Suzy stayed only a few minutes, and Kayden and I started right where we left off before Suzy interrupted.

“What were you going to show me, baby doll?” Kayden asked while stretched, watching in curiosity.

“Nothing important,” I replied back even though it was a complete and utter lie.

“Can you wait a second? One of the guys is calling me; I want to see what they want.”

“Sure, go ahead, take your time,” I said to him, a smile on my face.

While waiting for Kayden to return, I removed my bra and t-shirt, I thought I’d give him a surprise. I could hear muffled speech in the background. I heard his door close, his footsteps along his bedroom floor before his face appeared. His eyes grew in size, and a smile crept across his face.

“Damn, I fucking love your tits. I want to touch them,” Kayden said moving closer to his screen.

“They’ve missed your touch, Kayden. They ache for you,” I said as I swept my fingertips across them.

“Sophia, you’re making me crazy,” he said.

“Good, I want you to remember what’s waiting for you. I don’t want you to see any other woman or even think of them,” I replied to him, continuing to touch my breasts in full view of Kayden. “Want to see more?”

“I don’t think my heart could take it. I don’t think of any other women; you are the only person in my mind all day, every day,” Kayden said with a very serious look on his face.

“Enough of this for now—you’ll be touching them soon enough, handsome,” I said as I started to lift my top over my head, covering my breasts. It gave him one last glimpse as I slowly put my shirt back into place.

“You’re driving me crazy; I better book my ticket before my cock explodes.” Shaking his head out of amusement.

Skype made the distance bearable. It helped me deal with his absence, but it made me want to be with him even more.

A Tangled Web

Ding. I rolled over to see what Sophia said, but it wasn’t her, it was Lisa. My heart sank; Lisa had become a thorn in my ass.

The bitch knew exactly how to fuck with my life; she had become a master manipulator towards the end of relationship.

Lisa: I’ve missed you terribly and I haven’t heard from you in a long time. Where have you been?

I sat there deciding how to handle her. Even though she had ruined my life, I had gone back to her for a short time. I was lonely, at rock bottom with no salvation in sight when Lisa called me. She wanted me back and convinced me that she still loved me. I went against the court ordered no-contact order and spoke to her. Of course it was all in the past, but a part of my past I was ashamed of. I just couldn’t bring myself to tell Sophia. I had a moment of weakness and I just couldn’t admit.

I was already living in New Orleans when Lisa called to say she missed me and regretted all that had transpired between us. With nobody serious in my life but my regular girls, Lisa knew I still harbored feelings for her, and she used that to her advantage.

I bought her a plane ticket to spend a weekend with me. I thought her feelings were sincere, but I soon learned I was just being used. The entire weekend her phone was turned off or placed facedown so the screen was hidden from my view. I knew something wasn’t right, but I put it out of my mind for a chance at happiness again. She asked for money to help pay her bills, and like a fool I still believed she was there for me and not my money.

Me: Stop playing games. I fell for your shit once before. What do you want?

Lisa: Don’t be shitty. I was cleaning and found something you may want.

The bitch always looked for leverage. After Lisa returned home after visiting me in NOLA, she turned into the same rotten bitch I had known she was. My despair had led me astray. She took the nice guy in me and chewed him up and spit him out, and the results were a calloused hearted person. Sophia had been changing me, giving me faith in love again and I felt Lisa wanted to rip it into a million pieces.

Me: You have nothing I want Lisa.

Lisa: I have your grandmother’s wedding ring. Want me to just pawn it?

Me: Fuck no! I need that back.

Lisa: I’ll be in NOLA in a couple of days with some friends. Want to meet for a drink and I’ll bring it to you?

Mother fucking bitch. I left Florida with nothing. I had a no-contact order and could never go back to get my things. I wanted something, anything that was mine. My grandmother’s ring meant so much to me and I wanted it back from her, but at what cost?

Me: I just want the ring, no drinks.

Lisa: If you want the ring, you’ll have a drink with me. I’ll call you when I’m on my way to Bourbon Street.

I couldn’t tell Sophia about seeing Lisa. I’d have one drink with the bitch and only one drink. Any feelings of love I had for Lisa died during her last visit. I wanted nothing from her, but the ring.

A few days later, Lisa texted me that she would be in the French Quarter on Friday around seven to give me the ring. We would meet at the Cats Meow. I had to come up with a lie for Sophia. She would be expecting me to Skype with her.

Me: Hey baby doll. I’m going to meet a couple of the guys for a drink for an hour on my way home from work. Can we Skype a bit later tonight?

God, I hated fucking lying to Sophia. My stomach turned as I waited for her reply.

Sophia: No problem. Just text me when you’re on your way home. I’ll wait up for you.

Me: I will. I’ll still have my phone if you want to text me or need me.

I arrived before Lisa, and picked a spot at the bar. I didn’t want to sit at a table or stay long. My goal was to get the ring and fucking jet. I ordered a shot and a beer while I was waiting. I needed a drink to calm my nerves. I wasn’t nervous about Lisa, I felt like shit lying to Sophia. I downed the shot of tequila and sipped my beer as I saw Lisa walk through the door. She looked beautiful, but I knew the devil that hid under the veneer. She walked towards me as I looked away and turned my attention back to my drink.

“You never change,” Lisa said, venom filling her voice.

“Neither do you,” I said sharply without looking in her direction.

She sat down next to me and ordered a glass of wine. She touched my arm and I recoiled as if burned.

“What the fuck, Kayden?” she said due to my abrupt movement.

“Don’t touch me, Lisa,” I told her.

“You once loved my touch,” Lisa responded.

“I don’t love you anymore. You’ve devastated me for a long time, but I’m on the right path again, no thanks to you,” I said while looking her straight in the eyes.

“What do you mean you’re on the right path? You’ll always love me, even if you can’t admit it,” she inquired with her eyes squinted to display her leeriness.

“I’ve found someone. She is kind and loving, and nothing like you,” I stated in a gentle tone before snapping, “I’ve moved on, I know you did way before your trip to see me months ago.”

“A love like ours lasts forever. She may occupy your time for now, but you’ll be back,” she told me with a grin on her face.

“Never, you’ve done enough damage to me, and I don’t think I could survive another round,” I responded, “Excuse me for a minute.”

I needed a moment away from her, she was driving me crazy. I walked to the restroom and stood at the sink for a moment to gather my thoughts. I looked at myself in the mirror, not happy with the person staring back. I shouldn’t be here right now, alone with Lisa. I lied to Sophia and felt like shit about it. I wanted to be different in this relationship, and I’ve started it with lies and secrets. I’m an asshole.