"Upstairs," she said.
"I'm on my way."
When I hung up the phone, Elvis gestured to get my attention. He pointed at the salt shaker, pointed at the pepper shaker, formed a V with the forefinger and middle finger of his right hand, and blinked at me tearfully, expectantly.
This appeared to be an unprecedented attempt at communication.
"Victory?" I asked, reading the usual meaning in that hand sign.
He shook his head and thrust the V at me, as though urging me to reconsider my translation.
"Two?" I said.
He nodded vigorously. He pointed at the salt shaker, then at the pepper shaker. He held up two fingers.
"Two Elvises," I said.
This statement reduced him to a mess of shuddering emotion. He huddled, head bowed, face in his hands, shaking.
I rested my right hand on his shoulder. He felt as solid to me as every spirit does.
"I'm sorry, sir. I don't know what's upsetting you, or what I should do."
He had nothing more to convey to me either by expression or by gesture. He had retreated into his grief, and for the time being he was as lost to me as he was lost to the rest of the living world.
Although I regretted leaving him in that bleak condition, my obligation to the living is greater than to the dead.
FOURTEEN
TERRI STAMBAUGH OPERATED THE PICO MUNDO GRILLE with her husband, Kelsey, until he died of cancer. Now she runs the place herself. For almost ten years, she has lived alone above the restaurant, in an apartment approached by stairs from the alleyway.
Since she lost Kelsey, when she was only thirty-two, the man in her life has been Elvis. Not his ghost, but the history and the myth of him.
She has every song the King ever recorded, and she has acquired encyclopedic knowledge of his life. Terri's interest in all things Presley preceded my revelation to her that his spirit inexplicably haunts our obscure town.
Perhaps as a defense against giving herself to another living man after Kelsey, to whom she has pledged her heart far beyond the requirement of their wedding vows, Terri loves Elvis. She loves not just his music and his fame, not merely the idea of him; she loves Elvis the man.
Although his virtues were many, they were outnumbered by his faults, frailties, and shortcomings. She knows that he was self-centered, especially after the early death of his beloved mother, that he found it difficult to trust anyone, that in some ways he remained an adolescent all his life. She knows how, in his later years, he escaped into addictions that spawned in him a meanness and a paranoia that were against his nature.
She is aware of all this and loves him nonetheless. She loves him for his struggle to achieve, for the passion that he brought to his music, for his devotion to his mother.
She loves him for his uncommon generosity even if there were times when he dangled it like a lure or wielded it like a club. She loves him for his faith, although he so often failed to follow its instructions.
She loves him because in his later years he remained humble enough to recognize how little of his promise he had fulfilled, because he knew regret and remorse. He never found the courage for true contrition, though he yearned to achieve it and the rebirth that would have followed it.
Loving is as essential to Terri Stambaugh as constant swimming is essential to the shark. This is an infelicitous analogy, but an accurate one. If a shark stops moving, it drowns; for survival, it requires uninterrupted movement. Terri must love or die.
Her friends know she would sacrifice herself for them, so deeply does she commit. She loves not just a burnished memory of her husband but loves who he truly was, the rough edges and the smooth. Likewise, she loves the potentiality and the reality of each friend.
I climbed the stairs, pressed the bell, and when she opened the door, she said at once, as she drew me across the threshold, "What can I do, Oddie, what do you need, what are you getting yourself into this time?"
When I was sixteen and desperate to escape from the psychotic kingdom that was my mother's home, Terri gave me a job, a chance, a life. She is still giving. She is my boss, my friend, the sister I never had.
After we embraced, we sat eater-corner at the kitchen table, holding hands on the red-and-white-checkered oilcloth. Her hands are strong and worn by work, and beautiful.
Elvis's "Good Luck Charm" was on her music system. Her speakers are never sullied by the songs of other singers.
When I told her where I believed Danny had been taken and that intuition insisted I go after him alone, her hand tightened on mine. "Why would Simon take him down there?"
"Maybe he saw the roadblock and turned around. Maybe he had a police-band radio and heard about it that way. The flood tunnels are another route out of town, under the roadblocks."
"But on foot."
"Wherever he surfaces with Danny, he can steal a car."
"Then he's already done that, hasn't he? If he took Danny down there hours ago, at least four hours ago, he's long gone."
"Maybe. But I don't think so."
Terri frowned. "If he's still in the flood tunnels, he took Danny there for some other reason, not to get him out of town."
Her instincts do not have the supernatural edge that mine do, but they are sharp enough to serve her well.
"I told Ozzie-there's something wrong with this."
"Wrong with what?"
“All this. Dr. Jessup's murder and all the rest. A wrongness. I can feel it, but I can't define it."
Terri is one of the handful of people who know about my gift. She understands that I am compelled to use it; she would not attempt to argue me out of action. But she wishes that this yoke would be lifted from me.
So do I.
As "Good Luck Charm" gave way to "Puppet on a String," I put my cell phone on the table, told her that I had forgotten to plug it in the previous night, and asked to borrow hers while she recharged mine.
She opened her purse, fished out the phone. "It's not cell, it's satellite. But will it work down there, underground?"
"I don't know. Maybe not. But it'll probably work wherever I am when I come up again. Thanks, Terri."
I tested the volume of the ringer, dialed it down a little.
“And when mine is recharged," I said, "if you get any peculiar calls on it… give out the number of your phone, so they can try to reach me."
"Peculiar-how?"
I'd had time to mull over the call that I received while sitting under the poisonous brugmansia. Maybe the caller had dialed a wrong number. Maybe not.
"If it's a woman with a smoky voice, cryptic, won't give her name-I want to talk to her."
She raised her eyebrows. "What's that about?"
"I don't know," I said honestly. "Probably nothing."
As I tucked her phone into a zippered pocket on my backpack, she said, “Are you coming back to work, Oddie?"
"Soon maybe. Not this week."
"We got you a new spatula. Wide blade, microbeveled front edge. Your name's inlaid in the handle."
"That's cool."
"Entirely cool. The handle's red. Your name's in white, and it's in the same lettering as the original Coca-Cola logo."
"I miss frying," I said. "I love the griddle."
The staff of the diner had been my family for more than four years. I still felt close to them.
When I saw them these days, however, two things precluded the easy camaraderie we had enjoyed in the past: the reality of my grief, and their insistence on my heroism.
"Gotta go," I said, getting to my feet and shouldering the backpack once more.
Perhaps to detain me, she said, "So… has Elvis been around lately?"
"Just left him crying in my kitchen."
"Crying again? What about?"
I recounted the episode with the salt and pepper shakers. "He actually made an effort to help me understand, which is something new, but I didn't get it."