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“You want Shelley to give him another chance.”

“I’m Shelley’s lawyer, so I want what she wants, within reason. Maybe what she wants is marriage counseling.”

“You asked her to come in so you can suggest she might want to try counseling.” Studying him, Layla nodded slowly. “After he beat the crap out of you?”

“Extenuating circumstances there. She doesn’t want the divorce, Layla. She just wants him to feel as crappy as she does and more so. I’m just going to give her another option. The rest is up to her. So, would you give him another chance?”

“I believe in second chances, but it would depend. How much did I love him, how much did I make him pay before giving him that second chance. Both would have to be a lot.”

“That’s what I figured. Just send her back when she gets here.”

Layla sat where she was. She thought of Alice’s damp eyes and beautiful pearls. She thought of Fox bleeding in the kitchen, and the pain that leeched every drop of color from his face. She thought of him playing guitar in a noisy bar, and running toward a burning house to save the dogs.

When Shelley came in, eyes glittering with fury and misery, Layla sent her back. She thought a great deal more as she answered the phone, as she finished the Monday morning business Alice had begun.

When Shelley came out again, she was weeping a little, but there was something in her eyes that hadn’t been in them when she’d come in. And that was hope.

“I want to ask you something.”

Here, Layla thought, we go again. “What is it?”

“Would I be a complete fool if I called this number?” She held out a business card. “If I made an appointment with this marriage counselor Fox said is really good? If I gave that idiot Block a chance and saw if maybe we could fix things between us?”

“I think you’d be a complete fool if you didn’t do whatever it takes to get what you want most.”

“I don’t know why I want that man.” Shelley looked down at the card in her hand. “But I guess maybe this could help me find out. Thanks, Layla.”

“Good luck, Shelley.”

What was the point in being a complete fool? Layla asked herself. Before she bogged down in what-ifs and maybes, she pushed back from her desk and marched straight back to Fox’s office.

He hammered at the keyboard, brows knitted. He barely gave her a grunt as she stepped to his desk.

“All right,” she said. “I’ll sleep with you.”

His fingers paused. He cocked his head up, aimed his eyes to hers. “This is excellent news.” Swiveling, he faced her more fully. “Right now?”

“This is so easy for you, isn’t it?”

“Actually-”

“Just ‘sure, let’s go.’ ”

“I feel, under the circumstances, I shouldn’t have to point out that yes, I am a guy.”

“It’s not just that.” She threw out her arms as she whirled into a pace. “I bet you were raised to think of sex as a natural act, as a basic form of human expression, even a physical celebration between two consenting adults.”

He waited a beat. “Isn’t it?”

Stopping, facing him, she made a helpless gesture with her hands. “I was raised to think of it as an enormous and weighty step. One that carries responsibility, that has repercussions. That because sex and intimacy are synonymous, you don’t just go around jumping into bed because you want an itch scratched.”

“But you’re going to sleep with me anyway.”

“I said I was, didn’t I?”

“Why?”

“Because Shelley’s calling a marriage counselor.” And now, Layla sighed. “Because you play the damn guitar, and I know without counting that there’s another dollar in that stupid jar even though Alice is gone, because you said fuck. Because Cal told Quinn you wouldn’t press charges against Block.”

“All of those sound like fairly good reasons to be pals,” Fox considered. “They don’t sound like reasons to have sex.”

“I can have any reasons I like to have sex with you,” she said, just prissily enough to make him fight off a grin. “Including the fact that you’ve got a great ass, that you can look at me and make me feel like you’ve already got your hands on me. And just because I want to. So I’m going to have sex with you.”

“As I said, this is excellent news. Hey, Sage, how’s it going?”

“Really good. Sorry to interrupt.”

With her stomach already sinking to her knees, Layla turned. The woman who stood in the doorway had a big O’Dell grin on her face. Her hair was a short sweep of fiery red around a pretty face made compelling by a pair of golden brown eyes.

“Layla, this is my sister Sage. Sage, Layla.”

“Nice to meet you.” In snug jeans tucked into stylish boots, Sage stepped forward to offer a hand.

“Yes. Well. I’m just going to go out to reception and beat my head against the wall for a few minutes. Excuse me.”

Sage watched her walk away, then turned back to her brother. “Very nice package.”

“Cut it out. It’s too weird to have you checking out the same woman I am. Besides, you’re married.”

“Marriage doesn’t pluck out the eyes. Hey.” She spread her arms.

He rose, walked into them, and banding her with his, lifted her off her feet for a quick swing. “I thought I was meeting you at Sparrow’s.”

“You are, but I wanted to drop by.”

“Where’s Paula?”

“She’s taking the meeting that gave us the excuse to come East. In D.C. She’ll be up later. Let me look at you, Foxy Loxy.”

“Looking back at you, Parsley Sage.”

“Still enjoying small-town law?”

“Still a lesbian?”

She laughed. “Okay, enough of that. I guess I should come back later, when you’re not having sex with your office manager.”

“I think that’s been postponed due to acute embarrassment.”

“I hope I didn’t screw it up.”

“I’ll fix it. Mom said you weren’t clear about how long you’re staying.”

“I guess we weren’t. It sort of depends.” She blew out a breath. “It sort of depends on you.”

“You and Paula want to practice small-town lesbian law, and want to go into partnership with me in the Hollow.” He got them a couple of Cokes.

“No. Partnership might be a factor, depending on your definition.”

He handed her the Coke. “What’s up, Sage?”

“If you’re busy, we can talk about this tonight. Maybe have a drink.”

She was nervous, Fox noted, and Sage was rarely nervous. “I’ve got time.”

“Well, the thing is, Fox.” She tapped her fingers on the can as she wandered around the room. “The thing is, Paula and I have decided to have a baby.”

“That’s great. That’s terrific. How do you guys do that? Do you call Rent-a-Penis? Sperm R Us?”

“Don’t be an ass.”

“Sorry, there are jokes here waiting to happen.”

“Ha ha. We’ve thought about it a lot, talked it through. We actually think we’ll want a couple of kids. And we decided, for the first one, Paula will get pregnant. I’ll, you know, take round two.”

“You’ll be great parents.” Reaching out, he gave her hair a quick tug. “The kids’ll be lucky to have both of you.”

“We want to be. We’re sure as hell going to try to be. To take the first step, we need a donor.” She turned back, faced him. “We want it to be you.”

“Sorry, what? What?” The Coke, fortunately not yet opened, slipped right out of his hands.

“I know it’s big, and strange.” Smoothly, she bent to retrieve his Coke and hand it to him while he simply goggled at her. “And we won’t hold it against you if you say no.”

“Why? I mean, lame jokes aside, there are, like banks for this kind of thing. You can make a withdrawal.”

“And there are very good places, where donors are very well screened, and you can select specific qualities. That’s an option, but far from our first. You and I are the same blood, Fox, the same gene pool. The baby, the baby would be more ours because of that.”

“Um, Ridge? He’s already proven himself in this department.”

“Which is one of the reasons I don’t feel right asking him. And, while I love him like crazy, both Paula and I zeroed in on you. Our Ridge is a dreamer, an artist, a beautiful soul. You’re a doer, Fox. You’re always going to try to do the right thing, but you get things done. And you and I are closer personality-wise, physically, too. Same coloring.” She tugged on her hair herself now. “I went red, but under the dye, my hair’s the same color as yours.”