Oh, no! Only the primer knowledge that I have — had, I mean; my brain's an empty sack. Highbrows like Stinky will be going to Mars for a century to fill in what I never learned. But I did turn out a job — six weeks of subjective time since five this morning or whenever it was we adjourned the sharing — and now the stalwart steady types can finish it while I loaf.» Mike stretched and yawned. «Feels good. Finishing a job always feels good.»

«You'll be slaving away at something else before the day is out. Boss, this Martian monster can't take it or leave it alone. This is the first time he has relaxed in over two months. He ought to sign up with “Workers Anonymous”. Or you ought to visit us more often. You're a good influence.»

«God forbid that I should ever be.»

«Get out of here, Cannibal, and quit telling lies.»

«Lies, hell. You turned me into a compulsive truth-teller … and it's a handicap in the joints where I hang out.» Duke left.

Mike lifted his glass. «Share water, Father.»

«Drink deep, son.»

«Thou art God.»

«Mike, I'll put up with that from the others. But don't you come godding at me. I knew you when you were “only an egg”.»

«Okay, Jubal.»

«That's better. When did you start drinking in the morning? Do that at your age and you'll ruin your stomach. You'll never live to be a happy old soak, like me.»

Mike looked at his glass. «I drink when it's a sharing. It doesn't have any effect on me, nor on most of us, unless we want it to. Once I let it have its effect until I passed out. It's an odd sensation. Not a goodness, I grok. Just a way to discorporate for a while without discorporating. I can get a similar effect, only much better and with no damage to repair afterwards, by withdrawing.»

«Economical.»

«Uh huh, our liquor bill isn't anything. Matter of fact, running that whole Temple hasn't cost what it costs you to keep up our home. Except for initial investment and replacing some props, coffee and cakes was all — we made our own fun. We needed so little that I used to wonder what to do with the money that came in.»

«Then why did you take collections?»

«Huh? Oh, you have to charge 'em, Jubal. The marks won't pay attention if it's free.»

«I knew that, I wondered if you did.»

«Oh, yes, I grok marks, Jubal. At first I did preach free. Didn't work. We humans have to make considerable progress before we can accept a free gift, and value it. I never let them have anything free until Sixth Circle. By then they can accept… and accepting is much harder than giving.»

«Hmm … son, maybe you should write a book on human psychology.»

«I have. But it's in Martian. Stinky has the tapes.» Mike took a slow sybaritic sip. «We do use some liquor. A few of us — Saul, myself, Sven, some others — like it. I've learned to let it have just a little effect, then hold it, and gain a euphoric growing-closer much like trance without having to withdraw.» He sipped again. «That's what I'm doing this morning — letting myself get the mildest glow and be happy with you.»

Jubal studied him closely. «Son, you've got something on your mind.»

«Yes.»

«Do you want to talk it out?»

«Yes. Father, it's always a great goodness to be with you, even if nothing is troubling me. But you are the only human I can talk to and know that you will grok and not be overwhelmed. Jill … Jill always groks — but if it hurts me, it hurts her still more. Dawn the same. Patty … well, Patty can always take my hurt away, but she does it by keeping it herself. They are too easily hurt for me to share in full with them anything I can't grok and cherish before I share it.» Mike looked very thoughtful. «Confession is needful. Catholics know that — they have a corps of strong men to take it. Fosterites have group confession and pass it around and thin it out. I need to introduce confession in the early purging — oh, we have it, but spontaneously, after the pilgrim no longer needs it. We need strong men for that — “sin” is rarely concerned with a real wrongness but sin is what the sinner groks as sin — and when you grok with him, it can hurt. I know.»

Mike went on earnestly, «Goodness is not enough, goodness is never enough. That was one of my first mistakes, because among Martians goodness and wisdom are identical. But not with us. Take Jill. Her goodness was perfect when I met her. Nevertheless she was all mixed up inside — and I almost destroyed her, and myself too — for I was just as mixed up — before we got squared away. Her endless patience (not common on this planet) was all that saved us … while I was learning to be human and she was learning what I knew.

«But goodness alone is never enough. A hard, cold wisdom is required for goodness to accomplish good. Goodness without wisdom always accomplishes evil.» Mike added most soberly, «And that's why I need you, Father, as well as loving you. I need your wisdom and your strength … for I must confess to you.»

Jubal squirmed. «Oh, for Pete's sake, Mike, don't make a production out of it. Just tell me what's eating you. We'll find a way out.»

«Yes, Father.»