“You don’t believe her, the wife?”

“When people are dead and smelly and full of bullet holes, I don’t believe hardly anybody. Call it a character flaw. Don’t worry, I’m working on it.”

“No note?”

“If there was, the wife has it. And the handgun that goes with it.”

“Are you thinking murder?”

“I’m thinking.”

A thin palmtop computer sat beside the phone on the pristine desktop. It was open, the screen exposed. “What’s on the computer? Anything? Was he working on something?” The palmtop was a tiny Compaq, the same model Lauren used to keep track of her schedule.

He shrugged. “Don’t know yet. We’re getting an addendum to the search warrant to cover it. We’ll have it examined by our computer guys. They’ve been called.”

I noticed the flashing light above the lilliputian keyboard. “Do you know that it’s turned on already? It’s in hibernation mode. That light there, the green one, it indicates that it’s hibernating. That means that it was left on and when he stopped using it, it went to sleep after a while to protect the batteries.”

“Lucy has a laptop. I think she uses it to manage her money. She said the same thing when she was in here. But she hit the keyboard and nothing happened. She said that hitting the keys should have brought anything back up that the guy was working on. She said that he must not have had any software running.”

That didn’t make any sense. “Generally, that’s true. Lauren has a machine just like this, Sam. After a while it goes into a deeper sleep. You actually have to hit the on button to get back to where you were. Give me a pair of gloves, I’ll show you how to do it.”

Sam called to someone in the next room. “Do you have that addendum to the warrant yet?”

A deep voice replied, “Yeah, five minutes ago.”

Sam pulled gloves from inside his coat. I pulled the powdery latex onto my right hand and touched the tiny off/on button. The palmtop emitted a static-laced whir and the screen came slowly alive.

Sam stepped forward and bent toward the screen. “Amazing little thing, isn’t it?” He leaned back again, doing the dance of farsightedness. He reached inside his coat pocket and pulled out some half-glasses, which he perched on the end of his substantial nose.

“When did you start wearing glasses?”

“I don’t wear glasses. I got these at Kmart.”

“They look like glasses.”

“They’re from Kmart, they don’t count. It doesn’t count if you don’t go to an eye doctor.”

Sam had apparently already worked out the details of his denial. I realized that he hadn’t answered my question. Nothing new about that.

Over his shoulder, I read a few words on the computer screen and said, “Wow. What do you know?” The screen was half-covered with single-spaced type. I fought an impulse to scan; instead I forced myself to read the words carefully.

Sam said, “That looks like a damn suicide note. This doesn’t make any sense.”

It did look like a suicide note. “I wonder if he wrote it himself.”

“What, you think he’d need some help? You suspecting a ghostwriter, or you think that Dr. Kevorkian was here? Too bad, far as I know, they can’t do handwriting analysis on a word processor.”

“It’s not made out to his wife. That’s odd.”

“Why?”

“Who else was going to find him?”

“Maid? Who knows?”

“Maybe there are latents on the keys, Sam.”

“Maybe,” he said dismissively. “That’d be too easy.” He stared hard at the screen, then scanned the room as though a fresh look was going to tell him something. “Shit. There shouldn’t be a damn suicide note here.”

I said, “Let me see something. May I?”

“As long as you don’t erase anything.”

I touched one of the function keys to check the battery status of the tiny computer. “The battery is almost dead, Sam. You want me to save this screen to disc so you don’t risk losing it?”

“If the battery dies, we’ll lose that note, what’s on that screen?”

“Yes, unless it’s already been saved.”

“Has it?”

“I don’t see a file name assigned to it. It needs a file name to be saved. So I’d guess that it hasn’t been saved. I can search for previous files named ‘suicide note’ if you would like.”

He ignored my offer. “How much time does the battery have left? What does it say?”

“The meter isn’t that precise.” I pointed at the little icon. “It currently shows virtually no reserve. If it functions the same way Lauren’s does, that could mean two minutes or two hours.”

Sam turned and yelled over his shoulder, “Is Harker still here?”

A bored voice replied, “Gone, ten minutes ago.”

“Then somebody call and get Macready down here to pick up this computer. Now, not later.”

Someone said something back to Sam in a quiet voice that I couldn’t quite hear.

Sam could. He barked, “I don’t care about her dentist. Call her back. I want her here an hour ago. Second best is right now. We’ve apparently got some evidence that’s disappearing into cyberspace.”

He turned to me and said, “You really know what you’re doing? You won’t screw this up for me if I tell you to go ahead?”

I nodded. “I promise that I do know what I’m doing. But all I can tell you is that I’ll try not to screw things up. That’s not a promise. What’s your badge number, Sam?”

He told me. I used the touchscreen and the keyboard and saved the note on the screen to disc using Sam’s badge number as a file name.

We waited for Macready, the department’s computer guru, to show up and claim the computer. When she arrived, Sam told her what we had done, never mentioning me. He talked as though he knew exactly what he was doing, as though he were describing the act of pushing down a lever to make toast, an act he had done a thousand times.

Macready didn’t look old enough to drink, let alone wear a badge. She resembled a contestant I had seen recently on Singled Out. The woman had picked a real geek for a date, and they’d had to go bowling.

She collected the little machine and said, “No problem. I’ll get a printout and a report to you tomorrow.”

Sam said, “Not me. Route it to Malloy. Hope your teeth feel better soon.”

As we walked toward my car to drive to Denver, I told Sam that I thought Scott Truscott would really appreciate Sam’s extra seat to the game.

Sam seemed to be considering it. “He’d owe me one, wouldn’t he? Big time.”

“Yeah, I’m sure he would. He sounded desperate for a ticket.”

A shiver seemed to work slowly up Sam’s spine. He said, “It’s tempting, the leverage. But hockey’s sacred to me. I don’t mix home and work, and I don’t mix hockey and work. I don’t think I can do it.”

An hour later we settled into our seats in Denver to watch Gretzky and Sandstrom and Sakic and Forsberg do their things.

Simon Purdy’s seat sat empty next to Sam.

The Avalanche opened badly; they lost a player for a game misconduct in the first five minutes. Sam wasn’t upset by the penalty, explaining that the player had been defending his goalie. “It was a necessary hit. The guy had been screwing around in Roy’s crease from the moment they dropped the puck, and he wasn’t getting the message. This is only one game. But the guy whose face ended up in the glass will remember the lesson when the stitches come out. And he’ll remember about justice the next time he sees the Avs. And, most important, he’ll remember when the playoffs come in a couple of weeks.

“Keep that in mind, Alan. In hockey, you’re always thinking about the playoffs. The rest is just setting the table.”