"I don't know. Probably nothing." She waited until they were ducking under the yellow CAUTION tape encircling what was left of the house to add, "Something's been nagging at me since I came here with Jake. I just can't figure out what it is."
Ash took her hand. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you about Price. About the truth of why I left Atlanta."
"You didn't know it would matter."
"That isn't the point."
"Okay. So why didn't you tell me?" She kept her gaze on the charred pilings and mounds of debris before them.
"It wasn't my finest hour, Riley."
"Hey, if you want to swap tales of frustration and failure, I've got a few of my own. We all have them, Ash."
"I doubt yours went on to butcher a score of innocent men."
"Don't be so sure. I was in the army, remember? An officer. Some of my choices and decisions were bound to cost lives." She shook her head. "We can only do the best we can do. And some things have to happen just the way they happen."
He looked at her curiously. "You really believe that."
"I really do."
"And you still believe you were lured here, that someone has been pulling strings and influencing events?"
Riley nodded.
"Why? Why would someone go to all that trouble?"
"I don't know. Revenge. Payback. Grandstanding." As soon as she said the last word, she was conscious of its incongruity.
"Grandstanding? As in a competition? A contest of skills?"
She tried to focus on something in her own mind, some wispy fragment of knowledge or information she could…almost…see. There was a question she should have asked someone. A lead she should have followed-
"Riley?"
She blinked and looked up at Ash. "I've missed something. A connection."
"What sort of connection?"
"I'm not sure. Things? Places? People? Damn, why can't I make it come clear in my head?"
He frowned as he studied her. "Are things fuzzy again? Distant, the way they were before?"
"No. Yes. Dammit, I'm not sure. Fuzzy around the edges. I keep coming back to Price. Remembering the hunt for him. That's why I told you, because he's been on my mind the last few days. I can't help wondering…"
"Wondering what?"
"Wondering if I missed something. All those months I tracked him. Having his thoughts in my head by the end of it." She turned her gaze back to the burned building. "It became almost surreal. And unbelievably creepy. There was something almost…gleeful about him. As if he knew a secret, and knew it was something-"
…gleeful about him. As if he knew a secret, and knew it was something-
Riley blinked at the laptop's screen, conscious of a moment of sheer vertigo. Everything in her seemed to be whirling dizzily, time and space and reality tumbling.
She put her hands up to her face, rubbing hard until the whirling stopped, the dizziness faded, then opened her eyes cautiously to peer at the screen again.
Her report.
Report?
More reluctant than she wanted to admit to herself, she shifted her gaze to the lower right-hand corner of the screen, to the date and time.
Two A.M.
Friday morning.
"Oh, Christ," she whispered.
Riley pushed herself up from the table in her beach house, surprised to find that she was fully dressed but not so surprised that she felt shaky and disoriented.
It had been Thursday afternoon, and she'd been at one of the arson sites with Ash, she was sure of that. Looking for answers. They'd been talking, and-
A wave of dizziness swept over her, and she closed her eyes, holding on to the edge of the table, her fingers digging into-
Charred wood.
She stumbled back a step and stared at the debris visible in the glare of a security light. The acrid stench of burned wood stung her nostrils, and she could hear the surf on the other side of the dunes, rolling in close because it was high tide.
She held up her hands and stared at the blackened tips of her fingers for a moment, then looked at the piece of burned wood she had apparently been holding on to.
"Enough," she whispered. "Goddammit, enough."
She didn't dare close her eyes, was almost afraid to blink for fear there'd be another insane shift through space and time.
Only that wasn't it, of course. That wasn't what was happening. It was all in her head.
She reached out slowly and touched the rough surface of the burned wood, testing its reality. It felt like solid wood, charred though it was. Real wood. Burned wood.
She kept her fingers on that hard, rough surface and looked slowly around her. The security light was painfully bright, so that it was difficult to see anything but darkness beyond it. But she thought she could make out the hulking shape of Ash's Hummer parked in what would have been the house's driveway.
Parked. Engine running.
Someone behind the wheel?
Riley didn't want to let go of the wood. Didn't want to move out of the glare of the light and into the darkness. She stood there listening to the surf pound the beach and asked herself with something she recognized as terror whether she would be able to bear it if the connection she had missed had been right in front of her the whole time.
With her.
In her bed.
She didn't think she would be able to bear it.
"No," she whispered. "It's not him. I trust him."
Then who is it, little girl?
The jolt of coldness went so deep Riley thought her very bones had turned to ice.
You can't face the truth. You could never face the truth.
"Stop." She forced herself to let go of the wood and walked steadily toward the vehicle. "You're dead."
Did you think you had killed me? Silly girl. Some things never die. Haven't you learned that by now?
"Everything dies. You died. I killed you."
Are you sure, little girl?
The Hummer loomed in darkness, its engine idling quietly as she approached it. She steeled herself, but when she opened the driver's-side door, it was to find the vehicle empty.
Oh, did you think he was here? No, little girl. It's just us. Just you and me.
Riley hesitated, then climbed up into the driver's seat.
Are you going to run back to him and hide from the truth? Or come to me and find it?
This time, she didn't hesitate. She put the truck in gear and backed out of the driveway.
Stupid. Of course it was stupid. She was unarmed. And listening to voices in her head. What kind of sense did that make? No sense, no sense at all.
Because her thinking was fuzzy and she felt cold, and the only thing she was certain of was that this was a bad idea and she would surely regret it.
But you've always wondered, haven't you? Since that day at the river. You've always wondered whether you missed, after all.
"I never miss."
Always a first time, right? And you weren't thinking clearly, after all. He was in your head-
Ah.
"He. So you're someone else, after all."
Silence.
Riley heard a little laugh escape her and realized she knew where she was going, where she needed to be. "Don't tell me there was someone who actually cared about him? Someone who actually missed the miserable son of a bitch once he was gone?"
It's not going to work, little girl.
"You mean I can't make you mad? I'm betting I can. Sooner or later."
Want to bet your life on it?
She drove across the bridge to the mainland and into Castle, heading for the park. The veil was back in her mind, distancing her from her senses, even herself. But this time, she made no attempt to fight her way through it.
This time, she knew a better way.
Conversationally, as though to someone in the passenger seat, Riley said, "What were you, the apprentice monster? Someone he was grooming to pick up wherever he happened to leave off?"